If you don't experience a little pain then you haven't really experienced life.
I like music, books, anything to do with forensic science, body piercings, tattoos, the paranormal, theatre, Italian food (I'm Italian and German), staying true to myself on the inside, as my life and career demand a more conservative appearance on the outside. Death fascinates me. Just as the birth of a child is beautiful, I also think there is beauty in death. It is one of the things that we all have to look forward to so why not embrace it. And I have an interest in beautiful women and the power they hold in their eyes. There is just something very sexy in that.
I am most interested in anyone who has an open mind to life, and can respect the differences in people. We all have our own unique qualities, talents, quirks, pet peves, disabilities, and disfunctionality. We all don't have to agree. We can agree to disagree and find respect for one another as people. This, I believe, is one challenge that plagues the whole world. Sadly, it is our lack of ability to honor individuality that makes us our own worst enemies. I don't give a shit what religion, race, sexual orientation, or socioeconomic status a person is. Who the fuck cares!! I have the most respect for people who are not afraid to be who they are, regardless of the consequences. Besides....conflict & controversy make things exciting.
I like goth/glam rock, but also hard metal/alternative,and some punk. Favorites; Sisters of Mercy, Bauhaus, The Cure, Siouxsie and The Banshees, Nine Inch Nails, The Cult, The Damned, Joy Division, David Bowie, Gene Loves Jezebel, Lords of Acid, Orgy, Tones on Tail, Love and Rockets, Violent Femmes, Goth/Techno, an awesome up and coming band Past Tense of Never, Marilyn Manson, Linkin Park, Evanescense, Metallica, Motley Crue, Sex Pistols, Black Flag, Korn, Nickelback, Ozzy, ThousandFoot Krutch, The Used, Good Charolette, Liz Phair, 3Doors Down, 12 Stones, Drowning Pool, and did I say Marilyn Manson? Oh yes...but he's worth another mention. I do feel that all music is art and there is room on this earth for all kinds.
like movies that entice me emotionally, spiritually psychologically. My favorite movie is The Hunger with David Bowie. It is an awesome vintage, yet modern vampire movie. Nosferatu also kicks ass. Salem's Lot and most other vampire movies kick ass too. I am fascinated by the Faces of Death videos. Some of my other favorites are Pulp Fiction, A Clockwork Orange, Seven, The Exorcist, The Grudge, Silence of the Lambs, The Saw I and II, Rocky Horror Picture Show, and the Hellraiser movies. I have this very intense fear of clowns, and have since childhood, so scary movies with clowns in them really creep me out. SatanSpace.com - Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Psychological thrillers also seem to be on top of my list. Basically, anything dealing with the unknown, controvercial topics of the supernatural, dream or mind control, mental illness, serial killers, heart-stopping and mind-blowing shit really turns me on
I love HBO documentaries, and shows about forensic science. Although after 5 seasons of my very favorite show ended, I will always be partial to HBOs Six Feet Under. What an awesome series that was. The Autopsy series on HBO is sick in the best way too!! For some reason death fascinates me as much as life.
I look for the same thing in books that I look for in movies and television. Vampires, the Occult, Murder-Suicide, Bondage, Death and Forensic Science are killer!! The Bible is one killer book too. There is some really scary shit in there!!!
My heros are my children because they are still young enough that society hasn't tried to mold them much. They are true free-spirits, devoid of any prejudice, hatred, materialistic, or political values. Their love is genuine, honest, and unconditional.