M.C. [FPJ] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I have a devoted heart and an independent spirit.
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My Interests

independant anything, nights filled with love and laughter, good music, intense & uncomfortable conversations, awkward silences, un-awkward silences, eye contact, sex (in all it's awkward-intense-surprising & beautiful moments) , sitting and discussing matters of the world with all my best friends, meaning what you say, and saying what you mean , ingenuity, finesse, strength of mind spirit soul and character , long drives with no particular destination

I'd like to meet:

Compassionate
TalentedSincereConsiderateConfidentIntelligentFunnyHumbleCon genialReal MyGen Profile Generator Someone who understands that You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings. "Nothing is so strong as gentleness; nothing so gentle as real strength."

With all it's sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.Be Careful.Strive to Be Happy.♥

Music:

leerone, atmosphere, natalie walker, regina spector, abandon seattle, planet of the drums crew, the strokes, the postal service, Zap Mama , massive attack, our lady peace, the eagles, bjork, radiohead, smashing pumpkins, billie holiday, the fugees, portishead, Elliott Smith (rip), sage francis, rufus wainwright, miles davis, puretone, otis redding, the pretenders , jude, ghostland observatory, Sarah Jaffe, Baxter, Nees and Vos, Emiliana Torrini, Telepopmusik My profile song always perfectly describes how I feel that certain day or week, as it may be. Pay attention. Current song lyrics:

BLONDE REDHEAD lyrics

Movies:

I work at a video store, what do you think?

Television:

the only reason I ever turn on the tv is to check for the weather report, or to watch ELLEN.

Heroes:

My Mom - She's the most amazing person I know, and that says a lot.

My fucken soul sister Ylana - because nothing can ever come between us.

Eric - When all else falls away, he's always there.

My Blog

From an anonymous postsecret reader:

4:26 AMAnonymous said...I don't have a secret to share with you; instead I want to tell you about my drive home last night at 4:30am [EST].In front of me, the sky was pitch black except for the pale l...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 02:19:00 PST

An AWESOMELY bad argument at 5 in the morning.

Preface: Gabe was pretty much the first friend I EVER made on myspace. We've run into each other a couple times, and we're going to try to make it to a midnight movie soon, but in the meantime, we fil...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 05:16:00 PST

So I turn myself inside out, and hope someone will see

Life can really throw you sometimes. Change is approaching to more than just the horizon. I feel the west in me. And I feel it falling apart too."You cannot make yourself feel something you do not f...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Tue, 08 May 2007 01:46:00 PST

The tragedy starts from the very first spark, losing your mind for the sake of your heart.

You know, I'm one of the happiest people I know. I always see the bright side.When there's a con, I see the pro.When theres cause, I see the affect.When theres a problem, I see the solution.But not to...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 03:40:00 PST

Come into my world, I've got to show, show, show you..

Life is interesting.I cant believe we're already a month and a half into the new year. It's been pretty good.I'm feeling stagnancy creep up though.The road is calling to me. --------------------------...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 06:10:00 PST

All alone in comfort - It's my solitude I will embrace

This is my new year. What a new year it has been. Let's break these feelings down. I feel nostalgic. I feel full. I feel contemplative. I feel cold. I feel sore. I feel hurt. I feel calm. I feel ...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 02:03:00 PST

In your perfect world that you can't stand, that I can't stand.

There was no such comfortand no such painas the feeling of your hand in mine, as you grasped it while sobbingfor reasons of your owndoing anything you could not to break down completlydeep breathestep...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 05:36:00 PST

have yourself a merry little christmas...

It's days like this that I wish I could go back and finish arguments I had years ago.I once got into this stupid fight with my best friend because he said he doesn't believe in PMS, and he thought it ...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 06:50:00 PST

I'm proud of myself..

I have two jobs.I've already bought my ticket to Chicago.I'm in the process of planning my move to L.A. for school.I got my car fixed.AND on the 6th I will be able to pay off all my debts.I am more pr...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 07:32:00 PST

They can't succeed in taking my inner peace from me

You know this boogie is for real.I used to buy my faith in worship,But then my chance to get to Heaven slippedI used to worry about the futureBut then I throw my caution to the wind.I had no...
Posted by M.C. [FPJ] on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 03:59:00 PST