In the wilderness; but I'm not complaining

I want to be completely honest with you, if not for GOD I wouldn't know who I am. All I know is without GOD I have what I like, love, and do. But none of these things tell me exactly who I am, unless you put GOD in the picture. The things I know about myself, anyone who has had at least one in depth conversation can tell you. I don’t know if they really constitute aspects of who I am, but if you think so, here they are:%D%A%D)%9I eat my yogurt with a plastic fork%D%A%D)%9I can’t wake up and get out of bed unless the big hand of the clock is directly on a number ( yes I will sit staring at a clock for four minutes, unless I’m late)%D)%9I used to bite my nails%D)%9In the shower I always wash my right arm first%D)%9I love God {THIS SHOULD BE #1}%D)%9I love Chinese food%D)%9My favorite movie is Love and Basketball%D)%9I can’t stand it when people drink while they have food in their mouth%D)%9I like to sing for God (that’s about the only way I will sing, that’s the only time I sound good!)%D0)%9I love sports%D1)epending on the day, I love being out doors no matter the weather%D2)%9I’ve never eaten a peanut butter and jelly sandwich%D3)%9My favorite number is thirteen%D4)Corinthians 5:13 is my favorite verse%D5)%9I don’t get why my parents named me “Shannon”%D6)%9I have long legs%D7)%9I don’t wear make-up%D8)%9I used to model and act%D9)%9I like watching Match Game%D0)%9I can’t stay mad at people for very long%D1)%9I am very open%D2)%9I like to wear big earrings%D3)%9It is hard to find pants that fit me%D4)%9I like to travel ( but I get car sick on long drives)%D5)%9I like men especially their pecs and abs%D6)%9I like to draw and paint on occasion%D7)%9Sometimes the hair on my arms turns blonde%D8)%9I like all types of music depending on the message%D9)%9Sometimes I’ll watch a chick flick just to cry%D0)%9I’m not very shy%D1)%9I love the aspects of film%D2)%9I don’t like apple juice%D3)%9I drink my milk with ice%D%A%D%AI could go on and on but what’s the point? I don’t think you can really get to know unless you spend time with me. Talk to me; watch me do something crazy or goofy. Go shopping with me; you’d be amazed by what you’d find. All in all I can’t tell you who I am, but I can show you and you can make an interpretation. That’s why I want to go into film. I love putting different colors and textures and sounds, and words, and emotions into what I do, sometimes film isn’t enough to express who I am. I just want explode all of my ideas out on one grandiose project, but I can’t, I have to learn first and I’m still coming up with more and more ideas. I have visions in my head that only God knows about and I want to share them with everyone. I don’t care if it is understood or not, but if it has the slightest bit of positive influence I have obtained my goal in life. Maybe that is who I am. A person struggling to figure out whom they are and share it with others.%D%A%D%A ..