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Hizzazle

If one is lucky, a solitary fantasy can totally transform one million realities.

About Me

..34" 26" 34"
I am 23. I forget my age sometimes.
I work at a bar and I am enrolling into college full time.
People tell me I'm attractive, and I don't believe them.
I like meeting new people, but the majority of the time, i don't like the people I meet.
I am obsessed with things that are gruesome, horrid, ugly and disgusting.
I despise shoes, socks and pants.
I think men who take care of their feet are sexy.
I want to be an engineer, but in my heart i am an artist.
I love Russian films, French music, Dutch art, and Japanese anime. :)
I think dating just leads to disappointment, if you disagree, prove me wrong.
When I die I want to sit forever between Albert Einstein and Nikolai Tesla and just listen.
Quotes to remind me of how society expects me to live my life:
Almost everything--all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure--these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.
How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and the strong -- because someday you will have been all of these.
Try as hard as we may for perfection, the net result of our labors is an amazing variety of imperfectness. We are surprised at our own versatility in being able to fail in so many different ways.
Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness.
When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained.
Never make someone your priority, when they only make you an option.
True love is night jasmine, a diamond in darkness, the heartbeat no cardiologist has ever heard. It is the most common of miracles, fashioned of fleecy clouds -- a handful of stars tossed into the night sky.
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to the guys

guys, i love you, all of you. But lately i gotta say, it feels like ya'll are trying to hook me up with people, or hook up with me yourself, and im just not into it, What i am into is meeting new peop...
Posted by Hizzazle on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 08:52:00 PST

Ghosts

I just woke up from a nightmare. In my nightmare i was younger, me and my parents had moved to a new house, which, is laid out surprisingly like our current house, but bigger and more nice, There was ...
Posted by Hizzazle on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 12:35:00 PST

extraordinary

You think that I go home at night Take off my clothes, turn out the lights But I burn letters that I write To you, to make you love me...I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me I am extraordi...
Posted by Hizzazle on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:23:00 PST

bluffing

life is wierd. it seems like a bunch of endless cycles. life itself is one big cycle. lately i find myself doing only whats required of myself to survive. that doesnt feel too well, but it's about tha...
Posted by Hizzazle on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 10:51:00 PST

Why does it always seem like

If its not one thing, its another. Everyday there's somethign else that goes wrong or needs to be fixed. and I find that i dont have the time or the funds to do it all. i suppose i shouldn't be worryi...
Posted by Hizzazle on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 06:56:00 PST

tall dark and out of my league.

/swoon
Posted by Hizzazle on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 10:21:00 PST

corporate hell

I had a job interview. For a big corporation in milwaukee as an intern. intern. the word make me cringe. I arrived, downtown milwaukee, in all of its yellow barrel bliss. I reflected on how much has c...
Posted by Hizzazle on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:38:00 PST

excerpt

..."speaking of learning, Mr. say one day us was sewing out on the porch, I first start to learn all them days ago I use to sit up there on my porch, staring out cross the railing.Just miserable. That...
Posted by Hizzazle on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 12:29:00 PST

bored bored bored

Yeah apparently i can't post bulletins. Silly myspace. Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're st...
Posted by Hizzazle on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 02:23:00 PST

hello blog....

long time....Its 8 am in holland. I just skinned my knuckles leaning back and stretching. A fine example of how incredibly clumsy i am. But i have delicious coffee, the weather is looking to be promis...
Posted by Hizzazle on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 10:38:00 PST