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THE VIXEN vaL

live life like there's no tomorrow.

About Me

hiiiii. i'm val. i like the ocean and stars and music and i LOOOOOOOVE my boyfriend. i like to think positive. i'm very calm. i like to laugh and just watch movies and play nintendo and have a good time. i was recently diagnosed with hodgkins lymphoma and i find the best way to deal with it is to keep smiling, be happy im here, and stay positive because i'm going to be cured and i know i'm going to live a long life.you just gotta live life like there's no tomorrow, and stay smiling.

My Interests

love. the ocean and all its mysteries. learning something new. laying together and just talking. silence. reading a good book. experiencing something amazing. museums. finally opening up your eyes. facing your biggest fear. vampires. forgetting about anything and everything. closing your eyes and seeing what's there. holding hands. kissing. being free.

I'd like to meet:

I am a machine, no longer living. Just a shell of what I dream.
people with amazing stories. ones that can teach me things about life and make me understand the world a little better. i'm tired of people who just party and drink and waste life away doing stupid things.

Music:

all kinds... no doubt. coldplay. dredg. bush. garbage. smashing pumpkins. portishead. movie scores and soundtracks (donnie darko, romeo and juliet, irreversible. requiem for a dream, beetlejuice...) 80s stuff. 70s stuff. 60s stuff. whatever sounds good.

Movies:

tank girl. the little mermaid. the lake house. cinderella. irreversible. edward scissorhands. drop dead fred. beetlejuice. romeo + juliet. being john malkovich. freddy kreugar. interview with the vampire. etc...

Television:

the daily show. colbert report. history channel. family guy. gilmore girls. girls next door. robot chicken. the batman cartoon. heroes.

Books:

the catcher in the rye. harry potter. catwoman comics... among some other ones.

Heroes:


this guy. lol.

My Blog

love

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never gla...
Posted by THE VIXEN vaL on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:14:00 PST

4 in the morning

Wakin up to find another dayThe moon got lost again last nightBut now the sun has finally had it's sayI guess I feel alrightBut it hurts when I think,When I let it sink inIt's all over meI know you'r...
Posted by THE VIXEN vaL on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 02:31:00 PST

my photography.

I set up a deviantart site which will feature my artwork. But until I am finished adding everything, here is just a little taste:"Daisies""Table in Isolation""Spilled Beauty""Toilet"comments and crit...
Posted by THE VIXEN vaL on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 12:57:00 PST

a beautiful destruction.

sometimes i thinkno one can seehow bad i want to take apart this machinemy head is going haywire and feels like an OCDwhere nothing around me is rightand it's all upside downand i feel like i have to...
Posted by THE VIXEN vaL on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 02:19:00 PST

girl in 585.

you told her i love you in zero's and one'sand told me the same via system of wire.her tanned fleshy canvas hangs on your mirrorand mine is half covered with shadowed endeavor.sweet words and talks a...
Posted by THE VIXEN vaL on Sun, 07 May 2006 01:34:00 PST

Shadowed Lines

Shadowed LinesShadowy figuresCascade to the groundLingering SlowlyWithout a sound.Sneaking behindPulsating uponYou may never knowWhere they lie on.Fast paced environmentHushed by the breezeA calm ove...
Posted by THE VIXEN vaL on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 03:49:00 PST

r.i.p. jim mclaughlin. :(

i don't know if you guys knew jim or if you even care, but an old friend of mine died recently on monday night/tuesday morning. he took his own life and it just saddens me everyday to think about it....
Posted by THE VIXEN vaL on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST