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*kAi*

i fear a loveless death...

About Me

To start with,i cant say if im nice or not.Hard to believe most people tell me too often that I am.I'm ME...there is alot to me& most people stil don't know anything beyond what they see on the surface.Drama kills your life.So im out.100% Libra.I talk to strangers.Stuff gets done.In need of nap.Alias:kAi..kaRen.."K".Whichever u like.I'm a total girl.I like to cook.I love to sing.I used to dance in school.I still think its kewl.Im a nature-lover;I wanna built my own greenhouse.I listen to music of all shapes & sizes,well except loud.I speak my mind....I tell my closest friends my opinion whether they want it or not.One friend told me im easy to upset but much easier to please.And that I love to laugh for no reason. (?)I love variety,i love style.I like complicating simple things. Creating stuffs out of scratch,that is.A mere self-expression.Im in the Medical field though.I love sitting around close friends with a cup of coffee while talking about nothing particular.I'm completely girlie sometimes,yet i still crave intellectual conversation.I'm pretty calm. Look serious but am really laughing,sometimes sporadically at anything on my mind.Im easily amused.Aint picky for most things.I appreciate every lil deed.I prefer talkative,gregarious types than quiet,introspective people.I make a good living;i don't live to make it big.I need a man with a strong character and holds my values as important.Im not a strong decision-maker.So i need one who can complement that.I am a creative person.I cant imagine spending my life with a person who is extremely analytical and logical,who doesn't understand or appreciate my unique viewpoint.By no means do I think I'm better than you or that I have the ultimate solution.I'm much more interested in other people than I am interested in myself.Enuf of this gay shit about myself.I can't really tell u y u shud love me which is really what this box is for right?Just one more thing,I do believe,WHATEVER HAPPENS,HAPPENS FOR A REASON...
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I need someone who understands me.A Simple enough. He hasnt experienced anything I have, and that makes it not worth it in the least. I need someone whos lived, who has loved deeply and gut wrenchingly, whos been really happy, and had someone break their heart into little pieces. Because otherwise, he DOESNT KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF TAKING CARE OF SOMEONES HEART when its offered to you, and how could I ever trust him with mine?i need someone whos written a song or painted for someone they loved, someone whos had drama and irony and pain in their life. I need someone who analyzes, who contemplates, who holds wisdom behind their eyes and a fire in their souls. I need someone who's tasted life in every respect. I need someone who can laugh at inside jokes and say 4 or 5 words in a way I've never heard them said before, and who can communicate a zillion words a second with a look or a gesture...I'VE ONLY FOUND THIS THING I'M LOOKING FOR ONCE, WHICH WAS IMMEDIATELY FOLLOWED BY THE SPECTACULAR DROP KICKING OF MY HEART .until I found my man!

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dz ones for you

my greatest delirium is starting founder my affection for you is beginning to fade.you're close but yet so far from you thats how you've been these days.ive been taking every chance but you're gu...
Posted by my life is drained of breath on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 02:27:00 PST

woundedheart

you are there and i am here wondering if we are free just to give this love a chance but i dont know what you feel for me or if there's any space in your heart for me.im asking myself if this is real ...
Posted by my life is drained of breath on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 01:58:00 PST