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Shoes. Music. Cars. Animals. The environment. Health & Vegan nutrition. Eating. Cooking. Herbal medicine. Astrology. The occult, seances. My boyfriend. Listening to his guitar playing & then picking the shit out of it! I like to call it constructive criticism.. hehe. Reading, stimulating myself intellectually. Creative writing. I would like to publish a book and are working on several ideas. Photography. i write poetry. Gardening. Going for rides on boyfriend's kwakka. Singing. Drumming. Driving. Working on car. Property. Home maintenance lol. Interior Design. Marketing and Advertising. Fashion consulting. Numbers & Finances. Having a laugh. Trying to improve myself. My Inner Voice. My Spirit Guides. Adventures. Dreams. Daydreams. Developing my pagan & spiritual connections. lots of things.
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May have already met. If not, I wanna...
Shagrath!!! (Stian) - Trey Azagthoth - Dave Vincent - Cyco Mike Muir - Rob Trujillo - Mike Clarke - Rocky George oh he of the soulful Suicidal solos - Steve Stevens - Sebastian Bach - Ian Gillan - Paicey of course! - Phill Rudd - Phil Collen (D/L)- Scott Ian - Jimi Hendrix & Phill Lynott (you wild karnt) woulda been good - Bruce Dickinson - Adrian Smith - Dave Murray - Ventor Reill - Mille Petrozza - Nicko McBrain - Chris Barnes - Tom Araya - Lee Dorrian - Gary Jennings - Glenn Danzig - Glen Benton - Paul Bostaph - Dave Lombardo etc. Oh & Angelina Jolie, Catherine Zeta Jones, Shirley Manson. Wendy James. I love Julia Stiles! Some of my lovely friends from here - you brighten my day guys!
Who I'd like to meet here... Well adjusted people who understand the meaning of the term "FRIEND" & "FRIENDSHIP".. those who are loyal and aren't afraid of their emotions, after all, what's the point of living in denial, we're not robots and we are capable of feeling things, whether affectionate or angry, intensely sometimes. (Emotions are our source of inspiration & creativity) "That's life" It's fucking normal so get over it, it's not about being emo, just how you're supposed to be by design as a human.
People with empathy - the ability to step in someone else's shoes, & who have consideration of others, but who are true to themselves. Spiritually enlightened or heightened? Awesome.
People who don't dump you, who are there through thick and thin; the good and the bad. Those who aren't afraid to say what they think, or hear it how it is, or hear others' opinions. Cos I'm strongly opinionated, non politically correct, & will tell you exactly what I think, it doesn't mean I don't care, it means I think you're worthy of sharing my thoughts and feelings with even if I'm just rambling shit.
Take NOTE - I am intense, passionate & at times come across as forceful. I speak truths, however confrontational or painful they may be, it does not scare me: stop your whinging & fuck off if you're a fucken wuss & scared of dealing with outspoken headstrong females - save us both the time & energy up front! i hate wasting my time on losers, pretentious fucks or 'victim mentality types' with no grip on reality or their own issues! Think you've had it hard? There's always someone out there who's done it harder than you buddy! Move on!
If you are hard as fuck, razor sharp, lightning fast, can cut to the bottom line of things & handle a bit of shit stirring & dry weird humour; AND if you can handle someone who can stop you right at boiling point, feels emotions in technicolour (ie passionate about things) & who can disappear for weeks on end sometimes but does get back in the end (cos I;m fucken busy most days),,, you're my man (or woman, as it may be)
Creative, intuitive & practical types welcome, this does not necessarily have to mean musical ability, but more... fundamental intellectual leanings or underpinnings. If you can't find your way out of a paper bag or a drug addiction, go away to a distant galaxy, far far away. I;m a Tripper but not that kind!
I have all the time in the world (when i get the time,,) for those who I click with & who have mild tolerance for my weird antics. And I wanna keep your friendship forever BITCH! If you can't deal with spontaneous, irregular, highly unconventional friendship - well, by now you should have some idea of what I am about. Rack off.
"It's all good" "You look after me, I look after you" "Keep it real" "Down to Earth" are some good philosophies..
No 'too cool' types, I feel suffocated in your presence. I'm not into competing in bullshit. Just 'Comfortable In Your Own Skin', laid back, interesting MATURE POSITIVE kinda people who have a brain, a wicked sense of humour, love fun times & a good laugh yo. Let's not forget SELF RESPECT & regard for others. No emos - get a life
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CONTIKI - South Western Sydney Lowlights. 9 DAY TOUR
DAY 1 -
Meet your new travel-mates in our hotel in Beautiful Emu Plains. At night
you have the chance to score your own crack in Cabramatta.
