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endOfnumbers

its pathetic wat u r

About Me


whats up welcome to my project, i made a few songs i had in mind, the mindless will tell u, the bio is nothing but a door to knowing all the secrets that r found inside and out, my songs are about love so strange, so real in the dark , also about tryna move on,.. a few things on God which is a light subject, its alot about fear. being alone, a person id love to hate so much but i cant, ill just stay away, there are a few things missing in my life that leads me to hide away from the world in an isolation to strange to face the world, but i guess slowly breakin thru all, um if u come across my page add me as ur friend just for the hell of it, and also if u understand iv been in a few jersey bands in the past non ever worked out, iv spent life in a world of anxiety n fear , always asked that to god and no answer oh well i guess , so, i saved up and i bought all these intruments such as guitars keyboards pianos synthizisers bass guitars, guitar n bass pedals drums programs , a drum set a stereo a computer sofware n an interface n got to work. since i seen no one wanted to form a serious real band i had to do it all myself which wasnt bad at all , picked upthe programs fast i got it last july, i recorded everything w cubase sx good stuff people. it does the job just as well as pro tools no need to go something of a high price when u can get it cheaper, i made 14 songs 2 are instrumentals, i posted the lyrics on my blogs under ::view all enteries::: they r on old blogs and new blogs! names of the songs are 1 intro 2 its pathetic what your are 3 nothing else 4 iv seen it all now 5 for me i try 6 i dream your real 7 ignored 8 a place of nothing 9 id hide around 10 off white 11 i cant keep away 12 tears n dreams 13 a special being 14 you wont. to bad myspace only lets u put 5 songs watta shame! myspace sux anyway take everyone and dont let anyone compromise who you are!

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 5/9/2006
Band Website: endofnumbers.com
Band Members: silkky
Influences: nine inch nails
marilyn manson
depeche mode
ministry
pig face
orgy
type O negative
pink floyd
r.i.p syd barrett
..and many other bands and alot of dead rock stars!

Sounds Like: nine inch nails
depeche mode
marilyn manson
ministry
..and a few more so ive heard
Record Label: empty
Type of Label: None

My Blog

this means you

in all my shame , through time i think of you as a raven soft , so dark , so warm wondering if the thoughts are the same i stand alone beside the ocean as the sun welcomes itself unwanted dreaming of...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 12:40:00 PST

our lives so tired

tired - sunlight doesn't shinesweat - beats the rhythm off beatbelieves in angels - at last to arrivescares me - ill try in my passion and in my dreamscold - all the days and nightsold - apart away fr...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 07:06:00 PST

Goin through my birth

say all that's left try and speak the words as i face the giant being of my mind while the earth fades i know  the ending is near   just the things i wouldn't do and face myself ill empty ev...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 09:03:00 PST

As I Rise

searching inside of me  i know there is something , something deeper  wanting  and feeling as i rise then as i fall  desperate and dark lies the soul of an angel i am ignored &nbs...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 05:04:00 PST

im breaking through

cold and sore , no heart  I break apart as my sins wash to the shores of your world my words , simple drenched as I wipe the sweat off me tired , bleeding wondering of the opening doors as l...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:45:00 PST

nothing at my birth poem

  alone i walk . through a desperate land through time and alone the earth moves, vacant. life has dried up as the current of dead bodies wash aside isolation its dark   i dawn the sky and i...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 09:34:00 PST

cold and vast poem

  new borns pull thru as demons crowd new faces aware and ugly change our world my face across the sky seems blank as the night reaches the end of the sky to shadow it all the fire that heats up...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 09:46:00 PST

you wont

your walkin through my broken sky  think of the ugly things shot through my heart  im standing inside the pleasures upon  its so strange to live in the dark did you ever know i wanted s...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 08:39:00 PST

a special being ( instrumental)

this song is for a special being that past away some time ago a little furry dude hes name was Eddie we named him after the iron maiden monster Eddie alot of mems who said all songs have to be for hu...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 08:39:00 PST

tears and dreams

we live inside  and we live outside  and we lives to live and we love to fly  they stare at me some will stare at me will stare and laugh their lives away all of my fears all you will d...
Posted by endOfnumbers on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 08:39:00 PST