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They wove bright fables in the days of old, when reason borrowed fancy's painted wings; When truth's clear river flowed o'er sands of gold and told in song its high and mystic things. Such the sweet and solemn tale of her through the world.....LOVE'S WORSHIPPERTo seek on earth for him whose home was heaven! "In the full city"- by the haunted fount- Through the dim's grotto's tracery of spars- 'Mid the pine temples', on the moonlight mount, where silience sits to listen to the stars...In the deep glade where dwells the brooding dove, the painted valley and the scented air.She heard far echos of the voice of LOVE and found his footsteps everywhere. "But nevermore they met". Since doubts and fears, Those phantom shapes that haunt and blight the earth, had come "twixt" her, A child of sin and tears, and the blight spirit of immortal birth.Until her pinning soul and weeping eyes had she learned to seek him only in the skies...'TILL WINGS UNTO THE WEARY HEART WERE GIVEN, AND SHE BECAME LOVE'S ANGEL BRIDE IN HEAVEN'

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May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.

Music:

I love music...any type...yes, I listen to it all... I sing and dance the music...It's almost like I walk in the music..yae, I walk the music...Soon to produce music!!!!

Movies:

I'm all about curling up with a good movie..Well, I aint been curling up with no one special in a while...so good ole friends, who seem to not be able to get rid of me, watch the movies to keep the mind's imagination going!

Television:

"the stars in the horns of Capricorn have efficacy similar to that of Venus, and partly to that of Mars; the stars in the mouth are like Saturn and Jupiter." - - PtolemyThe sun passes through Capricorn from late January to mid-February. In ancient times the sun was in this constellation at the winter solstice. Due to the precession of the Earth axis, the sun is now in the neighbouring constellation Sagittarius at this time of the year. The latitude on Earth on which Capricorn appears overhead of an observer is still known as the Tropic of Capricorn. After its polar opposite, Cancer, Capricorn is the most inconspicuous constellation in the Zodiac. It is chiefly noted for the nature of its brightest star, which is actually a cluster of five suns called 'the Algedi'. The two brightest of these can be seen with the naked eye.History: Mythology, Religion and CapricornIn Greek MythologyIt is not totally clear over how Capricornus came to be. Some say that he represents the Shepherd-god Pan. Others say that he was quite a different god, Aegipan. Pan, in one story, is the son of the Messenger of the Gods, Hermes. The story unfolds around the cosmic battle between the Titans, the elder generation of gods, and the younger gods, the compatriots of Pan, led by Zeus. In a vicious and destructive ten year war the younger gods overthrew their elders to take control of the cosmos. The very earth herself, Mother Gaia, was so outraged by the violence and destruction that she brought forth the terrible monster Typhon, a monster so powerful and uncontrollable that it could even threaten the gods with destruction. The gods were taken by surprise by the approach of the monster. At the last minute, Pan shouted a warning and suggested that the various gods disguise themselves as various animals in order to hide from the monster. Now so terrible was the sight of Typhon that Zeus himself is said to have changed himself into the form of the ram, Aries, and remained that way for a while. The other gods also changed themselves into animal forms. Aphrodite and Eros, for example transformed themselves into the two fishes Pisces. Pan himself took to the river to hide in the form of a fish. In the Sea Goat we see the god being transformed but because of the rush, he did not succeed in completing the transformation. Only his rear was transformed. The front part of him remained in the form of a goat. Later Zeus grappled with the monster Typhon. He was severely injured in the fight, Typhon having cut out the tendons of Zeus' hands and feet. Typhon then hid the tendons in a cave in the land of Cilicia. To guard the tendons, Typhon selected the dragon-woman Delphyne, half-serpent and half-woman. Now Delphyne wasn't a very good guard and permitted the tendons to be stolen by the gods Hermes and his son Pan. Stealing back the tendons of Zeus they returned them, making Zeus once again as fit as ever. His strength regained, Zeus unleashed all his fury and killed the monster Typhon by hurling thunderbolts at him. For Pans' role in this battle against the Titans, Zeus gave him an honored place in the sky as the constellation Capricornus.The Scapegoat from the Holy BibleIn the OT, atonement was expressed through the ritual of the Day of Atonement. For the atonement a particular part was played by two goats. In the story found in Leviticus We find that it was the scapegoat that bore the sin of the people off into the wilderness:"But the goat, on which the lot fell to be the scapegoat, shall be presented alive before the LORD, to make an atonement with him, and to let him go for a scapegoat into the wilderness." - - Leviticus 16:10While the other goat, the sin offering, was taken by the high priest and slain,and its blood sprinkled upon the altar."And Aaron shall bring the bullock of the sin offering, which is for himself, and shall make an atonement for himself, and for his house, and shall kill the bullock of the sin offering which is for himself:"- - Leviticus 16:11And so Christ, in the New Testament, was that great atonement. He represented that great sin offering! He is the one who dies for us. Christ was both the scapegoat and the sacrificial goat. According to some ancient myths, Capricornus was the Gate of the Gods, the portal in the sky through which the souls of mortals passed after they died. According to Christianity Christ became that portal to everlasting life."-- Then said Jesus unto them again, Verily, verily, I say unto you, I am the door of the sheep.-- All that ever came before me are thieves and robbers: but the sheep did not hear them.-- I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture." - - John 10:7-9The Astrology of Capricorn Capricorn is the third of the earth elements and its elemental quality is cold and dry. In the seasonal North it is cold and wet, while hot and dry in the South. It is feminine whose similitude is of the nocturnal sect. This is the nocturnal lordship for Saturn and the exaltation of Mars at 28°. It is the detriment of the Moon. The rulers of the triplicity by day are Venus followed by the Moon. By night it's rulers are the Moon followed by Venus. The co-ruler by day and night is Mars.
"Capricorn is . . . servile, enigmatical, dual-natured, very watery, semi-complete, . . . indicator of toil and trouble . . . Those so born will be . . . of different sorts, good and simple at exposition, hardworking, full of care, sleepless, fond of laughter, planners of great works, those who make bad mistakes, fickle, mischievous, liars, culpable, shameful." - - Vettius Valens: The Anthology Book ILooking at the overall picture Valens gives us, it's clear we have a mixture of both the potential for greatness and smallness. Having known very few Capricorns I can honestly say that those I knew were a bit of an enigma, one of Valens' expressions. They are a paradox of ingeniousness and over simplicity. Aquarius, the other sign ruled by Saturn, is like but different. He is more concerned in how a social system can fit his ideals. The Capricorn is more concerned with how he can fit his own ideal. Capricorn is also opposite of Cancer. Where a Cancer is concerned with belonging and understanding where he's coming from, the Capricorn is more interested in how to get where he's going and then what he's going to do when he gets there. He's "full of care" and worries. Saturn, Capricorns domicile ruler, has some difficulties here. Saturn is cold and dry. So is Capricorn. The ancients gave Saturn to the diurnal sect because in order to counter act it's harsher qualities it needs warmth. Here Saturn only reinforces the intense cold and dryness. Capricorn then is slow to act, deliberate needing time to come to full understanding. Sometimes it succeeds, like when Mars is found here in its exaltation. Then it becomes deliberate action. Without a little help though it's easy for the Capricorn to slip into routines and traditions for the sake of practicality rather than fulfilment. Capricorn can place great importance on responsibilities and duties. They can be dependable and hard working but feelings can suffer because of this as too often they may be viewed as "impractical" or "inconvenient". They are therefore sometimes regarded as loners and unsociable, cold and unfeeling. The problems arise because Capricorns are feeling. It must be remembered that it is a feminine sign and one whose triplicity rulers are of the nocturnal sect. So it is not uncommon for strong inclinations to either loneliness or the need for seclusion. When practicality and dependability have reached their limit, the Capricorn begins to question the purpose in life and then they are very prone to slip into bouts of self-recrimination and emotional fugue. Key Words: Conscientious, dependable, responsible, and individual