DAY 2 -
After breakfast we will get mugged in Minto before having lunch at Blacktown KFC. Tonight why not participate in a riot at Macquarie Fields!
DAY 3 -
Today is your choice! You have the option of fishing in Blacktown Creek or taking a day-trip to the Kings Cross Heroin Injecting Room. Tonight we experience a cabaret show at Rooty Hill RSL, "The Vegas of the West".
DAY 4 -
After seeing the real bullet holes in the walls of Granville Police Station, we will get car-jacked in Sefton before being an accomplice in a stolen WRX and ram-raiding a cigarette store in Fairfield.
DAY 5 -
Today we will get the shit bashed out of us in downtown Punchbowl by a gang of 30 or 40. We will have lunch at Auburn Macca s before an afternoon swim in the Parramatta River. Tonight is party night as we head up the coast to
classy Club Troppo.
DAY 6 -
An early start today as we witness a convenience store hold-up in Bankstown. We then have an opportunity to get knifed in Bonnyrigg. Tonight we get caught up in a riot at a Canterbury Bulldogs game.
DAY 7 -
This morning is another early start and Silverwater Prison is the backdrop to our group photo (optional). We then take part in a shoot-up at picturesque Lakemba. Tonight is an included dinner in the Bistro at Blacktown RSL.
DAY 8 -
Today is a free day to explore the beautiful suburb of Mt. Druitt at your leisure.
DAY 9 -
Today we explore Villawood Detention Centre. In the afternoon why not take part in a guided tour down Everleigh St, Redfern. In the evening a chance to farewell your new friends at the end of tour dinner at Krispy Kreme Penrith
* 9 days travelling in the comfort of a Ford Escort with bullet-proof windows and fully sick sub- woofer.
* 6 nights accommodation in F1 Hotels. 3 nights in Best Western Hotels.
* Day song - "I shot the Sheriff".
* Wake-up song - "Gangster's Paradise" / "Cold Sweat".
* Driver - Wazza.
* Tour Leader - Mustafa.
Only $199 plus food fund. (Personal Injury insurance of $4000 not included) This can be deducted in advance fortnightly payments from your Dole cheque if you wish
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I'm a CLASSIC METALHEAD BOGAN kinda girl... you can never beat the classy old school stuff. And sometimes the simpler & slower it is, the more impact it can have / the heavier it can sound. (CRUSH!) There's only so many times you can tolerate blast beats... don't get me wrong I love death metal, always have, but I am picky about it, and it must catch me with killer loops, some sort of harmony / melody, or killer riffage, or it sounds the same. Looove high pitched squealing, dragged out solos & down tuned chugging guitars. Generally I enjoy thrash, speed, doom, black / death & classic metal; bluesy rock, blues, swingin big band, some jazz, some industrial & glam rock / metal... NO techno / rave, disco, Top 40, R&B, gangsta, opera, country, rap (with the exception of Beasty Boys, Ice T, & some 1990's hardcore style rap infused metal..) they SUCK SEVERELY IMO. Techno especially. Kill techno.. fucken drugged out garbage... Give me guitar based music please. I like anything with feeling or meaning to it; that tears your heart and soul out.. it sends me right off into a trancendental state, deadset! Music is an emotion for me and makes me feel alive :)
Morbid Angel. Six feet under. Dimmu Borgir. Kreator. Suicidal Tendencies. Overkill. Iron Maiden. Deep Purple of course. Cathedral. Slayer. King Diamond / Mercyful Fate. Anthrax. Deicide. ACDC. Thin Lizzy. Skid row. old Sepultura. Rollins. My dying bride. Impaled Nazarene. Sadus. Testament. M.O.D. Ozzy. Pantera (older stuff). Garbage. Hendrix. Inactive Messiah. The Divinyls. Nile. Godflesh. Armored angel. The Kinks. The Animals. Obituary. Alice in chains. Billy Idol. Motley crue. Cradle of filth. Bruce Dickinson. Cream. Faith No More. Bathory. Offspring. (Smash album only!) Brujeria. Children of bodom. Dick Dale. The Clash. Van Halen. Type O Negative. Virgil Donati. Clutch. (when my other half plays it hehe) Anal Cunt. Madonna. (ohhhh, didnt every girl my age grow up with her?) Belinda Carlisle. Suzie Quatro. (yehh rockin) old Metallica. Megadeth. Cannibal corpse. Brian Setzer. Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Ministry. Ted Mulry Gang. Nailbomb. Steve Miller Band. The Cult. Jane's Addiction. Soundgarden. Immortal. The Cars. Pet Shop Boys. Midnight Oil. The Zoot. Taylor Dane. Filter. Paradise Lost. Nirvana. old Bon Jovi. The Easybeats. old Def Leppard. Ammonia. some Wendy Matthews. Alien Life Form. The list goes on..
ps The Cat Empire suck, what retards!!
