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hannah mae

-civil war between my heart and mind

About Me

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people keep themselves busy trying to find reasons to fight. destruction precedes creation. where is the next meal coming from and why the fuck do i have to pay for it? we choose battles that are petty and seek fortunes so massive they block our ability to trust one another or perceive our own competence. money draws blood and people get hungry. in the end we are just dust and more dust. the only thing that will have mattered is if you took the time to stop and pick someone else up out of this shit when they needed it-ade something out of nothing - or opened someone's eyes.

My Interests

music. travelling. art. trivial knowledge. playing piano. pythagoras. the path of most resistence. familiar faces. environment. people. LSD. culture. Epistemology. laughing. self-actualization. RANDOM acts of kindness. dancing in the rain. love. trains. smiling faces. photography. diet soda. fire. squakeboarding. poi. fighting. playing. riding horses. skiing. originality. cities. ocean. sarcasm. bubble baths. credit card debt. energy. feelings. eyes that smile. hugs. roller coasters. YOU. rollin' with the punches. red wine. atoms. yoohoo. elevators. philosophy. killing with kindness. Metaphysics. ZANE. motorcycles. cheese. magic. reading. black coffee. Kabbalah. new experiences. quantum physics. snowmobiling. the fact that you are reading this. orchids. the golden rule. writing. integrity. strangely isolated places. the mountains. nag champa. pajamas. rainstorms. chimera. deep conversations. honesty. books. plastic yard flamingos. free spirits. playing devils advocate. psychology. cigarettes. driving fast. dreams. flip-flops. tasteless jokes. future.past.people.

I'd like to meet:

Why, you, of course.for next time: talk to all pretty women, especially the happy ones. make words your worst obsession. learn all that you've heard. make nothing habit. well, except grooming, granola, and compassion. don't give in to extremes: the center actually holds just fine. live your life in slant rhyme. suppose you only know that which you don't. depend on friends. enjamb your love. and do not fear. ever. the rest with them already sick with it, they will forget. also on moods: don't have them. and fail to be insecure if failure is your thing. remember this. do all you can, and chersh what you do.

Music:

I have my own particular sorrows, loves, delights- and you have yours. But sorrow, gladness, yearning, hope, love- these belong to all of us, in all times and in all places. Music is the only means whereby we feel these emotions in their universality. that being said, i believe that without music, life would be a mistake. it's what feelings sound like.

Movies:

true romance, gia, crash, four rooms, boondock saints, trainspotting, pulp fiction, empire records, fried green tomatoes, the fountain, little miss sunshine, fear and loathing in las vegas, amelie, super troopers, elf, bad santa, what the bleep do we know, snatch, what dreams may come.

Television:

is meant for watching good movies

Books:

The Power of Kabbalah, Tao Te Ching, The Celestine Prophecies, A Brave New World, The Fountainhead, Life of Pi, All the Kings Men, Catcher in the Rye, Junkie, Websters Dictionary, Kerouac, Hemmingway, Rand, Plath, Shakur, Whitmen, joseph campbell, Robert Anton Wilson, Ginsberg, Kaufman, Dickerson, Frankl, Frey, Hunter S. Thompson, any classic American Literature... give me a book i'll read it

Heroes:

those who burned those still aflamed and the countless unnamed. also, my mistakes, trials and tribulations.

My Blog

halycon repose

it is raining women's voices as if they were dead even in memory you are also raining down marvelous encounters of my life O little drops and these rearing clouds are beginning to whinny a whole worl...
Posted by hannah mae on Thu, 08 May 2008 06:15:00 PST

CONSIDER THIS A WARNING

 A blood spillers paradise this place has made a mockery of spiritual revolution   souls into gravel pits   a heart's identity is no longer revealed thru eyes or words or deeds &nb...
Posted by hannah mae on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 12:48:00 PST

Ic eom aaemting

Carl Sagan estimated that a body of human proportion, randomly inserted into the known universe, stands a 1 in 4 trillion chance of contacting another bit of solid matter. This shadow wraps us eternal...
Posted by hannah mae on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 04:19:00 PST

no parts spared

no parts spared I woke up today and surprised myself stray bullets popping inside me like radiated icicles dreaming this was The Day my body would finally loosen up enough so real me could go on ab...
Posted by hannah mae on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:39:00 PST