[Helly*Bell]

I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)Before you look at my page, remember this is MY page, MY interests and MY life.. go ahead, JUDGE me... that is your choice but I dont want to hear any of your negative reviews.. so keep ur opinion to yourself, thank you. Oh & to the ones that rejoice in making people feel better about themselves by complimenting their outlook on life thank you even more. Back to 1st grade..."if you have nothing good to say, dont say anything at all" If you are everything otherwise you can sit back, get comfortable and proceed to read =) I like to be taken seriously but i hate to be serious,I can be blunt but never brutal,I believe in karma but not revenge, I can be ditzy & have little sense of direction but I am very book smartI believe in god but dont believe going to church means you can sin whenever you want,simple people complicate me,I dispise fakes and the bs that comes along with them.. if you dont like me dont act like my friendI think girls are beautiful & often compliment themI love making people laugh & people that make me laugh I'm very random.. in fact sometimes labeled "weird" and out of my mind.. i love it, it keeps me young.I am a child at heart and rejoice in being playful, often physical.. it means I like you =) I get excited quickly but I can go down just as fast as i went up. The biggest turn off in my eyes is cockiness(there is a huge difference between cockiness and confidence) know it and then approach me.Being yourself will get you very far with me and gain much respect.Now on the other hand being fake will get you no where but maybe a different clique every two months.. but definately not mine.I can be sarcastic but I dont overdue it.. it's pointless, like a joke said over and over it gets old.I can be a bit irrational at times but believe me I will be the first to say I'm sorry.Now on the matter of respect.. I would never demand it if I didnt give it... but I do, almost always. If you prove me wrong than you have my permission to disrespect me.It's hard for me to trust most, but I will never blame someone for something another has done to me in my past.I am not conceited by all means; I have flaws, the difference is I accept them.There are many different kinds of love, I am always one short of them all.My name is Helen but i also go by helly, hell, hell on heels, loom, loomass.. whichever i respond to all =) I love having a unique name. I'm half Italian and half English and very proud of my inheritage. I love to go out with my friends and laugh over absolutely nothing. The smallest things are what intrigue me the most. I love to party, but who doesn't? Oh and did I mention I'm great at partying? L0L But I do enjoy my movie and cuddling nights just as much if not more than going out, especially with the right person or friends. I love to draw/art/crafts and write poetry, i write ALL my poetry. I am soon to be attending school for cosmetic/makeup artist and for dental hygiene. I love meeting new people, expanding my knowledge and learning from my past experiences, sometimes even other peoples. Most people like to prejudge me, blonde tan and shows skin so im labeled a dumb whore... if you know me or give a couple of minutes out of you life to get to know me I am the complete opposite, if not get off my page. I can have deep conversations with about anyone. I'm very sensitive and sometimes its my biggest downfall. I respect openminded, independent people that actually give effort to get to know me, and NOT just get into my pants. My family are very important to me, they are what made me who i am today and i love them. I am random, yes you gotta deal with my outbursts but I guarentee you'll love my humor. I am very easy going but if u pull the right string i can be the biggest bitch and your worst enemy, but honestly i try not to be. I look down on mean and cruel people.. therefore you will hardly ever see me fighting or bashing someone. I live by the golden rule. I love dancing and singing whenever i feel the urge lol, yes i get urges a lot. I love music and listen to all kinds but my passion is house music, I feel I can dance in any way any style and combine all types of dancing into one. Talent runs in my blood, parents are both artists, brothers a drummer in The Breakfast, both aunts own their own salons, grandmother a poet, and uncle owns Palmieri sauce. I feel i have a bit of them all just not the passion for them all... I have been through a lot in my past but I try not to dwell on the things and people that hurt me... for it has made me a very strong individual. I've never been "spoiled" I'm one of 6 kids so I faught my way to the top and have worked hard since i was 15. I have loved, been loved and lost one too many times. I gave more than what was provided before me and still remained grateful for it all. Trust is the hardest quality to renew especially when broken, but trust anyways. Never let a man put his hands on you.. he does it once, he will do it again. love you all xo