Anyone heard of Bad news?? lol
THIS IS WHAT LURED ME, NAY ~ SEDUCED ME, INTO DEATH METAL AT 15.. A RANDOM 'GUT INSTINCT' TAPING AT 4AM OF SAT 'METAL NIGHT' RAGE... OMFG ~ I ALMOST FAINTED FROM THE SUDDEN RUSH OF BLOOD TO THE HEAD WHEN I SAW & HEARD THIS... I WAS ABSOLUTELY HYPNOTISED & PARALYSED & WANTED TO DIE FOR THE ECSTASY... IT STILL HAS THE POWER TO ENTRANCE & CAUSE SPONTANEOUS COMBUSTIONS & WANTON RITUALISTIC DANCING, (IN A SOMEWHAT DRUNKEN MANNER) DECADES LATER... OFF THEIR BEST ALBUM, 'BLESSED ARE THE SICK' (AND THEN COVENANT, SORRY)
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AND THIS WAS THE ONE, STRAIGHT AFTER BLESSED AT 4AM, THAT GOT ME INTO SLUDGY DOOM.. SAME DEAL, SEDUCTIVE, ALLURING SONG.. ALSO OFF THEIR FINEST ALBUM OFFERING.. YEP YEP: CATHEDRAL!! [EBONY TEARS OFF FOREST OF EQUILIBRIUM] LEE DORRIAN.. NAPALM FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW. DAMMIT, WHY DOESN'T EVERYONE MAKE GOOD STUFF LIKE THEY USED TO, (METAL IN GENERAL!) THEY WERE THE DAYS. YEHHHHHH
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AND WHY DON'T WE CHECK OUT MY GIRL SUZIE Q.. I WAS INFATUATED WITH HER WHEN I WAS 12. WE OWNED A PUB AND I WOULD REPLAY THIS SONG ALL THE TIME ON THE VIDEO JUKEBOX... 48 CRASH ROCKS!
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HOMEGROWN TALENT EH. OMG, MAL'S SWAMPED BY THE GRETSCH! NICE SG ANGUS.. PHILL RUDD - WHAT A LEGEND. (MMM) NICE SET UP & SOLID BALLSY SOUND, YE YEH. NO, 'ROCK N ROLL AINT NOISE POLLUTION'
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Don't watch many but generally go for comedy, horror / thrillers, adventures & historical epics (not fantasy) ..more medieval shit.
Lately I have discovered LITTLE BRITAIN!! Oh the joy. Watch it or curl up & die - the box set. Cold Mountain was brilliant tho it sucked at the end, but that's what made it poignant... sigh. John Cleese is amusing, esp in Fierce Creatures & with Jamie Lee Curtis. Comedian CARL BARRON,, funny fucker. *FIFI!* Troy. Dodgeball. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Vince Vaughn / Owen Wilson / Ben Stiller comedies; Eddie Murphy, Leslie Neilsen (old Cop Show!), Paul Hogan of course cos he's so typically Aussie & I must say Dennis Hopper is truly the shit. Bette Midler, & did I mention Julia Stiles? Classy gals with plenty of sass.
Faves: Starsky & Hutch. Heathers. The Long Kiss Goodnight. Basic instinct. Twin peaks. Does anyone remember.. Hear no evil, see no evil? soooo fuckin funny! (The blind guy and the deaf guy..) The Terminator. (for the thrill / adrenalin factor!) Romper Stomper. Blood In Blood Out. Twins. (Danny Devito's ace) any Freddy Kreuger.. Elm st. Bowfinger. Deuce Bigalow male gigalo. Crocodile Dundee. Indiana Jones. love The Goodies. Scary Movie 1,2,3 etc. Any Brute Horsepower vid in the series. "The Secret"... too true
CHECK OUT PHIL'S RAD SUNNIES IN JAILBREAK. BUY ANY OF THEIR ALBUMS YOU WON'T BE DISAPPOINTED!!!
