jude

Im a fastidious person but once u know me, you'd surely wanna stick with me. hehehe joke only. im also moody. I cant really stick to a particular group of people for a long time, reason enough that i have no particular group. BUT, i have lots of friends (proud to say that). I dont believe in BEST friends, but i believe in close friends. If i dont like the presence of a specific person, i'd choose to avoid that person. Im damn weird, but i gez my friends have accepted me the way i am. I fear im also narcissistic to some degree. I go to the gym to look good for myself and not specifically to please people. Man, I just love myself. Im still searching for the girl who could accept me as i am, not changing anything in me. Im kinda possessive but that could be managed. hehehe. many people misunderstand me until now. I have lots of friends but i also have enemies mind you. I believe life would be so damn boring if you'd get to befriend everybody. Imagine that! no spices. I also have this syndrome of fallin in love with those who are hooked or into relationships already. I dont and i have no plans of wrecking their relationships. i dont force myself to people who dont like me. Since i was a kid, i always dreamt of becoming a doctor. Although its mentally, emotionally, physically and financially draining, im ready to face the risks. I just would want to fulfill what i wanted for myself while im still living. So that in my deathbed, my epitaph would be, JUDE the man who lived a fulfilled life. THATS ALL