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About Me

Hey Everybody, welcome to my little matrix of ones and zeroes. I use myspace like a digital journal. Im not looking to build up a big friend count or a blog following. 90% of the people on my "friends" list are in fact people I went to highschool with or otherwise have some connection through the analog world with.As far as personality is concerned Im a pretty strange guy. Some how I can be both outspoken and introverted. At once self assured and without confidence.I love learning, but I hate school.To me, the future of mankind looks bleek and yet I have faith in God's divine plan for humanity. Ive undergone many diffrent changes and chapters in this life of mine. My self image is always under constuction. I dont like to be labled or marginalized.I like to listen and be heard, I love debate and taboo topics like religion and politics. My interests usually turn most people off. Once you have become my friend you will find that I am devoted and loyal. Heated arguments do not upsett me (they invigorate me!). You have to work hard for me to forsake our friendship once you have been enshrined in my heart.

My Interests

Going to the Gym, reading, Shooting pool, playing texas hold'em, working twords self-improvement and chilling with friends. I like to write now and again. Nature has always been a source of relaxation and inspiration. I love art in all kinds of mediums. Alternative history is my closet hobbie. I dig Martial Arts and diffrent cultures. Everyone should add SEX to their list of interests.

I'd like to meet:

Im not into celebrity worship and I dont have many living heros. In perfect frankness I desire to meet my match. Intellegent, honest, kind and loyal. High standards for todays women? You betcha!

Music:

Ill listen to anything once or twice. I think musical preference is situational for the most part. I was raised on Big Band Jazz. Year round I like Jazz, Classical and Classic Rock. The rock that came out during the 90s was pretty sweet too. The rock that came out in the 80s was designed to undermine the Back community (according to Dave).

Movies:

Fight Club! Boondock Saints, Spirited Away, Anything Kurasawa, Ghost in the Shell, Vampire Hunter D, CAT SOUP, 28 Days Later, Kill Bill, LotR, Brams Stoker's Dracula, Under World, What Dreams May Come, The Matrix, The Boondocks, Tim Burton movies in moderation (and excess). Alex Jones bootlegs. Jet Li movies, and other martial arts films.

Television:

I only watch TV @ someone elses house. Like heavy drinking, Televison is best as a social drug.

Books:

I've read alot of Anne Rice's books... Some of my non-rice favorites include but are not limited to The old Man and the Sea, Lord of the Rings and the Hobbit, The Sea Wolf, Beo Wulf, The Tao, Fight Club. The Celestine Prophecy, Hagakure, Musashi's Five Rings, The Krybalon, Nicomachaen ethics, Lost Souls, The King James Bible, The Great Gatsby, The Art of War, The Lovely Bones, Wind up Bird chronicals, Think and Grow Rich, The Boy and the Samurai, Drawn in Blood, Wormwood, Cheese Monkeys, The best of H.P. Lovecraft, the Steller Man and many books on the occult and the mysteries. I am an avid reader. Recommendations are welcome! (and rare)

Heroes:

Jesus Buddha Gandhi God TaoMy Grandfather, may he rest in peace and Myself
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My Blog

!!!!!READ!!!!!! THE RED PILL !!!!READ!!!!!

http://www.infowars.com/?p=2595 Above is the link. I hope it is still good when you click it. If not go to youtube and search for the Non Energy Crisis.The link goes to a 1 hour lecture from a BIG OI...
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:36:00 PST

So Long

I recently learned that Myspace has a deal with Google. In the near future when someone Googles your name, your myspace page will be the 1st thing on the list. So naturally I want to delete the whole ...
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 01:58:00 PST

Temporal

As time passes, time seems to quicken. For every passing day my total experiance grows and by comparison the current moment shortens in perceptable length. Remember that summer before highschool...
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 10:35:00 PST

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Who am I? So much of what used to define me, I have cast aside in my search for who I really am. So who am I really? I used to be so pure. So uncompromising and self righteous. I have learned tha...
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 06:56:00 PST

words

For all my life I have felt that I was diffrent. The sensation is strongest when standing amongst a large crowd of people. Somehow I feel isolated. The more people that suround me the more alone I am....
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 06:00:00 PST

No complaints

So livin on the beach is pretty sweet. From my office I can watch the boats going in and out of the Thames river. I take my lunch breaks on the shore and spend my nights at the gym. Life is Good....
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 10:55:00 PST

New Life

Ive now settled down in my new job and home on the New England coast. From the 3rd floor window of my office I can see the sail boats making their way down the Thames. Across the street from my appar...
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 11:40:00 PST

IT'S GO TIME SUKkA!

Driving down to New London tonight! Im so excited. Wish me luck with my new adventure. I thank you for it. I'll probably be back in town the weekend after next. Later......
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:56:00 PST

Cha-Cha-Changes

Looks like ill be moving out of D-blok. Found some work in New London slinging mortgages. Most likely Ill be sharing a house with Brian in Norwich. A house warming will be going down the begining of s...
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 11:13:00 PST

Rainy ranting

I would love to know what % of the internet is pandering to our lust. Myspace is the perfect example. I get 30 new friend requests a day from fake profiles fronting like hot girls. What if someone I d...
Posted by Cognitive Dissonance on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:25:00 PST