a little bit older |
im still learning who i really am, i havent exactly figured it out yet - slowly, painfully, but with an open mind and heart tho im learning. One thing i am understanding right now is i guess the beaut...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 02:26:00 PST |
All the Ways You Devistate Me |
this an old thing that i wrote... but its been my favorite so read it... this was written at the end of my first downe relationship that lasted for about a little more than a year...
the ...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Wed, 24 May 2006 02:55:00 PST |
Unfaitful... thoughts in 07.2004 |
this is another thing that i wrote as i was going through some things... yes i have been cheated on and its one of teh most painful things ive ever felt in my life... so read it...
there are ma...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Wed, 24 May 2006 02:54:00 PST |
VanChit |
=.( im really sad right now... whenever i had problems the two people that would always cheer me up just by being there is leaving me tomorrow... my brother n his baby girl vanessa... this is my ode t...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Wed, 10 May 2006 11:42:00 PST |
The Greatest Irony of Love |
The greatest irony of love::loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life......
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 03:35:00 PST |
thank you friend |
Theres never truly been a balance between friendship and lovers. You can say their both equal but deep inside you know which youd choose. The balance is hypothetical tipping on opposite side of the ...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 10:30:00 PST |
Heaven's Grocery Store |
I was walking down life's highway, not knowing what for,
When i saw a sign that read, "Heaven's Grocery Store."
As i got a little closer, the door came open wide,
and when i came to myself, i was...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
im not strong enough |
it seems im not strong enough... it seems im not pure enough... to break me, change me, make me whole again... it seems im not wise enough to take one chance on me... please give me the heart and cour...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
open your heart to the moment |
A basic principle to live by is to open your heart to 'what is', instead of insisting that life be a certain way. This idea is important because much of our internal strugle stems from our desire to c...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
a lil something for being unfaithful.. |
there are many ups and downs in a relationship.. but the worst thing that you can ever do to ruin it is to cheat on the one person you love. hurting, fighting, arguing.. all drama but essential for th...
Posted by Michael Ortmann on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
