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Staying GROUNDED,POSITIVE AND DRAMA FREE while UPLIFTING all around me...Luv to travel, cook, dance, sing, horse backride, rollerblade, MOTIVATE others...
I would Love to meet and surround myself around POSITIVE, PROGRESSIVE like minded people, who bring JOY LOVE AND PEACE that get JOY from serving others helping the grown or even just SMILE....the dark.........I am in a dark place. One that has pain from old scars and fresh fears. I don't like being here. I must wander with care, lest the fragile balance that is my appearance will fail. In the dark recesses of my mind, horrors of failures press forward seeking to escape the box and corner. Wanting to draw madness to my mind. Anger fills this place and makes my breathe heavy, hard to release from my chest. Release! Perhaps a drink, or 2. Careful to not lose control and release the bull waiting to rampage in the china store of my soul. Escape! That is what I want and what I cannot find. A way to shove the current down and way with the past. One day I will be too old for this. The battles won giving way to the war, and the wounded fragments of what's left will never stand as tall. Some doors should stay locked. Some keys never shared. Trust is too precious to have and abandonment to cruel. Isolated, in ways unseen. Hurt with wounds that don't bleed. Not enough Vodka in the drink, I must keep my beast at bay. To Lash and hurt is the dark way. One that I excel at far too much. Damage that will never repair. No, drink and sex and flights of fancy, distractions for a time. Lest I lose control of the dark place in my mind.
Jazz, R&B-Hip-hop, Gospel, Soca/Calypso, Reggae, Coupe coupe, well I can keep going music is my first love and my life...
Horror, Murder mystery, Comedy and true to life.... Dreamgirls!!! Saw
Law & Order, CSI, Bones, House, Numbers, Grey's Anatomy, American Idol,Reality Show Junkie, ET, Extra, Oprah, The View, Top Model, Ugly Betty....
The Secret, Do You, Blink, The Magic of Thinking Big, As a Man Thinketh, Keep Going: The Art of Perseverance, Liberating Visions, Einstein, If I Am Missing or Dead....
Mama Glasgow (My late Grand Mother, Nancy Walton, Tracy Mack, Mother Hale, Margret Yancy, Martin Luther King Jr., Betty Shabazza....I'm not of or for the masses.......Not without sense of self No need to be told what is real I will not be blindly lead my failures are no weakness Those who cannot behold will run And what I Seek will stay