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I shouldn't play myself again. I should just be my own best friend, not fuck myself in the head with

About Me

I'm 26 years old. I am single. Recently out of an 8 year relationship. I don't have any kids. I work for one of the largest Telecommunications companies. I have my Bachelor's Degree in Criminal Justice. I am a born again spirit filled Christian. Which means I'm not perfect, just forgiven. In the past year, I have changed a lot, I've learned a lot and I feel that I have grown. This year is a new year. It brings all new possibilites and second changes. I'm ready to see what the Lord has in store for me in 2007. I can feel it in the air, as Beanie Segal would say. And yes I did say beanie segal. I love music, I love all types of music. But my favorite genre would have to be rap. But like I said I'm a Christian, but I'm far from perfect and workin on me everyday!! I'll get it together, but I've gotta believe God for a change.My Friend Jenesis wrote a wonderful poem that I feel expresses my feelings this point in my life. It is called Bamboo Curtain:Searchin'Bamboo CurtainPull back the curtain you'll see the truth the facades I try to uphold secrets from my youth turn on the light you'll see the tears stained sheets the writing on the wall my spirit will speakI'm not who I thought I was the strength I thought I had is gone. no place to lay my head no security you I thought I was not sure I'll ever be Searchin for me..... Searchin for me.....Peel back the layers confusion and pain abide can't bare to tell the story feels better locked up inside no one to trust nothing no one to call my own if i knew how to get there I'd run home I'd run home.My own voice screaming in my head my cries echo through the night dark night consume me circumstances ruin me love escapes my grasp always come in lastPull back the curtain and see who I really am and I can't be for certain like everyone else you probably won't give a damn. turn on the light and you will see what I have come to be watch me on my journey searchin for me searchin for me.I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

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I'd like to meet:

First of all, I'd like be able to meet my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ on Judgement Day. LOL that's the most important. I'd also like to meet a lot influencial people and celebs. As my friends know, I have dreams of being an influencial person myself. I would love to meet Outkast, Oprah, P.Diddy, Erykah Badu, Donald Trump, The Gotti's, Michael Jackson, Janet Jackson, 8-Ball and MJG, Tiffany aka New York from the Flavor of Love, The Cast of Girlfriends (you know, Tracie, Reggie, Golden, Jill-Marie....the whole bunch), The Cast of Desperate Housewives, The Cast of Greys Anatomy, Eminem, Young Buck, Eve, Gwen Stefani, Pharrell, Kelis, Kanye West, Lil Wayne, Jay-Z, Beyonce, Jennifer Hudson, Linkin Park, Blink 182, Dave Chappelle, David Letterman, Conan O'Brian, Carlos Mencia, Cast of Family Guy, Kimora Lee Simmons, Tyra Banks and all the Top Model especially my favorites.....Toccara Jones and Eva Pigford, Russell Simmons, Jim Carey, and so many other people it would take me 2 hours just to scratch the surface. I'm such a people person I love everyone!!!


Music:

Just about any dirty south artist, I love just about everything. Hip-hop/rap, r and b, soul, neosoul, country, some classical, 70's funk, alternative.......man music is my life.

Movies:

Grindhouse!!!!!!!,Kill Bill, Kill Bill 2, Perfect Stranger, Dream Girls, The Pursuit of Happiness, Saw, Saw II, John Tucker Must Die, Gone with the Wind, Idlewild, ATL, Four Brothers, I am Sam, The Spongbob Movie, Along Came Polly, Dodgeball, 40 Year Old Virgin, Big Momma's House 2........and the list goes on!!!

Television:

Girlfriends, Eve, Desperate housewives, greys anatomy, Family Guy, Cosby Show, Different World, America's next top model.

Books:


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Heroes:

Jesus is my hero in heaven!! Everyday we all need to strive to be more like him!! Toccara Jones is my heroine here on earth. She is a wonderful representation of the real woman. I have curves just like she does and I don't feel that since I'm not a size 4 I should hide my body. I embrace my plus sized figure.