CHECK OUT THAT UNREAL, MAD, CREAMY, WARM, LES PAUL / VALVE AMP COMBO, 70'S SOUND. AWESOME. MAAAATE... THIN LIZZY ARE BRILLIANT.
BOYS ARE BACK IN TOWN... CLASSIC
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TMG JUMP IN MY CAR FOR SOME OLD GOLD OZ ROCK.. TAKES ME BACK TO THE PUB WE OWNED WHEN I WAS IN YEAR 7-8
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Only foreign movies on SBS are worth it - Japanese samurai warriors, Norweigian poser boy bands busted miming, (Boyzvoice) French dramas... some wonderful stuff I;ve watched. Dr Rudi & the Life Support gang, haha, & Summer Heights High.. Classic! Used to like Maxwell Smart, Mysterious Cities of Gold, The Tomfoolery Show (appealed to my strange sense of humour), H.R. Puffenstuf, Fast Forward, Monkey Magic, Danger Mouse, Inspector Gadget, Astro Boy, The Goodies, Elvis Saturday lunchtime movies, Australia's Most Wanted, Blue Heelers... OH and Rage - metal nights Fri & Sat until the arseholes stopped it & filled it with rap crap *shudder*... but anyway we're talking many years ago now!
Fuck that TV shite! -- WATCH THIS BRAIN FOOD INSTEAD..
ALL HAIL THE MIGHTY, FABULOUS, KREATOOOOORRRRRR!
WHEN THE SUN BURNS RED!!! THE BEST SONG OFF COMA OF SOULS!! ARRRRGGGHHH!!!!
THE VIDEO HALLUCINATIVE COMAS KICKS ARSE!! GET IT OR DIE! KILLER SOLOS..
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SUICIDAL, CAN'T BRING ME DOWN FOR YA IN LIEU OF GO N BREAKDOWN, GODDAMN. THIS TAKES ME BACK, SCHOOL DAYS.. EH CHRIS? "THE" ANTHEM OF ALL TIME... ROCKY YOU RULE..!
ROB'S SUCH A GREAT, FUNNY GUY.. FUCK METALLICA, COME BACK DUDE!! S.T. FOREVER!!
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AND A LITTLE SARCASM (UH) FROM MIKEY MIKE.. SEND ME YOUR MONEY..
WE'LL TAKE CASH, WE'LL TAKE CREDIT CARD, WE'LL TAKE YOUR MOMMA'S DENTURES IF THEY GOT GOLD IN 'EM!!
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I COULDN'T RESIST THIS CLASSIC, MY FAVE OZZY TUNE.. FULL LENGTH VERSION. >>ONE OF THE BEST SOLOS "EVER"<< & FANTASTIC ORCHESTRAL SECTION. NICE VIBRATO, SLIDE WORK, HYPNOTIC BULLSEYE LES PAUL & WILD HAIR ZAKK!!! (I DON'T LIKE B.L.S., BUT LOVED A YOUTHFUL ZAKK HERE.) TAKES ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS IN YEAR 10 & 11 SNEAKING OUT OF HOME AT NIGHT WITH JULESY BEFORE I LEFT HOME & WHEN I WAS 17 HITCHING TO MELB MOST WEEKENDS. EXCITING TIMES. THANKS BRAM FOR THE 2 HOLES IN MY LAUNDRY DOOR & GETTING ME KICKED OUT WHILE I WAS IN MELB.. HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN!
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Astrology (large collection..) Health. Nutrition. Macrobiotics. Food combining. (check out Fit for Life) Vegan cookbooks. Herbs. Gardening. Witchcraft. Occult - numerology / runes / oracles / tarot / palmistry / divining or prophetic in general / crystals / aromatherapy / natural healing etc. Yes Bram the Satanic Bible. Do it yourself kinda books, practical. Historical. Psychology. Myths. Self sufficiency on the land. Building houses ecologically, sustainability, recycling / greywater sytems, alternative power - Photovoltaic (solar) / Wind turbine system set ups, olive / orchard farming. RENEW mag. Biodynamics / Permaculture. Metal Maniacs / Terrorizer mags. A.M.R. / Horoscope mags. My Ephemeris & Book of tables.
