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Brian

Life is not about finding yourself, Life is about creating yourself...so get started! http://www.fyi

About Me

I was brought up roman catholic...church every sunday...which might have had something to do with my introverted nature as a teen. I wasnt stuck up in high school, i didnt think i was cool, I was quiet and introverted which was often misteken for stuck up. No drugs or booze, no gf's just my music to keep me busy during those years. Once i found myself, around 20-21yrs old, I broke out of my quiet ways, i saw the world in a new light and explored many aspects. Live for the moment mentality, experience it, if it feels good do it. I followed my heart and withdrew from biochemistry and took record engineering, started a band, i've seen and done things that i would have never expected or would never have seen if i hadn't left university when i did...i might be wearing a white lab coat measuring out 100ul of something i didnt care much about for a company making millions and paying me crap!! Well in light of that, im still finishing my degree up a few credits at a time. So now im in this band FYI, I love it. There's ups and downs like anything, the business is entertaining in itself to see from the inside. I lose myself on stage and i dont see anyone...just lights and blurred images, i feel the music and the energy. I love the quiet moments, writing an acoustic song, drinking tea while listening to cbc radio 2. I like to read, be that a bio text book or a novel, unless my eye catches a guitar or piano and im off to play. I like to sing but have rarely done so infront of many ppl. Im not easily shocked, perhaps im slightly beside myself most of the time...i think too much before i react. I like to run to clear my head. I like to listen to metal on my ipod at the gym. Im shy at first but easily approachable. I like lamp.Are u still reading???? I lived in mobil alabama for a year. Went to school there in grade 7 at st. pius X it was attached to a church and we had uniforms. Mrs. Curry scared the living shit out of me but i learned how to learn so thanks. My first job was a paper boy..I used a little cart. I worked at penner lumber riding tow motors and using chain saws, i was a Green Lawn care technician. Iv worked front desk at Body Max Fitness Centre, and Bally's total fitness. I'v worked for Diagio serving alcohol samples at LCBO's. I worked front end at Commissos grocery store pushing buggies in the cold slushy winter...Iv worked in a bingo hall, and will forever hate the smell of smoke. Iv worked for the government and have my agriculture certificate granting me the right to search your premises for any plant life and sample it for plum pox virus. I've worked at SITEL like everyone else in st. catharines. Unlike everyone else in st. catharines i've never been a member of the YMCA.Are u still reading?? I have one older brother living in TO he's a charterred accountant at soberman and sons firm...oh yeah i've worked there too as a temp!! forgot about that one...speaking of toronto i've interned at phaseone studios if that counts as a job. I have an older sister who is a mother to my 2 nephews and my one niece. I have a younger sister who thinks she can drink as much as me...close..but not quite. My dad is a naval architect and designs ships on autocad. He works in Houston Texas. My mom sometimes makes my lunch. I was born in Canada but my odler siblings and parents were born in scotland. Im not new to myspace. I have another myspace with a song I wrote "Forever Maybe" up on it www.myspace.com/briantoyemusic. I've been in love. The first time i was in grade 4, she was in grade 6. I gave her a rose at recess from someones rose bush that backed onto the school yard. She saw me take it and made me feel guilty for hurting the plant. I was immediately confused. I accept ppl at face value. I will change for the right reasons. Im not very judgmental. I love steak. I've had my heart broken. L've broken my 5th phalangie (finger)I've broken a few hearts. I have a mohawk. I used to have long curly hair. I look like im 10 in my grade 8 grad photo. I once ate 9 crispy cream glazed donuts in an hour.
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My Interests

25 years and millions of different experiences...which ones do i wish to live again? which do I leave behind? I am not myself without certain things which i have grown to love. These are my interests. Get to know me and u'll find out.

I'd like to meet:

an orrangatang

Music:

what can i say about music...it moves me...it takes me places and helps me fly...its there when im sad...its there when im happy...it makes the sun brighter and the darkness darker...it makes my blood boil...it makes me calm...music

Jeff Buckly, Ours, Alaska, Starsailor, Bob Dylan, Led zeppelin, Pantera, Lamb of God, Unearth, Sevendust, Beatles, Floyd, Avenge Sevenfold, Maroon 5, Fall Out Boy, All American Rejects, Coheed and Cambria, Dallas Green, I Mother Earth, Gun's N Roses, Rage Against The Machine, Soundgarden, Breaking Benjamin, Never Ending White Lights, Sum 41, Simple Plan, Good Charolotte, Blink 182, Zebrahead, Goldfinger, The Salads, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Atreyu, Nonpoint, DeL Asher, Flatlined, Foo Fighters, The Beach Boys

Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Fight Club, The Count of Monte Cristo, The Chron. of Narnia, Cocktail, Top Gun, Lord of the Rings, Big Fish, Vanilla Sky, The Navigator, The Garbage Pail Kids, The Transporter, Train Spotting, Traffic, Snatch, Born Identity/Supremacy, Billy Talent DVD, Story of the Year DVD, all kick ass band DVD's! i frequent Jumbo video ;)

Television:

Family Guy, Simpsons, South Park, Discovery channel, Just for laughs, but mostly music videos

Books:

Da Vinci Code, Celestine Prophesis, Angels and Demons

Heroes:

Humanity

My Blog

Forever Maybe

Forever Maybe  Brian Toye _________   Intro Hold me, touch me, Love me, lose me, Want me, hate me Thrill me, kill me   Verse 1 She caught me staring in her eyes and she smiled at me, ...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 08:30:00 PST

FYI Lyrics - For The Moment

For The Moment   ____________   This is how warm this feeling is, a definition of this and I don't want to miss out on how everything fits. No colour no shape no taste no great place in this...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 08:27:00 PST

untouchable gurl

Untouchable Girl Shes got everything, wuh oh, that I think I needNow its up to me, uh oh, what can I do To make you love me un-touchable gurl, living in a love sick worldI know, I know, im just onemay...
Posted by Brian on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 07:38:00 PST

poem

Jam Cakes   Let me be the first to show Beauty,  can come and go with age, culture, time and love So take this with a grain of salt A lemon too if ones close by For better, bitter words are...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 10:03:00 PST

Yesterday

Yesterday Brian Toye   Its over, its hard to say Reminded of yesterday And sometimes its like bleeding This heart is twisting, burning   Some things are meant to be So take it from me x2 &nb...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 09:55:00 PST

violence...

I dont consider myself a violent guy.  Im just under 5'6" and dont consider myself to be of the fighting breed.  I've walked away from any situation where words were leading to violence.&nbs...
Posted by Brian on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 06:25:00 PST

Trying this out...

Does anyone know who they are?  It would seem as though some appear to.  If I were to give it a guess I would say that i'm a thinker.  I think way too much..or maybe thats everyone.&nbs...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 28 Oct 2005 08:33:00 PST