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Jeslen Mishelle MissHelleâ„¢

I have arrived, So Unashamed, but my reflection no longer seems the same...

About Me


"The World is indeed full of frightening things and we are helpless creatures surrounded by forces that are inexplicable and unbending.
The average man, in ignorance, believes that those forces can be explained or changed: he doesn't really know how to do that, but he expects that the actions of mankind will explain them or change them sooner or later.
The sorcerer, on the other hand, does not think of explaining or changing them; instead, he learns to use such forces by redirecting himself and adapting to their direction....
...A sorcerer is only slightly better off than the average man. Sorcery does not help him to live a better life; in fact I should say that sorcery hinders him; it makes his life cumbersome, precarious.
By opening himself up to knowledge a sorcerer becomes more vulnerable then the average man. On the one hand his fellow men hate and fear him and will strive to end his life; on the other hand the inexplicable and unbending forces that surround every one of us, by right of our being alive, are for a sorcerer a source of even greater danger.
To be pierced by a fellow man is indeed painful, but nothing in comparison to being touched by an ally. A sorcerer, by opening himself to such knowledge falls prey to such forces and has only one means of balancing himself, his will; thus he must feel and act like a warrior.
I will repeat this once more: Only as a warrior can one survive the path of knowledge. What helps a sorcerer live a better life is the strength of being a warrior."
--Yaqui Indian called don Juan (Matus)

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My Interests

.. "The deeper sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain." Kahlil Gibran.
.. -Drawing by Sam Holt

I'd like to meet:

..Los que no son gente... Los que no son gente... Los que no son gente... Los que no son gente.... The difference between an ordinary man and a warrior is that a warrior takes everything as a challenge while and ordinary man takes everything as either a blessing or a curse.

Sorry, Sukka's... unless I know and like you, or you are an artist, a musician, or philosopher, don't bother sending a friend request. Yes, my 1,000+ myspace friends are all people i know, or those of the art culture.

Music:

Music I love cannot be summed up in a list of all the bands names, even if the list is miles long. I believe others who love music and especially musicians feel the same. There is so much out there that is affecting and moving, that the list grows continuously. Great music is born everday. But fuck it, I'll just get the list started anyway... Listed but not limited to..

***My Bestest Buddy AMANDA RENE is the most beautiful music to my soul.***
*Antony and the Johnsons,
*Fiona Apple,
*Adolescence,
*Air,
*AFI,

*Alice in Chains,
*Arcade Fire,
*India Arie,
*Some Aquabats,
*'acid jazz',
*The Bellrays,
*The Black Crowes,
Between The Buried and Me,
*Big Brother & The Holding Company,
*Bloc Party,
*Blonde Redhead,
*Blue Cheer,
*Blue Oyster Cult,
*The Bad Plus,
*Bjork,
*Black Flag,
*Black Rebel Motorcycle Club,
*The Beatles,
*Bon Jovi,
*Brighteyes,
*Bad Religion,
*Brujaria,
*Cream and Eric Clapton,
*The Cramps,
*Crass,
*Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds,
*Cannibal Corpse,
*Concrete Blonde,
Cyanide Era,
**The Cult,
*The Cure,
*The Clash,
*Cowboy Junkies,
*Ani diFranco,
*The Distillers,
*Danzig,
*Deltron (FUnky Homosapien),
*Dirty Three,
*Eighteen Visions,
*Elliot Smith,
*Eminem,
*Faith No More,
*Fear Factory,
*Franz Ferdinand,
*Fleetwood Mac,
*Flint Gatten Marshall creates, shows, and is my favorite music.
*Fugazi,
*Guns 'n Roses,
*The Greenhornes,
*George Gershwin,
*Great White
*Gang of Four,
*H.I.M.,
*Heart,
*Hopesfall,
Iggy Pop
*Peter Gabriel,
*Kyuss,
*Joy Division,

