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[♥] FRENCHy [♥] lost but never forgotten 01.07.06 08.06.06 && you hold the key to all our memories♥♥...put my heart in a box n mail it bak to me...♥♥♥...Im that girl u luv to hate...♥ ♥...Im spoiled and im worth it...♥ ♥...but darlin please make no mistake...♥ ♥...if u ask nicely, i kan work it...♥♥...some may say that im a bitch...♥ ♥...but dont be mad cuz u dont have my attention...♥ ♥...i have more important things to deal with...♥ ♥...if u ask nicely, you'll get luv and affection...♥♥....charmin libra wicked cute...♥ ♥...pink ice pryncez girly girl...♥ ♥...social butterfly devil too...♥ ♥...if u ask nicely, ill rock ur world...♥♥♥...heyy y'all wats up its jhamanda.....jay.....boobs....chula.....shorty or nethin else ppl mite cum up wit lol....my god given ((n parental approved)) name is jheanamer ((pronounced john-uh-mer)).....dont sweat it if u cant say it....no one ever can but if u get it congrats go bake urself a cookie or sumthin....i live in mastic ((or spastic whichever u see fit)) beach, long island n i luuuuuuv it.....luv the surf......luv the sand.....luv evrythin about it.....but i dont hail from the surf n turf.....i was aktually born in the bronx ((reppin that boogie down lol)) n i lived there until i was like 10 or sumthin n i absolutely miss it but its awesome cuz now i go there evry weekend n like i see all my family n shit n like sum of my old friends ((n the ones who i dont see i miss em like theres no tomorrow))....i go to william floyd ((fukin)) high skewl.....i luv it there too....w/the exception of a few assholes, its awesome....i have the best group of friends n id like to think my social status is good at skewl lol....im very much into fashion i abso luv it....i was raised around that kind of stuff so thats wat im all about....alotta ppl have told me im a fashion icon so i guess thanx y'all kno who u r lol....ummmm im very much into acting n dancing too....i jus had my first performance on the floyd stage on jan 20.....C.H.A.A.B n i jus started a dance class a few days ago....i deffa plan on movin out next yr to go to skewl in the city or cali.....ive also thout about studying abroad ((le sorbonne in france)) im very fluent in french ((ok well not very fluent but i can deffa make it in paris))....i luuuuv to ride....n by that i mean horses....i luuuuv my toys....ipod.....razr.....sum common misconceptions about me cleared up im negating evrythin ppl ((or haterz)) say about me....im not a bitch...im not a snob....im not spoiled.....im not rich....im not stuk up.....im not conceited.....im not a whore.....im not a boyfriend stealer.........ummm i guess thats it lol...nethin else the screennames r at the end....mad luv homies.....♥♥♥...dont ask if i have an eating disorder b/c i wont answer you...if i do its none of ur business and if i dont well then thank god. im one of the middle kids out of four grls and i ♥ them wit all my heart theyre my best friends. i go to wfhs. every day of my life is a new heartbreak and another reason to be thankful. i live between nyc, long island, and ct b/c evryone i love is spread amongst those states. im meant for fame and greatness and if u stand in my way prepare to get ur ass kicked. im dominican and i luv it reppin that flag til the day i die...dios/patria/libertad. i make it easy for you to fall in love with me and even easier to break my heart. i have neither the time nor the patience for boys but i luv them. one day my dad told me that the best day of his life was the day i was born. i say the same thing about him. 10/20 is the birthdate...remember it. i like to be called chubs....i think its cute. i hate compliments cuz idk how to react to them n half the time i cant tell if its true. i like to hold hands. i write stuff when im bored. my room is heaven. im as real as real can get. perfection is a state of mind....i have yet to reach it. the french language is a way of life. my favorite toys are my razr, my ipod, and my boys. i hate games but sumtimes ill play them wit ppl. yea, i like a lil ass touching wen i kiss evryonce in a while, its hott...♥♥♥...alrite sum shit u shuld kno about me....um i rok my sox...nah jus playin...but seriously now...i guess im jus like relly weird like....im very out there n like outgoin...if theres sumthin on my mind im gonna say it ((i.e-random outburts and declarations of when i have to pee, wether or not my boobs itch, if i find u hot, etc., u get the gist of it)) ummmm...i luuuuv to have fun like....evry second of my life is all about wat im doin n jus how fun i can make...its usually relly hard to pull me away from a good time n wen im havin fun u kno it n its jus like i go balls out n i party hardy....but unfortunatly the same thing happens when i hit rok bottom ((which i find myself doin alot lately n im not sure i like it))...i suffer from random bouts of depression...not relly but i figure im smart enuff of a person to self diagnose myself wit sum sort of illness like that fuk medical attention lol...but wen i get down n depressed i get it bad...i relly will completely isolate myself...i am known to also stop showering n brushing my hair wen im depressed or sumtimes itll be the other way around that all i do is jus sit in the bathtub n bawl like a baby ((its more emotional wen im standin under the showerhead)) or sumtimes ill sit in front of my dresser mirror n jus continualy brush my hair n be like completely n totally oblivious to life, the world n all aspects of both...im not a very hard person to hurt but...sumtimes i jus have a very passive aggressive attitude about things n jus like ok watever fuk u n ur mother if ya kno wat i mean...i am very defensive n i do have a wall that i wont let neone get thru but i mean honestly...once u get to kno sum things about me watever is behind that wall dusnt relly matter all that much dus it so y bother trying to go bak there...♥♥♥...i cant cook to save my life....or neone elses life for that matter....a few months ago i thout id try my hand at dinner...pasta seemed pretty easy so i figured y not...it jus so happened they were also giving a friends rerun on tv so i figured i culd do both...jus cook during commercials n watch tv while im waitin on stuff....obviously this didnt work cuz i had put some pasta to heat up on the stove n i figured that while i waited for it to get hot, i culd watch friends n id leave in time....well i got to attached to the tv n wen i came bak ((after hearing wat sounded like a muted atomic bomb go off)) to the kitchen, i find that the kitchen walls are splatterd in meat n mushroom sauce...sumthing is sizzling like theres no tomorrow on the stove...ah yes....n half the sauce was gone....currently being mopped up on the floor by the dog...then once i tried making mac n cheese n i dont kno wat happened but the mac turned into a lump...w/no consistency...like it relly wuld not break apart at all or nethin...it kinda suked cuz i really wanted sum mac n cheese....i set the microwave on fire once microwaving a piece of bread....speaking of which i dont kno how to make toast....the toaster never makes it rite...its either too burnt or not toasted enuff....whoever invented modern technology really shuldve sent it to cooking skewl...despite my lak of culinary skills, however, i have acquired a rather rounded n large midsection ((i.e-FATNESS!!!!!)) but no matter...i hardly feel ne of the winter breezes n chills the stik figures speak of...♥♥♥...as u prolly noticed in the last paragraph i talk ALOT...like honestly if u let me i will jus ramble n ramble n ramble ((much like im doin now)) i also like to give ppl names...no i dont mean like niknames ((altho i luv doin that too)) i mean like actualy names...theres this security guard in my skewl whos name is parker...well i wuldnt have ne of that...i felt he looked like a billy so i named him billy...now waddya kno, evryone calls parker billy ((or mr. billy for those who feel that being renamed is degradation enuff, we shuld prolly boost his pride jus a lil by making him mr.))