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About Me

names Fermin Medina.............i am, lol who cares who i am?....a few do actually, cuz you know i must have scarred someone, right?....wtf am i babbling about?...lol nothin, just myself with my hands held up high...wtf am i doing?....ahahah...punishment for all my weaknesses, for all my fears, for all my misunderstandings, for all my moments of when i must fortify..... just be thankful i havent stabbed you.....lol why am i joking? ha that's obvious isn't it?-END-suppression on one's self is delightful when the joys are taken by those who fashion themselves by the star whose thick points are nothing but imaginary human thought....i expect that these fashions are atleast taken into consideration as the heart of it's own darkness....invisibility and simplicity is the basis of the heart that evades it's own darkness, rather than to replace it, i say it's birth is the birth of one's explosion on the joys of life............this is a little of something for those who feel life is nothing but a ride into the heavens.............Karen is my king-END-i....yes i..... i am nothing without no one....so i live with the justification that i am alive to serve a purpose...a purpose i was never told about...yes a purpose..well here i sit writing about myself...and there you sit wondering what the fuck im talkin about...all i have to say is i am, and smile....-END-to those who live so greatly and decided to try to spread your greatness onto others who have never even touched the surprise of a smile, i say this: what can you say to me when you are so high up and i so far below? i cant hear you're selfish inaction. what can you say when you have never felt my starvation? when i get up there, ill slap the f**k out of you and show you how my actions will always strike harder than any tongue you throw at me.

My Interests

drawing, writing, anime, CS, Halo, Halo2, my family, my sanity....heheheh http://www.csgaggle.com/forum/portal.php
You Are 24 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

I'd like to meet:

who ever i meet by chance

Music:

all time favorite band: System Of A Down... favorites: Chevelle, Adema, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Korn, Deftones, Disturbed,Jedi mind tricks, atmosphere, flash camera, X-ecutioners, Blackthought, Radiohead, Cold, Trapt, Brand New, Bad Religion, Nine Inch Nails, and some others i cant remember....

Movies:

V FOR VENDETTA, LUCKY NUMBER SLEVN, SAW TRILOGY, EQUILIBRIUM, SHREK TRILOGY, DEJA VU, TROY, THE GLADIATOR, THE NOTEBOOK, CRASH, 300, THE PUNISHER, SPIDERMAN 3, and some others...

Television:

ehhh let's see: south park,Mad Tv, SNL(old ones), Family Guy, Futurama, Samurai Champloo, Mind of Mencia, Comedy Central Presents, Simpsons, Chapelle Show, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, The VEnture Bros.....and some more...

Books:

the invisible man by ralph ellison is one of my top favorites..

Heroes:

anyone who can care about complete strangers...

My Blog

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ehh......... ahah here it goes: i can't withstand the teachings that were brought for those who cant help but to continue to stare that the ground....and there are those who can only stare at t...
Posted by Fermin Medina on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 12:16:00 PST

here...

im at school... was pissed of at some people for further idiocy...but im not going to ramble about that.....but i just wanna say how in the world are you gonna say that cops don't know how fucked up ...
Posted by Fermin Medina on Mon, 15 May 2006 03:45:00 PST

here today, but gone from home

im bored so i must write.....im at a cousin's house....im sorry karen i couldn't be with you this week.....but i know when i see you in a few days i'll be the happiest i have been in a long time.........
Posted by Fermin Medina on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 09:57:00 PST

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ehhh........... yeah it has been hell these past days............well atleast within my family...we have some remorse towards each other, in which in any amount is expected to create havoc between us....
Posted by Fermin Medina on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 09:57:00 PST

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yesterday was my birthday.....yup im 17 now....damn that was fast....now i think this shit is just going to keep accellereating like crazy....it was good tho....had a a great time with a special some ...
Posted by Fermin Medina on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 04:39:00 PST

today i worry

yes....why? cuz my sis is in surgery....earlier they had found what they call a cyst, which can then turn into a tumor and cause cancer....yes they weren' certain on how advanced it was....al they kne...
Posted by Fermin Medina on Tue, 27 Sep 2005 05:35:00 PST

new poem

The Black is just the shade on Beautys exceptional face. It searches for the light, But can not breathe through a vector of sorrow, Because she dares not turn around. She kills the Joy with her blank...
Posted by Fermin Medina on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 10:43:00 PST

if the water doesn't fit

If the water doesn't fit, Why try the obvious clearance? Why stand under the barrel? Why choke the melted toy soldier? Why run headfirst into the wall of an unlit tunnel? Why pry open the trunk of a p...
Posted by Fermin Medina on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 11:44:00 PST

a gun to my head

A gun to my head&. Yeah, Pull the trigger into a finite instance. Hear the clicks of metal as the reaction unfolds. Man's tool comes into play, And watch as it dances in an irregular motion without rh...
Posted by Fermin Medina on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 04:02:00 PST

these days and those to come...

eh well...in these days i have been great...never in any second, in any moment, in any minute, in any hour, in any day have i felt any less than i do this instant...but because of that i have lost my ...
Posted by Fermin Medina on Sat, 13 Aug 2005 09:00:00 PST