Heroes:

Dr. Durward R. Avery DMV was my hero. Even five years after his death his words stick with me. He will always be a hero in my heart.

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Swagstop

I finally got to go to my first music festival. It was amazing to me when I realized that with all the love of music I had, it seemed I had been to very few concerts much less a music festival. Swagst...
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 07:51:00 PST

Rainbow Gathering

Sometime in June did I not know or I did how my life was about to change. Five of us drove up to the Rainbow Gathering in Fallsville, AR, and only four came back to Louisiana. At the Rainbow Gathering...
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 08:09:00 PST

Blessings of feathers...

It's finaly come. Everything I could ever have thought for oneself as every blessing. Yesterday I was riding a four-wheeler with my friend looking at his land. I had him stop cause right in front of u...
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 09:19:00 PST

Fairey's, I love the fairey's....

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Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 11:02:00 PST

My being in Enola spelled backwards Alone...

    I tried. Key words I can put here and down. I am back in Louisiana after moving, but more it was a spiritual retreat. I got a job in Enola, Arkansas as a horse trainer. I'm going to...
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 12:28:00 PST

Love ~ by Kahlil Gibran

Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love." And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you follow him...
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 10:03:00 PST

Chitty chitty bang bang....

Every day takes my steps closer and closer to the edge. Here in a weeks time I am moving to Northern Arkansas. Each day it gets closer, my feet just get colder but I can only achieve and hope for the ...
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Sun, 27 May 2007 09:37:00 PST

My dream horse....

This is my dream horse. I want one of this beautiflul creatures as my mount. The Friesian Horse, native to the Netherlands in Holland, is known in its native county as a 'Jack of all Trades'. You can...
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Thu, 24 May 2007 08:39:00 PST

"A woman's heart should be so hidden in God that a man has to seek Him first to find her"

    The love of my God, the burning light that envelops my spirit and guides my way is what keeps me going. Even if my God let go of me- Lord, I will not let go of thee. He has guided m...
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Mon, 21 May 2007 09:49:00 PST

Emotional Release

Dear Lord,The air gets thick, I can't seem to breath. Haunting like a shawdow, the past eludes my presence. Pain and sadness never felt before but knew of. I can only hope that this glue will hold up....
Posted by ~~Funky Winker Bean~~ on Sun, 13 May 2007 02:28:00 PST