Jae

About Me

Bio:
I've tried to do this before. You know, sum myself up in a paragraph or two. I guess I'm supposed to dazzle you with something prolific. Like how radtacular I am or what I've done. The fact is, who I was isn't who I am now, and who I am today isn't who I'll be tomorrow. The only constant is the perpetual transition I'm in.
I suppose I could generalize with a few stereotypes. I'm an artist, writer, poet, musician, and a big nerd. I can be really outgoing when I want to be. However, I typically opt to be an introvert... I like to observe people.
I give great advice, I handle other people in crises well. I can usually find the right thing to say to bring someone out of their psychosomatic funk. At least, that's what I've been told.
I enjoy connecting with people, to a degree. I have my walls, barriers, baggage and hang ups like everyone else. I wear my heart on my sleeve, I'm honest; sometimes too honest. I have a past, a story and I've made a lot of mistakes but I don't regret them. They've made me who I am, taught me what I know and I choose to look at it in a positive perspective when I can.
I'm not perfect, I'm far from it. I need to read and write more. I should smoke less, eat more healthy and slowly. I should exercise. It would be good if I'd remember to smile and laugh more. I could call my parents more. I should swear less. I need to let the people I care about know how much I appreciate them more frequently than I do. I need to be more patient, and understanding of people in general. I should work harder at improving the standard of living for myself and others.
I just need to remember to take things one breath, one day at a time.

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"Your Taste Is My Attention"
So I know nothing of your taste
and now speak up, louder.
It's in your lips, I found.
Come on, just press against me
I finally have your attention,
so listen closer, sweetheart.
I've been trying to tell you, stay awake.
And no, no, when we're safe here
Come back, come back, you stayed always.
Stay with me here
Stay with me and watch these cars go by,
and tell me the first thing that comes to your mind.
So watch as I go back
I just came to say that
you'll never see me again.
This clock is ours now, till morning.
So stay right there in that frame
This picture is how we speak.
You'll never see me again,
cause I miss you already.
And bear that you haven't seen me.
I don't belong in anything you dream,
in anything we dream.
She said "Put your hands back on my
skin and say you loved me,
cause I can't live like you do.
Never could."
Come on, just press against me.
You always have my attention,
and please speak up louder.
Make those lips move.
Come back on the weekend forever
cause you don't mean to shake like that
Come back on the weekend forever
Cause you don't mean to...
Stay with me and I will try to tell you
Stay with me and I will try to tell you
So watch as I go back
I just came to say that
you'll never see me again
This clock is ours now, till morning.
So stay right there in that frame
This picture is how we see you
You'll never see me again,
cause I miss you already.
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||| 23%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||| 23%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||| 36%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||| 43%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||| 23% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

Going to a really crowded bar to write in my notebook, reading a book in the park on an overcast day, learning new art techniques, thunder storms, sleeping in, going for walks at 3am when everyone's asleep, the smell of the ocean, sushi, restaurants with atmosphere, ninjas, conversations with substance, quantum physics, tasteful piercings, good tattoos, dancing to drum&bass, friends drunk dialing me, ranch dressing, drunken philosophers, pirates, sharing stupid flash cartoons, robots, independent and foreign films with subtitles, cuddling, the former and the latter together, spoken word poetry, oldskool Nintendo, chai tea, playing pool and being really bad at it, anime, other nerds

You are the Hermit card. The Hermit has chosen a solitary spiritual path. He shines light on his inner self and, by this means, gains wisdom.The Hermit's home is the natural world and it is by being in tune with that world that he learns the laws of nature and learn how they operate within himself. His path is a lonely one as he lives in silence and has for companionship only his own internal rhythms. But those crossing his path are touched by his light and wisdom. Though often alone, he manages nevertheless to instruct those who meet him and guides those who chose to follow him on a path towards enlightenment.
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Music:

Emo/Screamo/Post-Hardcore, Punk/Ska, Reggae/Dancehall, Metal, Indie, Grunge, Psychobilly, Industrial, Blues, Drum&Bass/Jungle/Ragga, Breaks/Breakcore, Psy/Goa/Epic-Trance, Deep House, Minimal Techno, Electro/Clash, Hip Hop/Turntablism, 2-Step/Speed Garage, Downtempo, Acid Jazz, Trip-Hop, Swing/Big Band, Classical and Japanese Lounge. I take pride in knowing a shit load more about music than you do.
Some of the bands/artists I've been listening to recently:
30 Seconds to Mars, 311, A day to Remember, AK1200, Aphrodite, Aesop Rock, Agatsuma, Aiden, Alien Ant Farm, Amon Tobin, Armor For Sleep, Atreyu, Audioslave, As I Lay Dying, Avenged Sevenfold, Bad Religion, Beck, Ben Harper, Breaking Benjamin, Blackalicious, Bullet for My Valentine, Bouncing Souls, Bleed the Dream, The Blood Brothers, Bleeding Through, The Bled, The Bravery, Black Dahlia Murder, Billie Holliday, Bright Eyes, Crazytown, Danny Bird, Dashboard Confessional, De La Soul, Death Cab For Cutie, Death in December, DJ Dieselboy, DJ Dan, DJ Dara, Donald Glaude, Disturbed, Emery, Eminem, Everytime I Die, Everything But the Girl, Eyedea, Fall Out Boy, Finch, Fischerspooner, Frou Frou, Foo Fighters, Fear Factory, Fear Before, Fort Minor, The Fray, From Autumn to Ashes, From First to Last, Funeral For a Friend, Future Prophecies, Guns nâ€™ Roses, Godsmack, Gnarles Barkley, Gym Class Hereos, Gorillaz, Gypsy Kings, The Honorary Title, Hooverphonic, Hawthorne Heights, Hybrid, Imogen Heap, Iration, Johnny Cash, John Lee Hooker, Jack Johnson, The Jonbenet, The Juliana Theory, Jurassic 5, The Killers, Kruder & Dorfmeister, LTJ Bukem, Lydia, Linkin Park, Leadbelly, M-Flo, Minmi, Muddy Waters, Mae, Maroon 5, The Mars Volta, Matchbook Romance, Matisyahu, Massive Attack, Metric, Mindless Self Indulgence, Mos Def, Murder By Death, My American Heart, My Chemical Romance, Nightmare of You, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Northstar, Nujabes, Operation Ivy, PANIC! At the Disco, Portishead, Pendulum, The Postal Service, Real Big Fish, Radiohead, The Roots, Ryan Huston, The Scene Aesthetic, Senses Fail, Sevendust, Silverstein, Something Corporate, The Spill Canvas, Saltillo, Static-X, Stone Temple Pilots, The Strokes, The Smashing Pumpkins, Sublime, System of a Down, Talvin Singh, Talib Kweli, Thrice, Underoath, The Used, Weezer, White Stripes, Yellowcard, and Yoko Kanno. Thereâ€™s a lot more, but I canâ€™t remember them right now. This could probably go on forever though., etc. This could go on forever.

