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Ajee Bloomingdale

Theres a lot of things too THINK about, but nothing too WORRY about....

About Me

I REJOICE IN ME......I rejoice in being a black man... In being one of the most powerful creatures on earth. I instil fear, by walking down a street or entering an elevator. I am held in awe by women of all colors for my beauty and strength. I am respected, even by my enemies for withstanding their attemps to humble or lessen me. Only I can travel to other nations and create wonder at my natural leadership and ability to survive any circumstance. Only I can cause nations to wage century long campaigns to strive to strip my manhood. Only I can change my chains weighted upon me to props for laughter and song. Only I can wear my hardships and pains as symbols of pride and honor, and cause others to seek out paltry imitations of such to wear as false symbols for themselves. I command my peers, few as they are, and create work and careers where I am told I cannot tread. I go boldly in every step, confidence obvious in every stride. I excel in my actions as nature has blessed my physique many times. And I confound many with my innate knowledge understanding and adaptability to my surroundings, the world, and science. I rejoice in being able to have a mate I chose, who I exhalt because she is mine. I smile with the knowledge that she is my equal, not because of law nor words of those less than me, but because I know it. I acknowledge who I am, what I am, and all it entails. For all the money and power in the world combined cannot match nor buy the depth and width of what I am. I rejoice in me.

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My Interests

Staying GROUNDED,POSITIVE AND DRAMA FREE while UPLIFTING all around me...Luv to travel, cook, dance, sing, horse backride, rollerblade, MOTIVATE others...

I'd like to meet:

I would Love to meet and surround myself around POSITIVE, PROGRESSIVE like minded people, who bring JOY LOVE AND PEACE that get JOY from serving others helping the grown or even just SMILE....the dark.........I am in a dark place. One that has pain from old scars and fresh fears. I don't like being here. I must wander with care, lest the fragile balance that is my appearance will fail. In the dark recesses of my mind, horrors of failures press forward seeking to escape the box and corner. Wanting to draw madness to my mind. Anger fills this place and makes my breathe heavy, hard to release from my chest. Release! Perhaps a drink, or 2. Careful to not lose control and release the bull waiting to rampage in the china store of my soul. Escape! That is what I want and what I cannot find. A way to shove the current down and way with the past. One day I will be too old for this. The battles won giving way to the war, and the wounded fragments of what's left will never stand as tall. Some doors should stay locked. Some keys never shared. Trust is too precious to have and abandonment to cruel. Isolated, in ways unseen. Hurt with wounds that don't bleed. Not enough Vodka in the drink, I must keep my beast at bay. To Lash and hurt is the dark way. One that I excel at far too much. Damage that will never repair. No, drink and sex and flights of fancy, distractions for a time. Lest I lose control of the dark place in my mind.

Music:

Jazz, R&B-Hip-hop, Gospel, Soca/Calypso, Reggae, Coupe coupe, well I can keep going music is my first love and my life...

Movies:

Horror, Murder mystery, Comedy and true to life.... Dreamgirls!!! Saw

Television:

Law & Order, CSI, Bones, House, Numbers, Grey's Anatomy, American Idol,Reality Show Junkie, ET, Extra, Oprah, The View, Top Model, Ugly Betty....

Books:

The Secret, Do You, Blink, The Magic of Thinking Big, As a Man Thinketh, Keep Going: The Art of Perseverance, Liberating Visions, Einstein, If I Am Missing or Dead....

Heroes:

Mama Glasgow (My late Grand Mother, Nancy Walton, Tracy Mack, Mother Hale, Margret Yancy, Martin Luther King Jr., Betty Shabazza....I'm not of or for the masses.......Not without sense of self No need to be told what is real I will not be blindly lead my failures are no weakness Those who cannot behold will run And what I Seek will stay

My Blog

Character....

I believe a person's character can be found in their answer to this question: If you could go back in time to the begining of Civilization with 3 books, which 3 would you choose?
Posted by Ajee Bloomingdale on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 02:01:00 PST