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The Patient¹¹³

shhhh, listen.

About Me


Flesh Goes On Pleasuring Us
And Humiliating Us,
Right To The End


i aspire to be a failed novelist and a (good) starving artist when i get around to growing up,
these days i'm still just a baby, with a lot of growing up and a lot of learning still left to do,
i'm taking everything in one day at a time.
i've barely started, but i catch on quick.
i am easily amused,
but not easily interested.
i have a wicked bad mouth, a morbid sense of humor, a hurricane temper and self-defense mechanisms galore...
but, the most genuine heart.
art, brutal honesty, and a good argument are all things i greatly enjoy. among a million, ever-changing other things.
i surround myself with amazing people everday.
i speak it the way i feel it.
i speak a lot.
i speak loudly.
and i absolutely love my life.


Dr. Dino Poop Says:
-The Patient¹¹³ is: walking to the ends of the earth to watch the apocalypse take place. she can't afford to miss it for the world.

My Interests


.Natural Selection And Porn.


LIKES:

the land of Oz, airports, true friends, laughter, life, the lover, simple pleasures, sanity, awkward silence, cheap liquor, expanding my mind, understanding, compassion, random acts of kindness, the movement of your lips, the way the air smells after a hard rain, comfortable underwear, auto erotic asphyxiation, being naked, momentary breakdowns, fairy tales, pushing my threshold, long drives to the middle of nowhere in particular, uncontrolled thoughts, high heels, couture, blood, morbidity, intelligent conversation, being exactly who i am, inner workings, the then, the now, the tomorrow, being referred to as a broad/dame/bird, having an open mind, tasteless humor, red meat, needles, art, pain, spontaneity, happiness, body modification, city lights, philosophy, psychology, photography, cooking, painting, reading, blindness caused by love, the ocean, light, rough sex, love, irony, bondage, fetish modeling, werewolves, zombies, tragedy, screaming, being an odd number, open sexuality, freedom of speech, chai tea, facial expressions, first times, self-defense mechanisms, post-orgasm moments, burlesque, self assurance, brutal honesty, peace

DISLIKES:

abandonment, condescension, silence, complete darkness, ignorance, stupidity, distance, being an odd number, organized religion, peta, nuclear warfare, the president, the Bush administration, martyrdom, narcissism, over-sized egos, desperation, traffic, crying, prepubescents, malevolence, being sick, feeling inferior, losing composure, depressives, Judas friends, racism, onions, domestic violence, animal abuse, the back roads of indiana, hitchhikers, passive-aggressive bullshit, spiders, chainsaws, sharks, rabbits, tubas, traitors, rash decisions, letting people in beyond the point of safety and return

VICES:

delusions of grandeur, being an odd number, codependency, hopeless romance, wrath, cigarettes, alcohol, forgiveness, lust, unrestrained thought, widemouthed, curiosity, gore, morbidity, contradiction

The End.

I'd like to meet:



i already know them

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My Blog

Give As Good As You Get

i don't know how to even begin the details or the bold outlines to this past week or few days. or even the months to come.let's begin by stating that my extended, unloving and unrelenting family flew ...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 04:17:00 PST

Consider This Sound A Movement Toward Absolution

consider it, then, a life lesson:if you can understand this -then you come from lands of iceyou understand the northern lights and the illusions that play outacross the endless glaciersjust earthly wo...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Tue, 29 May 2007 08:18:00 PST

There Is An Anchor In This Sky Of Hope

i want to build a cityaround this lighthouse of hopecenter it,and watch the waves turn colorswe will reside with ghostsand have coke for breakfastbecause this is how we were taughtto live.i stretch ou...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Sat, 19 May 2007 10:29:00 PST

All Of My Favorite Words Are Odd Numbers

i knew itthat you'd walk overwith a sneer across that cleanly shaven face of yoursand tell me that i'm exactly as you picturedbut when you're finished talking about yourselfi'll tell you the only true...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Wed, 16 May 2007 05:16:00 PST

The Girl With A Mile Long Arm

and we drove to placeslost and foundwhere we saw castles made of lightand stray soundguarded by an army of treeswe saw the ghosts of thosewho had come before usand never found their way homebut we lau...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Mon, 14 May 2007 03:03:00 PST

Every Time You Try To Kill Yourself, I Can't Help But Laugh

you promised me onceleft me standing twicethey just keep telling methat third time's a charmi want to put on make-up just because i don't have anyone to impress. i don't want to impress anyone. just b...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Sun, 13 May 2007 08:48:00 PST

We Regret To Inform You That You Are Currently Experiencing Death By Ideality

i have memorized this feelingforgetting breadcrumbs as i continuei have remembered this untrodden waywinding,the farther back i carry myself,the greater the chances are that i shall forgetbut not long...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Thu, 10 May 2007 06:35:00 PST

I'm Slowly Learning That A Siren Can Still Sing A Lullaby

we dismember ourselvesand trade bone structuresnonchalantly trading arm spans and heightconfusing everyone else is only a cover upfor the satisfaction we will havewhen the pain of change subsidesi hav...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:52:00 PST

Stand Your Ground, The Beast Will Move On

it seems that in these timesthere is a rise of the deadhungry for soulsthey feed on painbut we've always been ready for today,and tomorrow will not prove difficult.my love, we are of a different breed...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 01:25:00 PST

Truth Is A Matter Of Opinion And Perspective

clear the air,look left,look right.calm your nerves.you'll wake up soon.this is only a test.i repeat,only a test.to put it simply, i have been under a ridiculous amount of stress this past week, and f...
Posted by The Patient¹¹³ on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 07:55:00 PST