Movies:

Kung Fu Hustle, Shaolin Soccer, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Boondock Saints, The Butterfly Effect, SLC Punk, American History X, Napoleon Dynomite, The Goonies, The Lost Boys, Evil Dead, Army of Darkness, Ocean's Eleven, Clockwork Orange, Lock-stock and Two Smokng Barrels, Snatch, City of God, Hero, House of Flying Daggers, Super Troopers, Kill Bill vol. 1 & 2, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Requiem for a Dream, The Matrixs, The Animatrix, Trainspotting, Kids, Neverending Story, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, The Fifth Element, Being John Malcovich, Of What Dreams May Come, The Dark Crystal, Labyrinth, Friday, Dazed and Confused, Donnie Darko, The Legend of Drunken Master, Seven, The Devil's Advocate, The Usual Suspects, Orgasmo, Stand By Me, Four Rooms, Princess Mononoke, Ninja Scroll, Ghost in the Shell, Akira, Naruto, Wolf's Rain, FMA, and tons of other Anime that I'm entirely too lazy to list...

Books:

Atlas Shrugged, Breakfast of Champions, Understanding the Enneagram, The Celestine Prophecy, Tao Te Ching, anything Ayn Rand, Kurt Vonnegut, or Zecharia Sitchin, Running With Scissors, When Things Fall Apart, The Catcher in the Rye, The Twelfth Planet, Siddhartha, The Stand, The Road Less Taken, The Book of Secrets (by Osho), and Come as You Are. I generally like books on Clinical Pharmacology, Psychology/Pathologies, Theoretical Science, Quantum Physics, Behavioral Science, Philosophy, and Non-Fiction... I guess I can be a dry reader sometimes.

Heroes:

Everyone that has overcome adversity, and invested their time and energy into others. Thank you for inspiring me to follow all of your examples. It's given me the strength to persevere the trials we all share and experience...

My Blog

Slip Out the Back

You know me, I used to get caught up in everyday life Tried to make it through my day so I could sleep at night Tried to figure out my way through the maze Of rights and wrongs, but like you used to ...
Posted by Jae on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:08:00 PST

For Sparta? I Think Not.

Stop Yelling "For Sparta!" You Fucking Idiot.Ok we get it, you really liked watching "300." You got all jazzed up watching oiled up men beat up on Persians, just go beat off and deny your homosexualit...
Posted by Jae on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 01:14:00 PST

Love is...

Love is a game just meant to be played. Love is a phrase just overly clichéd. It's dominated by cheaters, players, and rule-breakers. Where three words often said are lies spoken by fakers. Love is ...
Posted by Jae on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 08:16:00 PST

Forget

It will be easy to forget you I just can't look up at the sky I can't stare at the sea I won't think of the look in your eyeOr the sweet things you told meI can't eat my favorite foodI can't smell my...
Posted by Jae on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 12:44:00 PST

8-Bit Review: Games and Grudge Sex

Top 10 Games to Play Prior to Engaging in Rough SexEveryone has their own sense of style. Whether it comes to baking pastries or roughing someone up in a semi-consensual way, you need to be prepared. ...
Posted by Jae on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 04:16:00 PST

Justified

She smiled, so I tripped. She smiled and laughed in a careless way that once suspended my breath. Her giggles tossed aside my vain offers to ease the burdens that crushed her soul. &n...
Posted by Jae on Wed, 09 May 2007 03:31:00 PST

I can't take it.

I woke up this morning. My place smells like stale cigarettes, dirty laundry, and rotting garbage. I realized that I've gotten used to the smell. There's no sheets on my bed, just an expos...
Posted by Jae on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 09:59:00 PST

Beautiful Lie

If you look in my eyes you just might seeThe faded negative of what used to beWhere once was a light, it died awayAnd it made me what you see todayThere used to be trustThere used to be loveThere wasn...
Posted by Jae on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 09:38:00 PST

I'm going to allow myself to vent.

So here we are. Another year has already passed, another twelve months comes to a close. People are about, the city is alive with commotion, celebration is afoot. While friends and family get toget...
Posted by Jae on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 10:12:00 PST

Never make someone your priority, if all you are to them is an option.