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X Princessa aka Avareca Wat

Music's 1st Wifey.

About Me


On a personal Note:- I'm like A Virgine on her FIRST night out to the Club Drinking Jamaican white rum mix with Vodka Blue, pole dancing for a Bunch of Soldiers just comming back from WAR. BITTER SWEET Innocence tainted by worldly temptations, Boys, Lust, Love,Lost, Pain, Alcohol And Fashion. YEAH I'm A Lil Bit Phsycho but I know that.ON A FAMILY NOTE:- My grandpapz is ma king, ma angel and leader, ma hero, my father, ma friend, the man that will have ma heart no matter what, the man I owe ma strength to alongside ma mom, the man I will always thank for believing in me, he's my teacher, the side I will always choose over all the rest, he's ma world, the reason why I fight to be the best and not the waste ma time as well as mine and my momz money, he's the reason for me believing in love and wanting to have the right man in my life, he's a whole lot to me. Ma momz ma SUPERWOMAN!! Ma Bro and Sis is ma SOLDIERS MA GENERALS AND MA TEAM MATES, MA AMMUNITION AND MA HEART, THESE PEEPS IS MA BLOOD LINE, MA LOVE LINE, MA LIFE LINE AND MY ONLY TRUTH IN THIS WORLD. Along with my hero MR X!! at Click :) HOT

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Member Since: 5/22/2006
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Real Life In Poetry:-Maybe God wants us all to meet a few wrong people in our life time so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for them.Most time when a door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we stand so long looking at the closed door that we don't see the one that has just been opened for us, remember to everything that starts there has to be an end.The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had, knowing that they just read your mind.My mother always say that " you don't know what you've got until you lose it" but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it's standing infront our eyes.Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be happy it grew in yours because it's better to love than not to have loved at all. Plus remember true love doesn't grow over night, it takes some time.A friend once told me that "it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget that person".Most of us goes for looks but don't go for looks; as looks can be decieving, don't go for the person's cash, fast cars, big house and bling bling, You dont know how they got it and you may be putting your own life at risk.But fallow your heart not your mind and go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make the clouds go away and the sun to shine and brighten up your world even on a stormy day. so find the one that makes your heart smile.There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real I know I doDream what you want to dream; because no one will dream for you, go where you want to go; because no one may want to go with you, Love who you want to love: because you are the one that feels your heart break when that someone is out of you reach, and you can't express the way you feel because you throw away that chance, Know you only have one life and one chance to do all the things that makes you happy.May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.Always put yourself in the other's shoes If you feel that it hurts you, it will probably hurt the other person too, being hurt by the person you love hurts more than a stranger, even if it's only words, so becareful how you treat that speacial someone, know respect, trust, love and loyalty are the most important things in any relationship .You don't need the latest fashion because the happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything thats comes along on a daily basis.A friend once told me, when i felt as if my world was falling apart that "Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives", and as I laid on his shoulders i realized he missed somethings out he needed to add "heart and soul" to the end of that sentence, but he made me smile, and though it was raining outside, my storm was driven away, by simple words, a friendly face to make my teary eyes believe the words he spoke and a strong shoulder to rest my head on.The brightest future is based on knowing where you are comming from and where you want to go, learning from each mistakes along the path, knowing you're only human and messing up is apart of your makeup, its what we've learn not what we've done that really counts. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying, because of the joy you brought to their loves as well as your own.( ¸.*(¸.*´ `*.¸)*.¸)Dear GrandPOPzIn my own words, you mean the world, in my own words, you are my light, in my own words, you are a king, in my own words, you can never sin, in my own words, you bring me joy, in my own words you are eveything.Dear Grandpopz, all day I sat thinking of what to write and everytime i write something, it just don't seem good enough, you are the only man who makes me feel at one, the only man I know for sure I can count on and the only one who has been here for me all my life, When I wanted to die, i remember your face the first last day I went away, I saw your face, your eyes twinkled and with open arms you bid me good bye. My drawing of "BARNEY" I spelt the name wrong but you was so proud of me because I tried and I tried and I tried to get it right, in the end you told me how to spell it, REMEMBER, you told me that I was a good artist, lol, daang I wish that was true, but you knew it would make me smile.Grandpopz you have many grandchildren yet you made me feel like I was the only one, when you gave us packet money I got double the amount as the rest, but thats not why I love you, I love you because you always knew exactly what to say to make me feel better about myself, its like you can feel my pain, and know my every thoughts, You know what I've been through well most of it and maybe thats why you felt like you had to make up for what I was missing out at home, and trust me you did.I know you are getting older, and I keep thinking what will happen when you have to " GO" where will I be? what will I do? most people dont understand why I love you so much more than anyone else, its because you are my rock, my shelter from the storm, my soul healer, my best friend, next to GOD is YOU !! Grandpopz white! you are my everything and everything is you.
Sounds Like: POETRY :-If there was any a time for me to hurt the worst it be now, I feel so confused trapped in the middle of what seems to be an endless pain filled ocean, My tears bleeding from the open cuts that seperates them from me, now freely down my cheeks they run, terrified of the place they are comming from and the reason that sets them free, No one truely understands me or what I am going through, my body is made up of only pain, lost and anger, beauty you see on the outside but ugly is the real me, the face of envy, envy to those who have a loving home and family, envy to those who has a care free life to be the true them, envy to you...
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haters vs bitches

yeah guys i know i'm fine and yeah i can be a bitch but listen up i really don't need ya'll writing to me and if i dont reply ya'll calling ma a bitch, it aint cool, and fa all the playa hating bitche...
Posted by X Princessa aka Avareca Wat on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 06:49:00 PST

THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS/ UNI DROP OUT

UNIVERSITY DROP OUT. WHEN LIFE GOT TOUGH I ALWAYS STUCK WITH IT, NOW I'M OLDER AND PEOPLE MIGHT THINK STRONGER, BUT NOW I RUN FROM IT, WHEN UNI GOT TOUGH I DROP OUT WHEN I ARGUE WITH MA MOM I TRIED JU...
Posted by X Princessa aka Avareca Wat on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 05:56:00 PST

reca

hey ya'll just wanted to hitcha all up in one go and send my loving ur way.
Posted by X Princessa aka Avareca Wat on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 08:38:00 PST