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paincake

Fuck yo mama with the pedals n' shit

About Me

When I was out of work I would spend my days changing my hair. By far my favorite incarnation of myself was the ladybug leopard spots on a shaved head. Dots of yellow and red. Ah... I was a sight to see. Prancing around in my spectral glory. Now I sit in the shackles the "man". Draped in a uniform which reflects no light. I've become but a sterile outline of my former glory. Pray for me.MELON GRIND

My Interests

Music, movies, photography, zombies, food, food, calories, Ha-Boo, being a loud armchair liberal in an otherwise comfortable situation, pencil drawing, vaginas, fantasy adventure video games, guitar, pedals, food, tree-huggin', ancient history

I'd like to meet:

the other side of the mirror.

Music:

The Cure, Calla, Godspeed You Black Emperor, Joy Division, Blonde Redhead, Beastie Boys, Morphine, Neurosis, Del Rey, Spacemen3, Bauhaus, Radiohead, Low, Otaku, Souixsie and the Banshees, Bedhead, Windsor for the Derby, The Swans, Can, Galaxie 500, Shannon Wright, Nina Nastasia, Pink Floyd, Engine Down, Velvet Underground, Boards of Canada, Slowdive, These Arms Are Snakes, The Pixies, Mogwai, Engine Down, Fugazi, The Flaming Lips, Kinski, Sonic Youth, Girls Against Boys, Isis, Tarentel, Jesus and Mary Chain, Sparklehorse, Three Mile Pilot, Led Zeppelin, Do Make Say Think, The Rapture.... and local music: Channing Cope, Physics, Manuok, Die Princess Die

Movies:

Martin, Night of the Living Dead, The Conversation, City of God, The Brood, Dark City, The Killing Fields, The Thing (Carpenter's), Fight Club, 28 Days Later, Requiem For a Dream, Open Water, Swept Away, Princess Mononoke, Gattaca, Badlands, Animal House, Fast Cheap and Out of Control, Microcosmos, Seven Samuari, Blair Witch Project, A Thin Red Line, Taxi Driver, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Harold and Maude, Supersize Me, Clockwork Orange

Television:

They make neat bombs.

Books:

Cujo, Armor, My Bloody Life, Grapes of Wrath, Weaveworld, Ishmael, The Lord of the Rings, Nightfall, A Short Sharp Shock... ancient history anthropology non-fiction

Heroes:

Musical: Robert Smith, Daniel Ash, Neil Halstead, Thurston Moore, Jimmy Page, Stephen Morris, Peter Hook...

My Blog

The Return of my Best Friend

So I was walking back from the liquor store because the girlfriend and friends coming home were going to want some beer. There I was, hands full, when a little creature came running at me crying for ...
Posted by paincake on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 08:18:00 PST

On second thought...

well, whatever is written runs the likely risk of becoming a lie if written like a truth. There seems to be only transients. Opinion and feeling and character should be taken as periods or regions. ...
Posted by paincake on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 02:29:00 PST

You could be dead for all I care...

It's archaic to say "I'm sad or depressed", sure we're all that way. So I sit feeling redundant and played out. What am I compared to everyone else? And does it really matter? I've concluded that it ...
Posted by paincake on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Romantic Ignorance

    There was a time when we didn't know what was in the forest.  It was boundary to the unknown and the catalyst to imagination.  The world and universe didn't follow rules a...
Posted by paincake on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fractal Pattern

My experience is a fractal pattern of all the forces that come into my surroundings. Every little thing has a gravitational pull grabbing position in this play. Offering placement, suggesting moveme...
Posted by paincake on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST