A modification. 3.25.07
If it's the case that Gods' word and desire is first in my life, it should be first in the about me section of my space too. So it is. I know it will help you, I know it is good, I hope that it deals directly with the circumstance you find me in, and I find you in. Jesus loves you, so do I, I want nothing more than for you to be free, to know love, and to live the amazing life planned for you!
I recently (a month or so ago as of 12/10/06) restarted a path that I have chosen on and off my whole life, and a path that had chosen me from before time began. I was fearful, and am, and have been in an on/off relationship with my own destiny. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God...is sort of how it goes. I guess I have made steps toward, and then lept off the ledge I have flirted with for awhile...kinda dramatic. God designed me, and thought about me, and everyone else in the history of earth, and knew perfectly where I would fit, and why I would fit there, and why only I could fit there. He's an amazing planner. Why does this belong in the about me section? I plan and desire not to be about me. To be in service....kinda, that sounds so sucky, but definitely to LIVE(just as it is every single breath or heartbeat that indicates I am alive) really really LIVE in relationship with Jesus. He's rad enough to deserve it, but more importantly, if I seek to accomplish my purpose, and my destiny, I have to go about doing and living it.Jesus is ALL that counts.
metal is second best, and if it wasn't for metal, I couldn't be saved
ask me what this means...you may like my thought process.
3/9/07
Wild few months. Is this just another journal now? yea, I guess so. what isn't really though? I guess this is a moving and changing time capsule of my life, if you care to, watch closely, as I will change it according to me. I wrote this first part 6 days before, and it was just a simple confession, I am finally free is what I was trying to get across, and out of that....Crazy stuff from everywhere, plenty of good and cool and Holy, and plenty of stuff to seriously challenge the ideas I am seeking. 3 months later, I am here...well, almost three months as it was 12/10 that I originally wrote it, but it is dangerously close to three months, and God is doing great stuff. I feel the want to write about you, but I won't just now. rad stuff though. rad.
Check out this cartoon i made!
