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About Me

everything is anything and anything is nothing. a complexity within itself, but not really. i struggle to do what i want, but my choices sometimes tether me down. i know i have issues to settle out within myself, and thats something i'm trying to deal with. sad and unattractive, my observations on ppl have boiled down to a couple of simple things. 1. everybody wants to be excepted in some form, disturbingly through crap sites like this and other underlying situations. 2. we are still our childhood-selves. as we grow we come out with new habbits and different ways of approaching life, but nontheless when sensitive buttons have been pushed we revert to childhood tactics. it may take others a bit more time to reach this point. but its still there. AND having said that, i would like to add ... i like to snowboard, bike, swim, boulder, have camp outs, and anything else thats active. i absolutely love anything that's Roxy made, or that deals with Santa Cruz. Beaches and ocean waves, bonfires, guitar playing, and chillen with friends is sweet. I love Reefs, and incense, and i love to play my music loud. any day when the weather is sunny and calm is bliss. taking naps at the park, or having picnics in the city is fun. =P
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My Interests



what else
i'm interested in...running around the apt like a ninja scaring my boyfriend and dog. making cakes in the wrong pans and adding food dye. campfires on the beach, drinking on the beach, sleeping on the beach, watching the star and wave crashes on the beach, having ppl with me to do that stuff on the beach. =P i love aquariums. riding my bike to obscure places. chilln downtown. drinkn. love my boyfriend. love my dog. can do without my boyfriends cat... and crap like that.

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I wrote this before i left to Oregon

I'd like to meet:

some more hippies. less ganster wannabe's. people who love art. people who believe music is art. females and males. a really good tat artist to help me out. someone who can spell better than me. a swimmer and a diver. an octopus. the homeless guy downtown who guides your car back into a free parkingspace for money. a person who thinks pullover hoodies are the hottest thing to wear. someone who knows what they're doing in life. a person who cares what i'm doing in life. a bouncer at the hottest strip club. some more gay strippers up at the Silver Dildo. someone who makes sense when they talk. a nice person who doesnt lie. a piercer to make new holes for me. the weird, the intersting, and you.

My pirate name is: Dirty Mary Kidd You're the pirate everyone else wants to throw in the ocean -- not to get rid of you, you understand; just to get rid of the smell. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr! Get your own pirate name from piratequiz.com.
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Music:

Incubus,
Sublime,
Aerosmith
311,
Janes Addiction,
Jimmy Eat World,
Beck
Gorillaz,
Maroon Five,
Dave Mathews Band,
Jack Johnson,
John Mayer,
Jason Maraz,
Tool,
Rage Against the Machine,
A Perfect Circle,
Nine Inch Nails,
Primus,
Rammstein,
Fingertight,
Dashboard Confessional,
Smashing Pumpkins,
Cold Play,
St. Germain,
Thievery Corporation,
Morcheeba,
Wax Poetics
Portishead ;) ,
Jamiroquai
The Cure,
Depeche Mode,
Poe,
Fiona Apple,
Oasis,
Black Eyed Peas,
Jurasic Five,
Sage Francis
The Roots,
People Under the Stairs,
Jungle music

Movies:

Recent movies:
Lords of Dogtown,Nacho Libre, The Family Stone, Mr. Mrs. Smith, Babel (the ending is a bit sad)

Television:

updated
my fav.s areHeroes, Miami Ink, Scrubs, My Name is Earl, The Office, etc

Books:

i bought
my first books for reading pleasure bout 4 days ago. i'm proud of myself.

MiddleSex and The Bitch Posse i'm almost done with the second chapter on middle sex, and i do say, its rather interesting.

Heroes:

sandra,
my guitarand my snwboard rome. they're awesome. my car is too. my car has been there for me and has protected me from the elements, including dumb ass pedestrians and idiot drivers.

My Blog

Holly Sh!t

as a man once told me...."i say to myself, self..." why the hell do my apendages ache? then i realized that it has to do with my job. i walk around all day with only half hour lunches and 10 minute br...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 06:35:00 PST

Oregon

i dont know if everyone knows, but i wanted to share whats been going oon with me lately. here's the basic points. -moved to oregon    -to figure out my life -dave entered my life as b/f &n...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 10:32:00 PST

California

born and raised back in cali, and i'm going there again to visit. i'm so stoked to see the family and friends. this time i have company, my best boyfriend dave and dog are travel'n down together. i fe...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 09:50:00 PST

turkey this in your pie hole

my words can't contain nearly as much as i feel about myself sometimes. i am rather disappointed in how i see myself and handle things in completely easy situations. the fact that i cant be satisfied ...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 08:25:00 PST

something on my mind

::sigh:: there are some ppl in life that you meet that can change you forever. who makes you wanna be a better person. who you'll wait on a rescue line that is slipping from your hands for. and every...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 10:42:00 PST

Dreams...

since i've moved i seem to be having similar dreams, all which include some type of violence. last nights dream was the most sureal. i had the barrel of a gun less than a foot away from my head when ...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 11:50:00 PST

SCORPIO AsTrOlOgY

SCORPIO Scorpios are disruptive and cruel- and they like it that way. They spent their childhood pulling the wings off flies and now they feel hampered and restricted because they cant do it as an adu...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mind out of order

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Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I before E, pIErcings PART DUEX

got me my industrial last friday. not my vertical one. but that's all my ears fault. got a mini instead. gawd it hurt. ...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wash california out my hair

i've been thinking about moving up to oregon for the rest of the year or just summer. not sure. just to get california out of my hair and some ppl who live in it. the only real problems that occur are...
Posted by you luv me, dont be stupid on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST