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4*ever*scorned

But then again...Who are you?What is your identity?Why does your heart beat?

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Fiend
I met myself on the way to the barA lower class fiendI asked myself whyDo I treat myselfLike less than I really amWhy do I let othersTreat me the way they doThe fiend just shrugged his shouldersAnd walked awayThat was my answerNothingThere is no reason to beAnything less than what I amI could sit around everydayFeeling sorry for myselfOr I could make a changeIf I make an effortMaybe I could advanceIf I looked for my own potentialMaybe I'd have a chanceBut if I allow myselfTo remain the fiendI will never know my potentialI will never know what could have beenI will never know me

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All You Have Left
I may not be the one you are looking forBut how much does it really matterWe spend our whole livesSearching and searchingAnd in the endWe find nothingExcept the factThat we ignoredEverything that found usOpen your eyesAnd live your lifeBefore it is too lateAnd all you have left is regrets

Music:

Coma Life
I'm so sick of sleepwalkingThru this lifeMy eyes are glazed overAnd I can't see pastThe shallowStumbling around in this fogLike I tookOne to many pillsI know the answersI know the answersBut I pull awayWhy do I pull awayI'm living in aComa lifeAnd this is no life at allLiving with no guidanceAnd no pointI keep wonderingWhat if I stumbleNot realizingI'm already on the groundI once was foundBut now I am lostWhat a wretch I am

Movies:

Empty Souls
I amThe heart sick whoreAshamed of whatI've given upI've rapedMy own innocenceSold myselfTo add to the sicknessCalling it pleasure all alongHow sick we areTo confuseMisery with pleasureSuffer with a smileEmpty soulsCan not be filled with sex

Television:

Hungry/Starving
HungryI prayI never get my fill of YouI hope I never feelI've learned enough orThat I've gotten too closeTo YouI could be my own personBut I would much rather be YoursMake me wholeMake me YoursI know that I am Your childAnd I will never beDamnedHungry I prayI never get my fill of You

Books:

Whole Again
Lord hear my cryYou are the only one who can help me nowI've waited too longI should have turned to You firstInstead I trusted in manAnd as usualI was let downMy life fell apart in their handsAnd now I come to YouA broken manOnly You can reassembleThis ten thousand piece puzzleEven though the piecesNo longer fitEven thoughThe image is fadedYou can still make out the potentialYou can still work wondersWith what is leftMake me whole once again

Heroes:

Motivation
I focus onWhat I focus onAnd I can't resolve the problemEverydayThe same damn thingIt's like I'm dying of repititionStop this repertoireAnd bring me to lifeBecause this staticIs building in my headI can't hear myself thinkLet alone Your voiceDoubt is my new addictionCan't live on thru this afflictionMedicine won't cureThis infectionSatan startedThis seductionAnd I'm losing allMy motivationTo breathe

My Blog

Kind Of Where I’m At

Pretending I'm At The Feet Of Jesus Living life At the feet of Jesus The only way to live But sometimes It is too hard To kneel Forgive my selfishness When I want to live Only for myself Your interest...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 07:16:00 PST

Couldnt happen again

15 Broken It only took me 15 times To learn my lesson And next time The same occasion Comes around I will Act the same As I did The last 15 times I walk to the cliff On crutches And attempt To do th...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 07:09:00 PST

Fight for it

Looking For A Love That Works It is all supposed to be perfect When we fall in love Everything falls in place Just like the movies Eyes only for one another A love that conquers all But eventually Rea...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 04:37:00 PST

HSH

Grown Up Too Fast I miss the rain and the pollution Reminds me of home I just want to return Back to where I began It's always good To go back home To forget about the whole world outside Curl up in a...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 04:27:00 PST

Gross

I Got Foreskin In My Happy Meal   So much to care about But we worry about nothing Matters so small Become our morals We can't stand and fight Because we are too busy bickering It is all about th...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:45:00 PST

Choke it Back

Quit Your Bawling Mr. Emo This ain't no Pop punk bullshit No emo Boo hoo you left me This is life And how we live it We do our best And then move on Some love Some leave This is how the book is writt...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:17:00 PST

Disposable

I Love You Like An Action Figure Liars, lovers and thieves We all steal differently But we break hearts the same All you know All you become Come steal with me With a youthful heart We leave wrath and...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:11:00 PST

The Other Side of Days Later

Death Can't Make Me Leave Dance with the dead Inside my head Ditched my own funeral I've got better things to do Do you cry at my crave Or could you care less Forever departed from your arms Will you ...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:57:00 PST

Days Later

My Dead Passion Dead for too long Brain function has ceased I can not be restored Even if you could bring me back It wouldn't really be me Just a shell So bury me deep And say your goodbyes Cry if you...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:49:00 PST

Stay Or Go

You Never Really Meant That Much To Me You only want to be my friend When someone else Gets in the way Jealousy issues That's what you have And I couldn't care less But I'm so sick of you Exiting and ...
Posted by 4*ever*scorned on Sat, 31 May 2008 11:55:00 PST