Siobhan - ProfilesArchive

About Me

One eternal sunshine
to chase the
shadows away
clinging on to
thoughts of
drowning
of beggers immortality
To use the road
to follow
to not turn
away
to forever feel
the hunger
of the night
to only
chase today.
i don't know what the hell that means, but i do. had it stuck in my head. wrote it and it probably won't ever have a title.
my name is Siobhan, pronounced Sha-Von, clap if that helps, but to those of you that can't spell things longer than three letters, i'm bon.
i wish i was a published author
the word forever freaks me out
it's the idea of getting into heaven and being bored.
i feel like the ocean most of the time
with its rolling waves, sickening, always trying to keep my head above the waves, drowning me with the choking feeling.
i'm going to try and become a vegetarian for my new year's resolution. 5 months and 10 err something days, so far so good. i replaced meat in my diet with cookies. master the art of cooking tofu, and i'm missing a pinkie toe. mmmm, pinkie.
i think i'm an ass.
i'm random and sometimes boring.
you probably won't add me. most people don't really like me. i can understand, though, most of the time, it's cause you think you're better than me. might as well be. i don't take showers and you probably take baths. fuck everything.
i write way too much
so that's basically about it.
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My Interests

movie junkie

video game player

being a horrible bass player

former fatty who loves to exercise now-seriously, i lost 30 pounds since high school

turning trash into art, and the other way around

Hello Kitty killer

feeling like throw up

smelling like tofu

attempting to be things

like to make my own stuff:shirts, scarves, jewelry, and starting on purses. can't cut in a straight line

belly dancer

jobless, moneyless

lived in japan

born in new york, not nyc, though

miss them both.

lived in spain, but can't remember much

favorite food:

sushi

cereal

organic ice cream

kashi anything

that's all.

I'd like to meet:

all the people i keep running away from.

andre the giant and kurt vonnegut, r.i.p.

plug, plug, plug, plug someone today

Music:

Garbage

Weezer

NIN

Ted Leo and the Pharmacists

My Chemical Romance

Nirvana

Matt&Kim

Simply Waiting(myspace band)

The Shins

Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Neil Diamond

Ramones

The Clash

KISS

Blondie

Buzzcocks

i like basically anyone that knows how to play an instrument.

Movies:

all star wars movies

labyrinth

300

garden state

little miss sunshine

i
slither!

duplex

germlins 1 & 2

goonies

the royal tenenbaums

saved

indiana jones

Borat

Harry potter movies!

anything by Tim Burton

anything by Tarantino

donnie darko

mean girls

original charlie and the chocolate factory(i want to live and die there like the fat german kid)

i like movies a bunch, but that's mainly cause i want to try my luck at being a director, or at least do something with making movies. if i suck acting, writing, or directing, there's always the option of being a producer.

Television:

scrubs

the office

dead like me

30 Rock

dexter

anything with mary-louise parker

ghost hunters

cartoons/anime

oh, and the news

Books:

he's just not that into you

all harry potter books!

white oleander

the illustrated version of a brief history of time(it's updated not pop-up book)

trainspotting

crime and punishment

jane eyre-for messing me up

poetry like dickenson, poe,and shakespeare-pros before hoes(oh, and not the love stuff-the macbeth and hamlet junk)

comic books and manga galore.

Night

Blink

anything by Kurt Vonnegut, r.i.p.

i sorta like my own too, if it ever gets published and not stolen on here. if it does, i'll die.

Heroes:

um, lara croft

blood rayne

sailor neptune

now wait, people who are real, um . . .

well, i wish i was funny like Tina Fey.

i also adore Shirley Manson

i don't want to turn into any of those people, though. i just want to be myself, and if i'm able to become what i want to be, then i guess no matter how self centered it sounds, i'll be my own fucking hero.

My Blog

on father's day

something that i remembered i wrote when i was only 16. edited some out, put some more junk in. enjoy, just don't fucking message me about it. non-fiction. The grass grows long and the flowers g...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 05:35:00 PST

you can delete me after this

i'm just going to go out on a limb here. i can never get anyone to like me. so i'm lame. i know it's important that someone you might like, it's okay for them not to be with you. i a...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 03:17:00 PST

are you keeping up?

you know it's one of those days when a movie with colin hanks in it sums up the way you feel. i have a mountain of paper with my name on it, page after page since that's the way i made it. ...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:57:00 PST

somebody, anybody, just go ahead and kick me in the butt

sooo it's a little late, and my mom will wake up from her snore filled dreams to ask me not to stay up too late in, 3, 2, 1 . . . okay 1/2 . . . maybe not. so i have been thinking lately, everybody no...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Tue, 29 May 2007 10:41:00 PST

7 am r.e.m

i don't really dream much since i have trouble sleeping. blame it on the fact i have three cats and can't breath. last night, i washed my huge, oily nose and put on a nose strip and slept ...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Tue, 22 May 2007 08:24:00 PST

a little late maybe.

i know it's late, and i should probably be asleep, but i said i was going to do this and i am.i don't know if any of you ever read cat's cradle, hocus pocus, or even slaughter house five, but if you h...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Wed, 16 May 2007 11:11:00 PST

i think i've made up my mind

i don't know if i'll get accepted to that school in cali but when i reminded my mom of how i was going to live there anyways-live there for a year, becom a resident of that state and it's 10,000 bucks...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 08:14:00 PST

ah, harry potter, no!

ah, look it's harry potter and his friend, the metro-sexual punk rocker. they're partying hard and the geisha they got has already passed out. no, harry potter! ah,...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 03:34:00 PST

why do i want to study visual arts?

I decided to study visual arts, namely cartooning, because I have oil pastels clogging my arteries and a desire to combine art with words. Whenever I was bored in regular class, not art, I would doodl...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 09:48:00 PST

i put my razor away in winter

bored so random. hope that title makes people laugh, but watch i lose all my guy friends on myspace because of it. um, let's see for starters i don't like michael jackson and i don't think he'll...
Posted by Pseudonym doesn't like her real name on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 08:44:00 PST