Robert Kiyosaki - Rich dad series. Any books on concentration camp / holocaust survivors or the third reich history. Books on the death experience / the afterlife. (I am fascinated by the experience / feeling at the moment of death & the pain threshold the human body can withstand at that time) Physiology & the anatomy of the body. Books on past life hypnotherapy / regression. John Saul. Louise Hay 'You can heal your life'. (Anyone inspiring & uplifting Anthony Robbins style.) The lovely bones. Anything by Allison Dubois. Indigenous plants / food sources. Food allergies / intolerances / additives. What goes on behind the scenes in society, read 'Reasons why we don't need meat' by Peter Cox for example: conspiracies, lies & propaganda surrounding vested interests & animal rights issues. Options trading & technical analysis. Japanese Candlestick charting techniques. Mannnn heapsa stuff. I am a bookworm, I read food labels in the supermarket! (& not just cos I'm a vegan!)
Currently I am discovering wars, weapons and techniques waged / used in medieval times.. we're talking 1450 ACE (After Current Era), going back to 1000 ACE... fascinating stuff. They were bloodthirsty times... when they developed longbows to better crossbows.. wow. The archers operating those mental bits of gear had left biceps and right forearms like bloody treetrunks, as you could well imagine... totally abnormal. And they mastered 'loosing' approx 10 - 15 bows per minute. Holy Shit! For exciting reading: 'The year 1000' by Simon Jenkins; any info on: the battle of Agincourt (1415), the battle of Crecy (1346), the battle of Falkirk / execution of Wallace - aka 'Braveheart' (1297), the Punic Wars, even (264 BCE (Before Current Era) - 146 ACE) and lastly the physics of medieval archery.
'Collapse: How societies choose to Fail or Survive' by Jared Diamond - marvellous author and previous work 'Guns, Germs & Steel'.
Lately I'm studying computer programming (nevermind that I use computer logic at work in practise) I wanna create specific applications / software for my business :)
Foreign, rich, cultures like The Maya / Aztecs / Toltecs, the Hunzas, Asia.
Ok I may as well add artists whose imagination and artwork I admire here: H.R Geiger, Salvador Dali, Fransisco Goya, M.C. Escher.
HAHA! Michelle & Ferret!! *Doin' the Bin dance*
SHAGRATH!! he da man! (*dizzy*)
Buddies Jules + Kerrie 'Bogan Queen' KEZZZAAAARRGGHH!! & My lil HunnyBEE! *mwah*
Dad - my own true 'Rich Dad' who taught himself the hard way. (just like me!) The older I get, the more I appreciate his actions & the inner strength, intensity / passion, self reliance, & independence he instilled / duplicated in me. (Right on Pluto-Sun-Asc conjunction!) As I get older I appreciate graduating from the School of Hard Knocks - it's what's made me who I am today.
Bros Andy + Sam.
'Acid Tongue' Franky. (you cunny funt!)
My 'second dad' N.O.K. & Trev 'Squizzy Taylor' Hollis, the 'dodgy resto' - thanks for your pisser stories, insane laughter, sarcasm, general good times, & breathing life into the XC; this old girl misses you both. (Comprising part of my spiritual family.)
People with drive, passion, intelligence & a zest for life like Anthony Robbins.
My other half Jake. ;)
Recently passed mate - Gary Hunt, forever linked we are. (2005) RIP :(
The charities I support for their hard work, dedication and like minded passion for such a rewarding cause with bugger all recognition, support & pay for their efforts: (Animals & The Environment) - AAHR / Birds Aust / Bush Heritage Aust / Greenpeace / Guardians (against animal experiments - vivisection) / HSI / IFAW / Lost Dogs Home / WSPA / WWF / World Heritage Trust Fund. And all the ones I can't afford to add!! One day I will..
Here's some SHAGRATH porn to feast your eyes upon & delight the senses.. where's the ice cream... anyone..?
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IRON MAIDEN, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA.. PAUL D'IANNO DAYS. PURE MAGIC. ADRIAN SMITH & DAVE MURRAY ARE GUITAR GODS..!
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GO BRUCE!! WASTED YEARS, OFF SOMEWHERE IN TIME, ONE OF THEIR BEST. ACE.
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MOONCHILD... AWESOME.. WHO NEEDS THE VIDEO WHEN THE SONG'S THIS GOOD?? OFF ONE OF MY OTHER FAVES, SEVENTH SON.
"7 DEADLY SINS.. 7 WAYS TO WIN.. 7 HOLY PATHS TO HELL.. AND YOUR TRIP BEGINS.. 7 DOWNWARD SLOPES.. 7 BLOODIED HOPES.. 7 ARE YOUR BURNING FIRES.. 7 YOUR DESIRES....."
INFINITE DREAMS - SPECTACULAR & HAUNTING. ALSO OFF 7TH SON..
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