...i also like to give things their own meanings for example...if u wuld take the time to look at the fifth to last sentence of the above paragraph written prior to this one ((vocab wit the niceness)) u will see that i used the word passive agressive...now i kno wat the word passive agressive means jus as much as i kno how to boil water ((n as u will soon find out i am greatly lackin in culinary skills))...but it sounded to me like it fit wit wat i was sayin n it fit the tone n mood of the message i was tryin to get thru...another example is the word melancholy....i have yet to find out wat that word means but jus recently i was in one of my life sux moods n i was writin a blog n i didnt kno wat mood i was in n then i saw the word melancholy n i was like hey...i am feelin kinda melancholy...even tho i dont kno wat it means....ill put my own meaning to things n use them however i say fit...im a big ditz but im a genius at heart...i tend to speak before i think but then again if u read the first paragraph then u wuld kno y i do this lol...lots of ppl find me amusin for that n it jus makes me that much funnerer to be around lol...♥♥♥...i like to be surrounded by ppl...i have a large entourage if u havent noticed ((both in DR n here)) n wherever i go im always surrounded n accompanied by at least 5 ppl...my friends r soooooooo important to me n i wuld do jus about nethin to see them happy...currently that tite nit xclusive group includes ms. rachel lopez ((chelle)) ms. amanda deluca ((mandiibra, mandii, amandamer, jhamanda)) ms. nicole shaw ((nix)) ms. jacklyn nichole richie shibel ((jacky bear, jax, nichole, nich)) ms. amber ancona ((ruby)) ms. denise s. ((d)) ms. jillian jenke((jilly)) mr. alex canas ((al)) ms. christine earlie ((chris)) ms. penny anthony ((pen n ten)) ms . maria ((miia)) mr. ernest estime ((ernie)) mr. chris fuller ((fuller)) mr. joe szezny (( joey)) mr. joe castro ((joe )) ms. kerry welden ((ker)) ms. jessica smith ((jessie)) ms. amy wnenta ((aimes, tat bitch)) ms. rose campos ((rosie)) ms. erika zambrano ((erika)) mr. travis ((trav)) mr. gelsue olivares ((gels)) ms. angelys olivares ((angy)) ms. rayza jorge ((rayza)) ms. erin miller ((miller)) mr. sean hyde ((seany boo boo butt)) ms. lisa anne alexis nardone ((lee, lexy, billy)) ms. anna maria nardone ((annie, string bean, crooklyn)) ms. dianna nardone ((dee)) ms. danielle ortiz ((d)) mr. alex ortiz ((alex)) ms. talia aversa ((tal, hoe buddy, kissing whore)) ms. jena kassay ((jena_boo, jen)) ms. rachel staplins ((mamas)) ms. alondra almanzar ((landry)) ms. liz almanzar ((lizamajig)) mr. joankarlo ortiz ((bubble butt)) mr. franklin ferrerra ((frankie, frankie babiie)), mr. elvin fontana ((hubby, elvin welvin)), mr. adaliz ((ad, huggy)), mr. chris martinez ((ugly))...i do believe ive mentioned jus about evrybody...if i forgot nebody well then u must be imagining that ur part of such an elite group ((lol)) cuz i wuld never forget neone that i luuuv...family is also tres tres importante....my sisters r sum of my best friends so r my cusins n shit...family is big to me...♥♥♥...shout outs...♥ ♥...to my chula grlz id die w/o y'all...♥...♥...peace to my homie stretch cuz we were amigos n hey anna, my other amigo, crooklyn n cronx for life bitch solo por un besooo!!! hoy es noche de sexooo =)....♥...♥...boo-j...dr will never be the same ur a pain in the ass but wat can i say u got the looks i got the personality n i guess we jus gotta live wit it lol...♥...♥...jemonknees ur the shit n u kno it lol i hope u get the job in japan if thats really wat u want i culdnt be prouder to call u my sister i luv yu...♥...♥......angelys...ur crazy homie...♥...♥...gelsue...ur hot homie...♥...♥...travis...i luv ya homie...♥...♥...nichole, ur one of my bestest friends and i wuldnt be paris without youuu i luv you wit all my heart u dont even kno lol luv ya nich luv ya bitch...♥...♥...lizamajigg even tho it takes u forty yrs to get a sentence out i still luv the fact that i can talk to u about nethin ur the best...♥...♥...landry ur out ur fuckin bird n i wuldnt want it ne other way lol i luuuuv yuu silly ass negra bitch lol...♥...♥...neone else who i mitve forgotten plz forgive me im a lil ditzy u kno it but...i luuuv y'all...♥♥♥...YO!!!!...gettin in contact wit me aint as hard as it seems nukkas lol....its very simple...make sure u gots a pen....the sn's are....iim the shiittxo -- babyphat102089ma -- hotxhotxheiress -- xxlikmextuchmexx n the email addresses are [email protected] n [email protected]...for those of y'all that have msn u can also use [email protected] for ur buddy lists...♥♥♥...902-4292... -- gasp -- ... yea thats the celly number u shuld dial it sumtime...♥♥♥...if u need to kno nethin else then in the words of ms. ashlee simpson ((♥ her))...babii jus ask me...♥♥
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