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Josh

If this is hell then I'm lucky.

My Interests

Music:

agalloch, amon amarth, ässuck, at the gates, the band, belegost, black sabbath, carcass, johnny cash, celtic frost, patsy cline, cock sparrer, current 93, crucifix, the cure, danzig, darkthrone, death, death in june, drudkh, electric wizard, emperor, fighting dogs, from ashes rise, gorgoroth, heresi, high on fire, his hero is gone, son house, mississippi john hurt, i spy, iron maiden, skip james, tommy johnson, jawbreaker, katatonia, left for dead, leviathan, lurker of chalice, make a change... kill yourself, mercyful fate, metallica, the mob, my bloody valentine, nachtmystium, neurosis, of the wand and the moon, ottawa, propagandhi, sargeist, sepultura, sound of failure, springsteen, suicidal tendencies, team dresch, thin lizzy, tool, ulver, velvet cacoon, virginia black lung, von, watain, bukka white, hank williams sr., neil young

Books:

Richard Adams (Watership Down);
Robert Aickman;
Iain Banks (The Wasp Factory);
Gary A. Braunbeck;
Charles Bukowski;
Céline (Journey to the End of the Night);
Herman Hesse;
Michel Houellebecq;
M.R. James;
Jack Ketchum (The Girl Next Door);
Stephen King (The Dark Tower series and The Stand);
Joe R. Lansdale;
Fritz Leiber (Our Lady of Darkness);
Thomas Ligotti;
Howard Phillips Lovecraft;
Richard Matheson (I Am Legend);
Ron McLarty (The Memory of Running);
Mike Mignola;
Henry Miller (Tropic of Cancer);
Alan Moore (Watchmen);
Jean Paul Sarte;
Peter Straub (Ghost Story);
John Steinbeck;
Kurt Vonnegut Jr.;
Manly Wade Wellman;
[These are some of my current and all-time favorite comic books:
Animal Man (Grant Morrison)
Blankets (Craig Thompson)
Black Summer (Warren Ellis)
BPRD (Mike Mignola/John Arcudi/Guy Davis)
Captain America (Ed Brubaker)
The Goon (Eric Powell)
Hellboy (Mike Mignola)
The Immortal Iron Fist (Matt Fraction/Ed Brubaker)
Invincible (Robert Kirkman)
Justice League International(Keith Giffen)
The Marquis (Guy Davis)
Swamp Thing (Alan Moore)
Planetary (Warren Ellis/John Cassaday)
Preacher (Garth Ennis/Steve Dillon)
Suicide Squad (John Ostrander's 80's run)
The Walking Dead (Robert Kirkman)
...there are plenty more.]

Heroes:

eddy gregal. stephen king. johnny cash. richard dawkins. fritz leiber. john carpenter. steve rogers. captain harlock, hellboy, roland of gilead, rorschach and robert neville, because sometimes you have to know when to decide and when to know it's been decided for you.

My Blog

Unforgiven

"We all got it coming, kid."This shit fucks me up every time.  Run, try to hide, try to convince yourself that it's all behind you, but it never is.  No hope, no escape.If it wasn't for film...
Posted by Josh on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 10:26:00 PST

//status report//

____________________________________________[SEARCH__"UPDATE ":]//despite total immersion, target recognizes constraints//[FUNCTIONALITY ASSESSMENT 0807:]//73%//[AWARENESS LEVEL 0807:]//60%//[SEARCH__"...
Posted by Josh on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 09:46:00 PST

No bloodred sky, no colors left in this world

Driving home from heroclix tonight, I experienced a brief moment of insanity.I yelled at existence.I asked it why it suddenly didn't seem to matter if I cut hard on the steering wheel and sent myself ...
Posted by Josh on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 12:12:00 PST

Tragiske Workbook Part I: Distraction

"When the world uncovers some dark disguseEmbrace the darkness with averted eyes."-Psalms of the SilentNo matter how much drama I create to shovel into the gaping hole, I can never top it off.  T...
Posted by Josh on Thu, 31 May 2007 11:23:00 PST

Life as Ligottian Nightmare, Ligottian Nightmare as Life

"I know in a way I never knew before that there is nowhere for me to go, nothing for me to do, and no one for me to know. The voice in my head keeps reciting these old principles of mine. The voice is...
Posted by Josh on Sun, 20 May 2007 03:23:00 PST

Today I figured out what I want most in life.

Apparently, that thing is to sit in the woods and listen to Ulver.  If I could somehow get stuck in some time loop where I'm sitting out somewhere in the Pine Barrens with Bergtatt, Kveldsjanger ...
Posted by Josh on Fri, 18 May 2007 01:57:00 PST

Dear Lady Making the Left Turn onto Bainbridge;

As if there was some insane symmetry between your actions and the way I've felt lately, that left turn you tried to make (directly into me) might have destroyed the one tiny thread I had left tying me...
Posted by Josh on Thu, 10 May 2007 08:32:00 PST

Logic Trial .390572238

Well into my second helping of coffee this afternoon at Benna's I pulled out my notebook to jot down a line from Cormac McCarthy's Blood Meridian ("At night the wolves in the dark forests of the world...
Posted by Josh on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 01:56:00 PST

top five

1. Deadwood:    Hickok to Charlie Utter: "Some goddamn point a man's due to stop arguing with hisself and feeling twice the goddamn fool he knows he is 'cause he can't be something...
Posted by Josh on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 11:27:00 PST

THE CONSPIRACY AGAINST THE HUMAN RACE

A recent excerpt from the Durtro mailing list:_______________________________________________________ ______Thomas Ligotti has written the following text about his forthcoming book on Durtro. We now ex...
Posted by Josh on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:16:00 PST