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About Me

Every Avalanche Starts with a pebble... Albert Einstein wrote:"The release of atom power has changed everything except our way of thinking...the solution to this problem lies in the heart of mankind. If only I had known, I should have become a watchmaker."....i live life behind the brick walls of others,only if you choose to smile. to be honest ...im searching for a best freind, someone that makes me smile ..a soulmate maybe...but ill settle for a kindred soul. im tired of this rat race ...running myself ragged but standing still,hollow reflections of yearnings from deep within the heart,still something stabs at me from the dark,a glint of color,kindness,care. ~~smile for me wont you and maybe ill remember too not looking for another notch just maybe the next test ill botch ask me just a little and you might get it all just trying to hold the world up ...so maybe a few wont fall. my names Ben i smile i like to joke i would like to be given a chance once in awhile sex is just a reproductive urge love is looking at a deep red sunset willing to change or be changed not caring what may come love comes without tags,names,rules or boundries. and true freinds answer your calls...even if it is a week later that they do.

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My Interests

something real for once. not interested in people who "assume" hoping for a world not so dissconnected a world where people dont respond to their emails and maybe a few freinds that dont allways say "im busy"

I'd like to meet:

.....just lookin for those creative souls out there...that care a little more ....smile a little more. dont cut yourself too deep.....

Music:

Ramones,Margot&the nuclear so & so's,Muse,Aphex Twins,Dj Keoki,Dj Scandy,Crass,The Pixies,The Displeased,Mason Proper...ect ...most punk,industrial,rock ,classical,techno,electronic

Movies:

POINTS of INTEREST!!! http://thebluestate.typepad.com/my_weblog/2005/11/rumsfeld_t o_mak.html ~~~~~~~~~~~~HERE ARE SOME LINKS IF YOU WANT TO GET INVOLVED IN A CAUSE!!!! FIGHT FOR YOUR FREEDOMS PEOPLE KNOW YOUR ENEMY!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ good civil disobedience info http://thoreau.eserver.org/civil.html info on human rights violations in russia http://www.hrvc.net/ activist and protest lyrics and poems http://www.ocap.ca/lyrics.html photos and topics of protests around the world http://www.barewitness.org/photoalbum/photoalbum6.htm Democrat activism site good infohttp://www.democrats.com/taxonomy/term/196 banned books and infoshop http://www.infoshop.org/alibrarians/public_html/article.php? story=20051005152403584

Books:

anything that endorses free though ...motivation of the brain,a sudden or shocking impact on the proccess of your thought ....wake up out of that stupor zombie...lift up your head and realize your freedoms are being stripped slowly...here in the land of the free...er wait thats fee.

Heroes:

lobo.....trent Reznor...i used to look up to a few people younger than me ..but i realize their just as confused as me, and when you dangle something shiny in front of someone ...they will become mesmerized by it.

My Blog

reflections on the human condition

ok here goes even though i may be up a bit early or a bit late however one may see itThe Human condition at least from my point of view is the yearning to be loved by others,to reproduce and to prospe...
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 03:13:00 PST

so ...things are about to change after so long

indeed ...plans i made so long ago i forgot why are about to fall into place.Kynt,you rocked the one time i got to talk to you ...you showed me i should do what i feel like doing.cory,you showed me th...
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 12:50:00 PST

....calvalcade of why

...so im the rock that everyone stands on?expected to appear and make one smile...i havent cared for my own self...in quite a long long while.so tired of looking for magic....and only finding tricks.....
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 12:10:00 PST

roughly 7 days of hell ..20 gallons of water...

and a whole lot of time spent being a carni ...for 7 bucks ...yes folks 7 bucks.if your mommy tells you theres a carni under your bed, be scared.if the cheese whiz is empty when you get up restless ha...
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:08:00 PST

Hacked military satellite?

British hackers attack MoD satelliteLast Updated: 12:01am BST /03/1999..NO VIEW-->..>..> ..>..>A GROUP of computer hackers suspected of seizing control of a British military communicati...
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Tue, 08 May 2007 11:14:00 PST

Sing for Peace

ok so it was random.me and a group of people of about ...6 maybe 7 ...grabbed some paint ...a big board ...and some brushes and painted "sing for peace" on a board ....then went to 14th street in ande...
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Mon, 07 May 2007 07:08:00 PST

not so batshit insane?

ok....i dont know why im still in anderson ...other that ...someone told me to be resposible once and it stuck.im on probation ...and if i run away ...im just running away again.ive actually learned a...
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Mon, 07 May 2007 04:51:00 PST

Punk dirty...hometown grown

ok a little about me here ....this is how it goes at first.......son of a single working mom....moved from place to place alot ....evansvilleIN,vincinnesIN,duneden FL,tarpin springs FL,mount carmelIN,...
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:46:00 PST

Dark mood ...move forward.

dirt ......dark.......bluebeat.......blood.....youhope......stren gth.....forwardgive............A...........FUCK!
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:35:00 PST

Life is power

i sit here again ...thinking ...listening to "believe" by exit ophelia ...it hits to the core ....it means something ...i think to myself when i wake up,gotta make a difference today,just one smile on...
Posted by Infamy in a dumpster on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:26:00 PST