*Joan Jett and the Heartbreakers,
*Jane's Addiction,
*My Big Brother JOEL
*Jewel,
*JUSTUS BENDS*
*Killswitch Engage,
*The Kinks,
*The Killers,
*Kyuss,
*King Crimson,
*The Lovemakers,
*Lacuna Coil,
*L7,
*Led Zeppelin,
*Lamb of God,
*Lymbic System,
*The Lord Weird Slough Feg,
**Matisyahu*
*Marilyn Manson,
*My Mother Marie Saenz,
*Misfits,
*Motley Crue,
*Motorhead,
*Modest Mouse,
*The Moody Blues,
*The Mars Volta,
**Morrissey,
*The Murder City Devils,
*Muse,
*Nirvana,
*Neutral Milk Hotel,
*A Perfect Circle,
*Portishead,
*Polvo,
*Madeleine Peyreou,
*Neil Young,
*Oingo Boingo,
*Opeth,
*OSI,
*Phish,
*Pantera,
*Particle,
*Porno for Pyros,
*Queens of the Stoneage,
**RAIN FUR RENT**,

*Lou Reed,

*Radiohead,
*Red Hot Chili Peppers,
*RUSH,
*The Rolling Stones,
*Seven Year Bitch,
*Sex Pistols,
*System of a Down,
*The Smiths,
*Soundgarden,
*Skinny Puppy,
*Sublime,
*Sloburn,
*Satisfaction Wheel,
*Slayer,
*The Specials,
*Sigur Ros,
**STARS,
*Tom Petty,
*Theater of Tragedy,
*TSOL,
*Tiger Army,

*T-Rex,
*Type O Negative,
***TOOL, TOOL, Tool,

**VAST,
*The Velvet Underground,
*Von Bondies,
*VNV Nation,
*Von Iva,
*Tom Waits,
*Wilco,
*Walls of Jericho,
*Weezer,
*The Who,
*Lucinda Williams,
*Neil Young,
*Yardbirds,
*Zox
I can't even type half of them IF I TRIED! I'm tired. Who care's anyway? (AND of course all the Bands Here I Have Been Lucky Enough to Become Their "FRIEND")

Movies:

All the good ones.
Magnolia.Eternal Sunshine...Mind.
Y tu Mama tambien.
Enemy at the Gates.
Natural Born Killers.
One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest.

Television:

What Tool song are you?
You are Lateralus. You are unique, intelligent, and most importantly, an individual. You are probably a leader and you see and do things your own way, which is usually different from the norm. We expect big things to come from you.
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Your Birthdate: January 27
You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.
Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone
Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge
Your power color: Cobalt blue
Your power symbol: Dove
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Books:

All Carlos Castenada ones. Hell's Angels by Hunter S. Thompson was a nice historical reference. Anything by Kahlil Gibran.

Heroes:

~Allen GINSBERG- throughout the years, everything that I've found affecting and moving, this man has always been involved with in someway...
~The "IQUI BALAN"
~My "GARMONBOZIA"- for it has allowed me to flourish and to continue to.
!Bill HICKS- funny fucker
~Marilyn Manson-... yes... read his "The Long Road Out Of Hell" and you'll see- you SHOULD see. If not, keep trying.
~Maynard James KEENEN- need anything be said?
~Flint Gatten MARSHALL- suave and cool, talented and collected, loving and badass... perfecto. !!! Start Code To Apply Top Banner !!!! Custom top banner code by Eileen

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My Blog

Just ideas and quotes. Read if you have an hour to spare.

Reading #1:  Attempting to unearth an understanding of Life is a tedious path. We all do it, every type of person strives for understanding and knowledge. Some more than others.  Sea...
Posted by Jeslen Mishelle MissHelle" on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 01:55:00 PST

Article About the Sizzling Sirens

Since even this, the Sirens have come such a long way. The Sirens are showing Sacramento what they've been missing... http://www.newsreview.com/sacramento/Content?oid=721273...
Posted by Jeslen Mishelle MissHelle" on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 04:32:00 PST

Confessions of a 17 Year old.

There is no way to express how I am very proud of all the paths I've taken to get me to a wonderful, affecting, moving position I am in today. Thank you all for being a part of my life. The following ...
Posted by Jeslen Mishelle MissHelle" on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 05:32:00 PST

This shows a tidbit of why shes my bestest buddy and why Ill always be in Love with her.

 "The "Founding Fathers" of our nation feared true democracy. Under a true democracy working people, who make up a majority of the population, would have the power to vote for representatives who...
Posted by Jeslen Mishelle MissHelle" on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 11:49:00 PST