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Yladro

I'm tired of screwing up, I'm tired of goin' down, tired of myself, tired of this town

About Me

    I'm an extremely private person, so please respect my privacy. I sim at Starbase118.net on the Intrepid Class starship USS Eagle as her First Officer. Yladro is not my surname, it belongs to my RPG character. We share the same first name, though. I will never divulge my real surname! Information will be provided on a 'need to know' basis. Get to know me better (if I let you) and you can ask whatever.

My Interests

live music mixing, recording music, my job (public relations), writing for a Star Trek RPG.

I'd like to meet:

Honestly, you won't like my answer, so don't even go there.

Music:

Classic rock, AAA, and others. I like almost everything EXCEPT country. I absolutely despise urban R & B singers - they're style is old and worn - I wish they'd learn to sing and develop a proper singing technique other than being a fucking Mariah Carey or American Idol mimic.

Movies:

Too many to list

Television:

Too many to list

Books:

Too many to list

Heroes:

At one point I had lost faith in people, and I could only depend on ME for motivation. BUT if Al Gore's work to improve the environment can make it easier for me to breathe (literally) and not depend on bottled o2 as often as I sometime have to, then he'd be my hero

My Blog

survival of the fittest?

this sucks. going back to work..... feeling tired all the time.... the endless meds..... feeling exhausted.
Posted by Yladro on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:32:00 PST

mantras don’t work

Sorry Paul Atreides, your litany against fear is bullshit! bene gesserit? Reminds me of some older women's social group, sitting around playing mah-jongg and sipping canned ice-tea while they talk abo...
Posted by Yladro on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:19:00 PST

the kick inside

i told them to take away the pain med machine. i'm starting to regret the request. but it feels like my body was ripped open and someone's been kicking my chest from the inside out. Oh wait - that's e...
Posted by Yladro on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:46:00 PST

Excruciating

fuck fuck fuck, this hurts too much. pushing the button.... pushing the button....pushing the button.... the pain hurts too much and nothing helps. wish it would end but they say its better than being...
Posted by Yladro on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:42:00 PST

Fear

I can put this into a long dissertation but why bother?I cannot describe what I'm going through. Its scary. And no one gives a fuck.
Posted by Yladro on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:38:00 PST

I hate pain

'nuff said?
Posted by Yladro on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:36:00 PST

Doctors SUCK

So yesterday, one doctor says I'd really benefit from a lung transplant.Another says I don't need one.The first says I can wait on a list for a donor, and assuming that my body doesn't reject the tran...
Posted by Yladro on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 05:26:00 PST

My first blog

I hate diaries. I've never had one. So, this will not be my diary. Well.... maybe. Today is my character's Birthday. Happy Birthday Yladro, you lucky sack of shit! ...
Posted by Yladro on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 05:16:00 PST