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About Me


"I have visited you, and revisited you...[your MySpace page, that is]~ and Then last night I felt the nudge to see if you would accept me as a MySpace friend." *********************************** eM
I'm just a dude swimming in the detritus of the whirlpool of life.... not quite a maelstrom--- but swept up in the torrent nonetheless.
I'm not really single, widower is the proper label. This role seems at times like the fall of the House of Usher, but I'm trying to take a small step forward out of the shadows. Sometimes I may take a peek out there and see a glimmer of what I had, to prove to myself that inspiration is still possible, despite my telltale heart pounding buried beneath the floor. Someday I'll make it back into the light, just as long as nobody seals in that last brick in the wall....
"A riddle, wrapped in a mystery, inside an enigma."
But now I find love and life again, because of my exposure, my essence, my experiences, my muses, my loves.... My "Space" girls who are my angels, my lovely creatures, my daemons, and spirit guides... I thank you all for saving a poor lost soul like me.........



I'm Hungry like the Wolf...

My Interests

..A project collaborating with Rebekah Pisani:Download the game at: http://legendsofnorrath.station.sony.com/index.vm

I'd like to meet:


Creative folks of all kinds, but especially in Space, I like to meet wise sassy smart artsy cute ladies that can tell a good yarn, and make me feel like I still "got it" when I make them laugh or make them feel warm and good, either with my eyes or my words.

Aside from that, I'll just settle for my own personal Jesus, or Elvis. (Who probably both love them ribs in Memphis)

"FEELING UNKNOWN AND YOURE ALL ALONE
FLESH AND BONE BY THE TELEPHONE
LIFT UP THE RECEIVER ILL MAKE YOU A BELIEVER
REACH OUT TOUCH FAITH"

My Beautiful Girl, I love you always. You saved me then left me, when will I be saved again, am I even salvageable?

My new ambition: Be somebody's "Kept Man"

Quotable Quotes: “The arc of the moral universe is long, but it bends towards justice.” Martin Luther King, Jr

My "Space" beauties...

My lady of Intuition finds the needle in the stack of needles....after traveling the long and winding road...

My Muse sends brilliant inspiration that shines through my darkness.. and love.. she sends me to new aspirations, new breathing, awakenings... she made me a new man, a new life, I will always love her for this, ongoing creation....

Janice and Phil are Barbara's and my closet friends... she is a sparkle on the diamond, and is now a Space Girl too....lol!

Goddess Alexandra, my mystery woman, thanks for the ultimate ego boost!

Rockin Carnival Mum....my mentor and angel...always watching over me as I do her...

This image by Lori Earley really touched me because it reminds me of my wife's beautiful spirit, even in her weakened and tortured body.....

"My memory flew back (oh, with what intensity of Regret!) to Ligeia, the beloved, the august, the beautiful?"
Poe

"Can I ever be mistaken--These eyes are the full and the black, and the wild eyes--of my lost love... of the lady Ligeia."

"The dragonfly spirit is the essence of the winds of change, the messages of wisdom and enlightenment; and the communication from the elemental world. Its medicine beckons you to seek out the parts of your habits which need changing. You can turn to the dragonfly to guide you through the mists of illusion to the pathway of transformation."

The spade represents a leaf of the "cosmic" tree, and thus life. Along with its companion suit, clubs, spades represent fall and winter and the power of darkness. In the Tarot, they symbolize intellect, action, air, and death.

And the angels, all pallid and wan, uprising, unveiling, affirm, that the play is the tragedy, "Man," and its hero, the conqueror Worm. Edgar Allan Poe

The video I wanted to make "I Grieve".. My love could not save her, but I gave her comfort, grace, dignity, and peace, she gave me her life, love, and light...
music by Peter Gabriel

Music:



Movies:



http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&am p;videoid=1241823

Television:

I only have time for high culture...

Books:

I like the classics, such as Homer..

Heroes:



Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Come ride with me, Through the veins of history, I'll show you how god, Falls asleep on the job. And how can we win, When fools can be kings, Don't waste your time, Or time will waste you,Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh No one's gonna take me alive, The time has come to make things right, You and I must fight for our rights, You and I must fight to survive, No one's gonna take me alive, The time has come to make things right, You and I must fight for our rights, You and I must fight to survive No one's going to take me alive, The time has come to make things right, You and I must fight for our rights, You and I must fight to survive.

My Blog

Seven Hundred Sixty Six Days

  I haven't been able to say much lately, today turns into tomorrow, again and again, over and over. Tomorrow, the 15th, marks the official turn of the page, six months. Six months since my beau...
Posted by ````JJ```` on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:30:00 PST

Blue, not Blue

Blue, not Blue I was blue, blue, blue....hidden from view,except from the exceptional few,that knew-  I would find you and now fly, fly, flyreaching from on highfloating in the river of th...
Posted by ````JJ```` on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:44:00 PST

Alone

Aloneby Edgar Allan Poe (1809-1849) From childhood's hour I have not beenAs others were  I have not seenAs others saw  I could not bringMy passions from a common spring From the same source I hav...
Posted by ````JJ```` on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 11:08:00 PST

Let me see you stripped down to the bone...

Let me see you stripped down to the bone...that's the line- the one you own Stripped of what skin? Or excess?Exposing the soul seems the only course Did you see my soul, inside stripped? Were YOU dra...
Posted by ````JJ```` on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 02:53:00 PST

Life in Hell

What to do--- My life is in the tank... I've lost all that I care about... I've screwed up the best thing I've got going by being flat out nuts and rude... I don't know up from down, right from left.....
Posted by ````JJ```` on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 11:59:00 PST

Refreshing Rain

Yesterday was so nice.. it rained the whole night, and left everything so clear and crisp.  The dust and soot and ash was washed out of the air, and eight months of dirt scoured off the roa...
Posted by ````JJ```` on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 09:26:00 PST

The Dragonfly Story

The Dragonfly Story I just lost my wife to cancer... it is a desperate thing to go through.  I am, and will always be coming to grips with who I am now, half of who I was before.However, it is ...
Posted by ````JJ```` on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 11:55:00 PST

Their little room

    The two travelers would meet in the middle, from the bookends of the continent, right coast to left coast.  She had decided to meet him in Vegas, her girlfriends and she would have...
Posted by ````JJ```` on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 08:48:00 PST