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~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~

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Myspace BackgroundsI am a happy mother of 2. I love XBOX 360, meeting people, writing, my photography and MUSIC. I live to help my local music scene survive and explode, as well as any music anywhere.

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R.I.P. Brother Dime! Getcha Pull!!

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I love you Brother, Friend, God of Rawk!!! Your legacy will live on forever. I miss your down home, laid back sense of humor! My dear friend, I miss you so much! R.I.P. Darrell, Blessed Be!!

Books:

Dean Koontz, Stephen King, Ann Rice

Heroes:

My heroes are the men and women fighting to defend our wicked great country. As well as the heroes that have died saving us, like 911. My love and respect to those and their proud families. MUCH respect to the originality and creativity of writers/composers/musicians! I could only dream for talent like that!

My Blog

Broken Heart, Broken Girl

I have no idea where all these emotions are coming from.... I seem to be overwhelmed by the consistant need.... No one seems to see the pain I live in everyday.... I am the most loving giving person I...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 12:48:00 PST

Lonely Cafe

Deception is becoming a regular here in this dark cafe. I sit alone in my dark corner waitng for him to come in tonight. He enters the room with a presence that speaks to me. The lies and deciet are b...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Misery Within

Lost in this evil place, I cannot escape the memory of your face. Living in this eternal pain, How is it you can be so vain. Wasting away into the nothingness, I feel numb inside my abyss. Wanting to ...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Darkest Days and Bloodiest Nights

">>Ripping through my flesh , trying to remove the sense of you from my veins.Burning, searing are the wounds you inflict as you twist the knife in my chest.Razors cutting away the lifeless corspe you...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Rejection is becoming my Infection....

Low music and no lights, I hide in my corner.Eyes red and cheeks stained, I feel doomed.Scars on my arms and scars on my heart, I can no longer face anyone.Pain is overwhelming and I can no longer con...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fuckin Pain is Killing me

I am slowly dying from within.I no longer know where the pain begins and I end.I  can't take these emotions comsuming me.I don't want this pain any more.I am drowning in my own sorrow I can no longer ...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Trying to reach Zen.....

alt=""/>Shadows fill my mind, I wish to be blind.Emptiness inside, still I have nowhere to hide.Darkness swarms me from within, waiting for solace to begin.Visions arise like withering glimmers, silen...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Bang Your Head

 I can't seem to find my feelings anymore, My heart is pounding too loud.All I see is sadness in the world, My insides scream. All I ever wanted was to be loved, Seems destined to fail.Two strong arms...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Madness Inside

   As I wonder through this realm, I seem to be searching. For what or who , I do not know. I have this yearning, this need for something to fill this vast void in my heart, in my soul. Something deep...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Longing for....

Longing for the warmth of your breath on the back of my neck,Longing for the soft touch of your flesh to mine,Longing to hear your dark voice so close to my ear,Longing to taste the sweetness of your ...
Posted by ~*Besk{s}*Jaded*Rawk*Starr*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST