I love to write. As of yet, I have nothing published, but that is my goal. I also enjoy hiking, camping, reading, getting pissed off at closed-minded rednecks and listening to live music, usually at Cartoon's.
You should check out Greg Frazier and the Dropouts in my friends space...A very talented band. Another great band that plays at Cartoons and is one of the sweetest bunch of guys you'll ever know is Lost Highway. Go check them out if you haven't already!
And, perhaps the most creative of all, is my friend Skip Skiffington who has so many projects going on I can't list them all.
Here are some more samples of my writing. Please let me know what you think......
EMPTY
What is behind my eyes when I look at you?
What do I see?
Nothing, I am empty.
What do I feel when I touch you?
When I kiss you?
Nothing, I am empty.
What is in my head when your name arises?
When you're not around?
Nothing, I am empty.
What can make me cry?
What scares me?
Everything, I am empty.
RAPTURE
Oh, sweet face, pull me close and kiss me.
Oh, strong arms surround me!
Caress me with your wondering hands,
Nibble on my body…..BITE ME!
Breathe your warm breath on my neck,
Bring every hair on my body to attention.
Run your hands through my hair,
Gently at first, then PULL IT!
Open up each of your senses,
Smell me, feel me, TASTE ME!
Let me wiggle on your lap,
Let me familiarize myself with your kiss.
Feel my breath and my lips,
Only centimeters from your skin.
Tease me to the point of screaming.
Make me WANT you!
Feel my massaging hands, my nails.
Allow my grip to tighten, don't flinch.
Wrap me in your naked body,
Press close so I can feel you throbbing.
Dance and squirm with me as we kiss.
Pull me closer still….
When it is too much to take any longer,
PENETRATE ME!
Feel deep inside me with your hardness.
Play around in my wetness.
Feel my movements and meet them.
More in rhythm now, deeper, slower, faster!
Allow yourself to become one with me
As I feel my little death!
Let me pull you in, grind you
Until you EXPLODE!
TORTURED SOUL
Cut my heart out with a spoon.
Dig in deep as onlookers swoon.
Slit my throat with a dull-edged sword.
A release of a scream, you can’t afford.
Drill into my skull with a broken bit.
Turn me into a mass of drool and spit.
Use dull scissors to cut off my toes.
No pain will end my worries and woes.
Rape my innards with a baseball bat.
Turn me into dinner for a starving rat.
Penetrate my flesh with a rounded knife.
Go ahead and take it! Take my life!
Mix my blood with the finest wine.
Drink it down as on my heart you dine.
Torture my body, do as you will.
But torture my soul no more, I’ve had my fill!
OPEN MIND
So many possibilities behind what is this world.
Close my mind to them and.......
Close my mind to learning, to understanding.
No, I must keep my mind open.
Some of the things he does, I don't understand.
Close my mind to them and.......
Close my mind to my life, my love.
No, I must keep my mind open.
My past has hurt me many times.
Close my mind to it and.......
Close my mind to wisdom, to growing.
No, I must keep my mind open.
FLOWER
Oh, lovely flower, I am mesmerized by your beauty.
I don’t care that you are more than a flower.
I don’t care that you have come back year after year to see so many changes.
I don’t want to hear how you yourself have changed each year.
All I see is your pureness, your beauty, I want to possess you.
I want to smell your sweet scent, bury my nose in it, surround myself with it.
I want to taste the sweet juice from your stamen, lick it up, indulge in it.
I must touch your soft petals, feel them against my skin.
I cant hear you, I’m lost in your colors, your bright, happy colors.
You have no idea what I really want from you, beautiful flower.
You have mistaken my tenderness for love, for awe.
You should know better, sweet flower, you've been picked before.
Torn from the ground by someone like me.
Why then? Oh why do you let me touch you, smell you, taste you?
Do you think I am any different?
Because I look at you in a way the others didn’t?
Because I am more gentle, more honest?
Forgive me sweet flower, but you are wrong!
I will smell your sweetness, taste your juices, feel your softness.
You will give into me because I hold you like no other.
But, oh, lovely flower, what do you have to give me now?
I have taken all of you into me, there are other flowers in this field just as beautiful as you.
I must have them as well.
I don’t want to listen to the stories you have to tell.
All the moons you’ve seen, the stars you’ve named.
Hold your breath, oh precious one, I will pluck you now....
Pluck you, then throw you down so that I may find a new flower.
It’s your fault, sensitive flower, for trusting me....
