NAME: Menard Christopher Hernandez Mari
-im good when ur good at me
-loves to smile
-not that eye cathcing
-im naughty when you are naughty
-loves texting
-loves to surf the net
-loves to chat(Y.M.)
-Not that atractive
-not that intelligent
-im wise not intelligent
-i have plenty of wisdom than knowledge
-loves to be w/ my family, relatives and friends
-loves to travel but dont have money to travel
-not that rich and not that poor
-6x have been chosen to be an ESCORT
-Silent driller
-loves math
-not that boisterous
-loves to be at home
-not that active(SOMETIMES)
-shy type person(SOMETIMES)
-if u love me then ill love you
-if you hate me then ill love you
-have care on my suroundings
-always wanna be clean(hate places that are VERY untidy)
-good person
-has a sense of humor
-wants to know more about internet world
-wants to meet different individuals
-hates to be kicked or rejected
-not that quite person
-not that bad person
-be urself when you are w/ me then ill be myself when im w/ you
-hates BACK FIGHTERS
-.E.T.C.
MY POEM:
As I stare into the mirrorI see a boy's pale reflection
Staring back at me
His face is white, his eyes dark brown
Tears have stained his face
I look down at my wrists and so does he
Seeing the cuts of misery
I stare back at him
he glares back at me
Why can't you help me? Why can't you save me?
I scream at him
You're just standing there feeling sorry for yourself
Stop being so fucking insecure and help me!
I beat the mirror till it breaks
Covering the floor with shards or glass
Breaking my fists and turning them red
Red with blood and pain
I step in the shards and hide away
Hiding my wounds till i have to leave
I step out the house and go to my school
Everyone's happy
But why?
They're happy, they're laughing
Why?
They're happy i'm back after months away
Why?
I laugh with them and pretend to enjoy their happiness
But everytime i smile i break in half
I hide the pain thats burning inside
I hear their laughter and its haunting me
Screaming in my ears
Night falls around me and i reach into my bedroom draw
I pull out a sharp silver blade
Knife's arent good to cut
I'll prove that saying wrong
I slash my wrists with the silver blade
Slashing
Slashing
Slashing
The silver blade is now scarlet
My scarred arms are now open and raw and bloody
I lift my drowsy head and stare into the mirror
I see the same boy as before
His arms are bloody like mine
Tears leak down his face
You could have saved me today
I scream at him
You always leave me
You always forsake me
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I beat the mirror with bloodied fists
Breaking it into shards
The shards enter my wounds and sting me
Breaking me from the inside out
It's me against myself