CURRENTLY AS OF: JUNE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2007
I'm a very laid back shy type of a guy. Who resides in his own world. Contrary to popular belief, I am an out going yet reserved and well behave party animal. Crap! I'm having some major writer's block. I'm so mad, this is my second night and fifth draft making this. The first one was so darn perfect. I hit some stupid tab and lose the darn notes. C'mon think! Who am I. Remember now...you're name is...Edwin. Oh, yeah now I know. No...Icertainly do not suffer from multiple personality. Okay...I'm very honest, friendly, humble, and brutally good looking guy. Man, this is not working. Seriously, I'm just an average people person who loves the smell of fresh air (I prefer Armani Black Code). Who loves to look at people and adoringly and jealously wish I'm as good looking as them.
I grew up in a very diverse house hold of Caucasian-Filipino parents. Dad's white and mom's Filipina. Born in Subic Bay at the heart of the former American Military Base in the Philippines. Grew up in the east side of San Francisco Bay Area, Fremont. I love traveling and spending time with my friends and family. I love meeting new friends and getting to know them. I do believe that things in life happens for a reason. That whatever have happened has to happen. We all sit in an inevitable path that we certainly have to face the sense of our purpose in life. Who we are and who we'll be. Who we meet and who we'll meet us. Life is so strange some times it can also be cruel yet beautiful and controversial at times. I'm content of my life, comparable to where I should be at. I know my life doesn't stop here. I know that I can achieve better than this. I live in no luxury house, but at least I have roofs over my head. I'm satisfied, however, that my knowledge in life have given me a great sense of security that no matter what happen. I will still be the nicest, most caring person you'll ever meet (guarantee!). Most of the time, when I'm alone. I enjoy reflecting. Have you ever sat down and flip through your high school year books and read all of those wonderful notes your friends have written. Perhaps look at your childhood pictures and compare how mature you've grown and how will your kids look like. I do love kids that some day I wish of my own.
I treasure simple memories that reminds me of who I am. What kind of friends I made. Life is not about winning. It's about achieving your greatest potentials. Once in awhile I would drive by Mission Peak, park my car amongst open air and look wide up the horizon and see the sunset. It's a repetitive process that mesmerized me each time I witness the sun disappear and reappears on the other side of the world. I'm thankful that I am blessed with so many friends. I'm mostly thankful of my best friends that I can talk to heart to heart. I love sitting inside the car with my best friend and giving each other advise. Kind of mending each others souls in some ways. That's the beauty of my friendship with every one it's complex. Okay, I'm a sensitive mature, understanding, person. I highly think of my self as a very well educated man. I may not have the ivy league certification to prove it, but who are you to judge that I am not huh? Intelligence is measured not on what you have studied, but on how you've learned to live your life.
I'm quiet but once I open up I speak my mind. I can also be opinionated yet considerate of other people's feeling of the situations. I'm growing day by day shedding and peeling off the innocence of my childhood. I'm realizing each day as I make my journey into this world that challenges and hurdles in life will come a great prize. Life without struggles is no life of comfort although it would be nice to have someone besides you and motivate you in life. My parents whom are very supportive of the make up of my life are the most influential people in my life. My friends whose moral supports and lending shoulders have enhanced my decision making. The unheard working class heroes whose struggles and sacrifices to make this place a better world.