ON MY OWN
The freedom in my heart I feel,
The smile on my face is real.
The only life I have to live,
Finally, no one else’s to give.
I’m free to be me,
Truly, wholly, completely.
SAPPY LOVE POEM FOR NO ONE
If I were ever to love again, it would be too soon.
If your touch were just a memory, it would be my ruin.
Please hold me, hold me tight,
There’s a feeling in my heart I can’t fight.
I thought I’d loved others before,
But this, this is so much more.
I started out so hurt, so unsure,
Then you showed me love, love so true and pure.
You took me from anger and tears,
With your kiss and your touch, you silenced my fears.
You lay down beside me and we make love,
Then I look in your eyes and thank an angel above.
You were sent to me, I know in my heart,
And what we have now is just the start.
You are a friend in whom I can confide,
I hold your hand, proud to be by your side.
I know, my love, that I don’t want to live without you,
So I promise, my love, to always be true.
So please love, say you’ll leave me never,
Then I’ll know this love is forever.
I'd like to meet:
Anyone who is not normal and boring. People who think outside the box.
Robin Williams - He's funny, attractive, can play even serious rolls, he's a total spaz. I don't know, I've always had a crush on him.....
I mentioned before that I would like to meet a great great aunt, or something close to that, named Phoebe America. Well, I had a talk with my grandma the other day, and it is not Phoebe I would like to meet, but her daughter Netty Kimberling. It was Netty who was angry one day when she took her horse out for a ride. She ran her horse hard, dispatching her anger onto the horse. A suitor showed up (he later married a great great aunt on my great grandpa's side of the family instead of Netty who was on my great grandma's side). It is said that Netty was very beautiful and the sight of her when she was at the top of the hill with her long hair flowing and the sun haloing her face as she galloped and whipped her horse to where her suitor was waiting made him fall in love with her instantly. But, alas, she was in so much of a rage that she had pushed the poor horse too far. It was windbroke, they had to shoot it. When she stopped the horse at her suitor's feet and the horse collapsed of exhaustion, her suitor put his hat back on and turned and walked away saying "I love her, but she is too much woman for me."
These pictures are from my 31st birthday party with my family at Olive Garden. My birthday was Oct 9, but we celebrated on the 14th because my sister was in town. It was one of the greatest days ever! I love having most of the people I care about in one place having a great time with each other!
*Notice my cake. My stepdad Rodney made it. He's taking cake decorating classes at OTC right now. I think he needs to work on mixing food coloring. LOL! It's ok, I mean, Wonder Woman is Amazon, there's a good chance that she should be pretty dark, don't ya think?
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Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male
You have a total boy brain
Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts
And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...
You never like to get feelings too involved
What Gender Is Your Brain?
Music:
I love music!! What I listen to depends on if I'm in a dance mood or a medatative mood. I'm mainly a classic rock, folk/celtic, ambient and alternative lover, but as long as it's not sappy, crappy country I listen to it. That's not to say I don't like country at all, just not crappy country. I know, "crappy country" is almost a redundant statement. Although, I do have to say that Mark Chapman , who is on my friends space, sings country and he sings it quite well. I'd much rather listen to him than most of today's top stars. Maybe that's because I'm partial, I've been listening to him sing for a few years now.
Another awesome musician I have to mention is Ryan Butler . Good stuff!
While you're checking out bands, go peak at Eric Ellingsworth and EX2 . They are both Eric and they are both awesome!
All of the bands/musicians I have mentioned in the above two sections are great guys (and pretty hot too!). I encourage you to go check each of them out because they are each unique in their sounds and all very talented. And did I mention that they are all great guys?
Movies:
I'm not big into chick flicks, but some are ok. I love psychological thrillers and good old fashioned, blood and guts horror flicks. Of course, there are times when I just need to see a good comedy.
Television:
I really don't watch that much TV. I try to catch Criminal Minds and The Family Guy if at all possible. I also like House and How I Met Your Mother.
Books:
Again, I like psychological thrillers. I also like cultural books like Memoirs of a Geisha or books by Amy Tan. I really like fiction novels that include a lot of historical and/or cultural and geographical non-fiction. Dan Simmons is quickly becoming my favorite author. I'm currently reading Middlesex which is basically a hermaphrodite's version of "Catcher in The Rye", but not quite as funny. I'ts actually very interesting so far....
Heroes:
My grandparents. (All 4 of them) I know it's sappy, but it's true.
