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Spinnin' Top Mama

And I'm wrung with emotion over you.

About Me

Well, hello there little apple blossom. This here is my personal myspace page, but you might notice from time to time that I have hand made purses and other hand spun goodies for sale in my blogs. Please check those out whenever you can, and let me know what you think 'bout my work. Also, I will do custom bags. If you are interested, just email me or check out my blog for details. Check out my slides to see some of my random work...enough about that. Now, a little about me. First, let me say...I am a complete myspace junkie. Sad, but true. I am as much a pack rat in real life as I am in this virtual land. I have found that I think of "my space" in the sense of a virtual interactive diary. So, as you look around, keep in mind this page is mostly for me and for the purpose of my own reflection and a way to express my inner cerebral landscape. If it helps you derive meaning from life or brings entertainment to your day, then that is an added bonus. I am glad I could share with you. My page grows and changes almost daily, at least weekly. I tend to get bored quickly and my page changes with my moods. I am from East Tennessee. Have lived here always. Mountain life is different...it's easier, more laid back...I guess it suits me or I it. The Appalachian cradle seems to soothe my weary soul...but, I long for the ocean too...its mystery, solitude, and infiniteness. One of these days, I will have a tiny pink shanty right on little Ocracoke Island. I am an eclectic person. My personal style is influenced by Asian art, surfer love (though, in the profound words of the Rev, "I can't surf"), tattoo culture, punk rocker flare, Deco, good vintage and modern fashion, art in general, the 50's...er 60's...er 80's, my childhood, and a little bit of mountain hippy. Love my man. His name is Stephen. He is talented, loving, giving, supportive, practical, tender, hardworking, solid, and all mine. I am a lucky lady. As crazy as it may seem, we have arrived at nine years of holy matrimony..."I still love to wash in your old bathwater" (the picture is supposed to be ironic, Stephen). I want to teach children, little ones. I want a chance to make a real difference in the world. But, for now it seems I am stuck in the vampire world of mental health. Which is fine, it is kind of fun to be a lady of the night. I am a romantic, in case you haven't noticed. But a realist too, with a strong dash of pessimism thrown in for fun. I am an obsessive planner. I am loyal, eccentric, hard-working, and idealistic. I like to have fun though too...as you'll see here, my little tribute to all things pop culture...I guess that is what this space has really turned into. Apparently, I have too much time on my hands of late...did I mention I was obsessive?? If you haven't made one of these things yet, BEWARE! It is terribly addictive. You feel the need to get it all on there, to perfect this shrine to yourself...

My Interests

Friends and family, first and foremost. Also, I like to write and obsess about my writing. I like the details...just in case you couldn't tell by looking at my page. I am trying to win the record for biggest myspace page ever!The art of tattoos. Check out my tattooist, Jay Chastain of Empire in Asheville...just find him in my friends to see his awesome work. Admiring architecture. Music. Travel. Fashion. Design. Art.Amateur photography. Stitching and b*tching with Sarah. Peyote beading. Shopping...getting lucky enough to find good vintage. Needlefelting. Making bags, called Bloomsbury Bags...which had been on hiatus since my passion for knitting ignited! Here are some of my creations...Get Your Own! | View SlideshowAmateur, and I mean amateur, poetry writing. Check out my blogs for more...On a personal note, I enjoy...lazy days on the lake with Stephen, snuggling with my kitty boy, sand between my toes, interesting ambiguity, sunshine, sunshine, sunshine, Art Deco anything, unicorns, cameos, holding my mom's hand, sitting on the front porch with my dad...swinging and musing, pin-up girls, deep fried oreos, tiger lilies, cowboy hats, dickering, experiences with nature, vintage coats, dark chipped polish, chucks, velvet, pop ice, "the moment when your laughter becomes a cackle," the sweet memories of childhood and my dear friend Brian, who I miss..., transformers, red lipstick, Kokeshi dolls, rockin' creative ladies, all things delapidated, practicing "b*tchcraft", plastic jewelry, remembering how it was to love ten years ago, enjoying what love is like today, nursery rhymes, vintage postcards, contented moments of silence, amigurumi (no, I can't pronounce it), flea markets, moonlight, vampires, calaveras, solitude, Harajuku girls, familiar feet, black-eyed Susans, Stephen's kisses, bunnies... "Follow the white rabbit...", myspace voyeurism, chocolate... "Brownies...I love brownies!", good Italian food, legos, sunsets on the beach, sunrises on the beach, okay...anything on the beach, creativity, kitties, innocence, tokidoki, watching children play, pirates, blue and goat cheeses, Blythe dolls, and lastly, hoping no one is watching or maybe hoping that they are... Here's more of my hand grown art... ..

I'd like to meet:

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Get this video and more at MySpace.com Gwen Stefani, fashion goddess, who I am sure could give me some fashion tips and sewing advice...and, just so it is clear...she is MY GIRL!..
Get this video and more at MySpace.com The eccentric top hat wearing Jack White...with whom I am madly in love!! Sorry Stephen! His broken boy soldiers...with whom I rang in the new year! BANG, BANG! Amazing... width="425" height="350" ...... width="425" height="350" ...... width="425" height="350" ....Okay, so this is not at the Riviera Theatre, but it is still Jack White singing Bang, Bang live. Now, at the Riviera it was much more dramatic and dark. But, this'll do, until some kind soul posts the version of Bang, Bang I saw...Jack white singing "BANG BANG"
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Add to My Profile | More Videos.. width="425" height="350" .... Okay, okay. So, I am in love with Meg too.Dave Gahan, lead singer of Depeche Mode...one of my all time favorite groups. He gives an amazingly sexy live performance. Definitely a group to see. The man himself, he's a smooth operator.Ed Hardy, the tattoo master. This is a print from his online shop titled, "Frontier Justice." If only I could get lucky enough to become one of his canvases. Tamara de Lempicka, I just love her art.In the real world, I like regular people...ones who have a life...people who are solid, grounded, and understand what commitment is really about. I like ethical people, the kind who have principles...whatever they may be. I cannot stand pretentious people...fun, youthful...yes...but not superficial. I like productive people. My friends are good people...people I can trust with my heart. If you are not on the level, you will never be my friend. I don't tend to surround myself with...uh hmm...dysfunction...when possible. I had enough of that growing up and I get enough of it at work. Sense of humor is a great trait...we should be able to laugh at each other. We should have some common interests too. Would you like to be my single serving friend?P.S. Most likely, if you are a band, I will not add you, unless I am CRAZY about your sound. Also, I may not add you if you don't message me first. At this point, I am not just trying to show off with lots of "friends". I want the people I add to be ones I get some kind of enjoyable reciprocation from. No offense on the matter.

Some oekaki artwork...please enjoy. Wouldn't you love to travel here? Or maybe you have as a child... Again, I would swear I have been here before...only when I was much, much younger...and could still fly.

Music:

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Get this video and more at MySpace.comObviously, I am an avid White Stripes fan and why wouldn't everyone be...? They are a fantastic band for so many reasons... "But now....., but now..., now, now, now, now, now..." it is the Raconteurs. They are actually pretty good, though I hope Jack doesn't forget about sweet Meg. Well now, after seeing them live on New Year's Eve, I stand corrected. They aren't pretty good, they kick a double s. I must also pay homage to the bands who made me who I am today...Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Led Zeppelin, Lenny Kravitz, U2, Violent Femmes, the Cure, Core STP, Alice in Chains, Smashing Pumpkins, Depeche Mode and, perhaps, my favorite album of theirs... ..
Get this video and more at MySpace.comDepeche Mode - Useless (rUmPeLsTiLtSkIn)
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Add to My Profile | More VideosDepeche Mode - Precious
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Add to My Profile | More VideosDepeche Mode - I Feel You
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Add to My Profile | More VideosDepeche Mode - Stripped
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Add to My Profile | More VideosDepeche Mode - Policy of Truth *Chris's Picks
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Add to My Profile | More Videosand lots of 80's bands too, but INXS especially! I am an 80's child that grew into adulthood in that timely grunge movement. What a great time for teenage angst it was! Another pivotal album was Blood Sugar Sex Magik by the Red Hot Chili Peppers.Oh, how my love for them was dashed to bits when we saw them in concert finally. :( One of the worst shows ever...nonetheless, I still love that album.Red Hot Chili Peppers - Breaking The Girl

Add to My Profile | More Videos Besides the Stripes and No Doubt, I also like Ben Harper and Coldplay. They are both quite respectable live and otherwise. You've got to love The Beastie Boys...they've got that dee double oh, dee double oh style! The Reverend Horton Heat is one of my favorite bands. We have seen them lots. Th' Legendary Shack Shakers are a great live band (one of the best we have seen), but you should really stand back...way back, unless you enjoy getting strange DNA tossed or spat your way. Of course, Johnny Cash is wonderful and the newest Loretta Lynn/Jack White collaboration is entertaining. The Everybodyfields, The Biscuit Burners, Creech Holler and some excellent foot stompin'... ...their first album is AWESOME, but their live show is even better than THAT, Munly and The Lee Lewis Harlots, Linda Strawberry, and Know Naught Sarah are a few other noteworthy musicians. Primarily...I enjoy bluegrass, old country and twang, punk, the more bluesy southern rock, the blues in general, future perfect, folk music, jazz, limited metalhead, and rockabilly. With music, I most enjoy a mellow, soulful tune, an energizing melody, or a great story the best. (Thanks to Jason for "lending" me the following picture!) We are also avid supporters of the efforts of David Whaley and his newest band the Swinging Pachyderms. The idea for their namesake, the infamous Murderous Mary and a bit of local history...

Movies:

Pulp Fiction, Lost Boys, Reality Bites, Closer, Before Sunrise, After Sunset, The Island, Great Expectations,The lovely, damaged, and cruel Estella..."She'll only break your heart, it's a fact...and even though I warn you, even though I guarantee you that the girl will only hurt you terribly, you'll still pursue her. Ain't love grand? Chicka Boom..."Fight Club, Johnny Cash, School for Soundrels, Greta Garbo's silent flicks, Quills, Garden State, the first Matrix, Sin City, The Departed, Frida, Amelie, The Never Ending Story, Fifth Element, Dancer in the Dark, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,"Oh my darlin', oh my darlin', oh my darlin' Clementine, you are lost and gone forever...", 12 Monkeys, Snatch, Memento, The Virgin Suicides, Donnie Darko, I heart Huckabees, Gattaca, Shaun of the Dead, Underworld, the Blades, Mirrormask, Star Wars, Star Wars, Star Wars, most Tim Burton films, and the Kill Bills. A fun art movie to watch is Me, You, and Everyone We Know, no matter what Sarah Whaley says!! Dr. Strangelove is an interesting classic... Don't you just love a good romance??

Television:

Not so much...unless nonstop myspace surfing counts??? American Idol, I just CANNOT help myself. :) House is cool, as is Scrubs. Conan always rocks too, with his cute little red head! My Name is Earl is fun, but I never get to watch it.Oldies but goodies are Seinfeld and La Femme Nikita. I almost forgot Buffy. I know you really needed crackers to watch it sometimes, but when it had steam, boy did it! The anime version of Aeon Flux was cool...I am not sure I ever really got it, but it was different, beautiful, and mysterious.

Books:

The LOR trilogy and The Hobbit are great books, really some of the first books that turned me on to reading. Johnny Cash was a very good read that made me miss having grandparents around. Geisha: A Life is a more recent read. Excellent cultural study for those interested in such things. Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs is one of my all time favorites. Food that falls from the sky...how awesome is that?? I like interesting auto/biographies and histories; science fiction, fantasy, and books that take me to new and exciting places; and, children's books. I am currently reading a book about Black Beard the pirate and folk tales of Ocracoke Island. I am also actually reading Bushido now. I have previously just looked at the pictures and daydreamed longingly. I think I'll start collecting Ed Hardy and Horiyoshi books next, when I come into money. :)..

Heroes:

Girls that kick butt, like Nikita or O-ren Ishii...or in the real world, like my Mom.Roger. Brian Herman. Stephen. The Autobots. Popeye (because he ate his spinach)... Snake Eyes from the 80's G.I. Joe series, where "knowing is half the battle." What a great life lesson. If only most adults realized this...social work would not exist...so what if I'd be out a job??And last, but definitely not least, there's Marla...any woman who can wear used bridesmaids' dresses, beautifully, all over town, while invading men's support groups is someone to be admired...and feared.

My Blog

"Oh, Death don't call on me..."

a ballad of sweet death   he came to her a surprise nothing shed expected her heart broken he took her in a wounded sparrow mended her taught her how to use her wings to fly again but she was ...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 12:15:00 PST

beach thoughts

My Melancholy Albatross   Fly free no more. You are mine... the noose around my neck, the ring around your finger. It wasn't enough. You flew freely by my side, watched over me of your own acco...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 03:30:00 PST

more glib meanderings

The Mermaid's Folly   I am destined to be a mere lover of the sea. The beauty, drama, and tragedy... why, they captivate me. If I had a heart to love, it's not what I'd be thinking of. All tho...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 02:30:00 PST

sci fi dream...

i dunno if i can remember it all now...there was a land in the future where there were dumb animals, the smarter, more human like animales, and then, a few humans. there was a border around the human...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 10:32:00 PST

creech holler...

last night. i was starving. got dolled up and drove to knoxville for the evening. ate dinner at the tomato head. white wine, beer, and pizza with goat cheese. and after, brownie pecan hot fudge sundae...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 10:14:00 PST

flesh eating bacteria...

i guess it is more common than you'd think. i got it once from a hot tub. my ears get chapped and dry sometimes in the winter and they were that way when stephen and i went to the smokies for our anni...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:16:00 PST

must i? i must...

make some new year's resolutions... 1. stick to the budget 2. then i won't have to work so darned much 3. exercise, not diet so much, mind you, but exercise 4. visit the house of worship weekly, i nee...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 04:56:00 PST

you send me to toledo...

i am ohh so tired, but want to start this blog before i forget one last detail. this is mostly for me, but if you want to read it and find enjoyment in such details, then i am glad i could share with ...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 09:09:00 PST

candy coated memories...

nine years ago tomorrow i got hitched to this feller named stephen! several tattoos and degrees later, we are still together, traveling down life's long and winding road. here are a couple o...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 07:58:00 PST

christmas festivities...

Here's what we've been up to...   Opening of the presents... "Ooooh! Ahhhh!" "Wow, my very own rockabilly pants!" "Oh dear!" "The perfect apple dumplins..."   Now we are at Biltmore Hous...
Posted by Elixir Sue on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 07:18:00 PST