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About Me

THE PROFILE SONG SAYS IT ALL. ===================================================== Well, what can I say that no one has heard before? I live in Torrington with my son Reed. I am in love with a wonderful guy (though I am still adjusting to his narcissistic behavior). I'm not thrilled with my job. But I know it won't be my career, and its a pay check. I'm slightly neurotic and I won't lie, I don't have high self esteem or confidence in myself. But I am further now than I was before my son and my boyfriend. I put alot of time into writing and drawing with charcoal. I like working with my hands, though with the medication I am on, my hands have been pretty shaky lately. For the time being, things are looking up and I feel better now. I like meeting people, though at first I am very quiet. Once you get to know me, I'm usually a great friend to have. I like to help people, and I am an excellent listener. Well, I guess that is enough. If you want to know more, then I guess you will just have to get to know me. animal layout @ Unique MySpace Layouts - Movie Layouts - Music Layouts - More MySpace Layouts! - MySpace Tools

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Cold Soul
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Often the most intelligent type of soul. Everyone thinks your weird, and you resent them for that. You don..'t keep friends very well but quite honestly that is your curse and your power. With your Cold soul you have a deep well of power at your disposal, use it wisely.

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My Interests

Insanity, music, photography, writing, and the outdoors. I am flyingmonkey on www.poets.comWhat kind of Dragon are you?
Black Dragon

You are a loner. you do not like people to be around you. Your a little bit Hot tempered.

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Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

I'd like to meet:

People who have a sense of humor, cool, laid back, open minded people who know how to stay in the limits of comfort levels Love Wins at 1of1Clothing.comSeether - Truth

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Music:

damn near anything but hip-hop and rapseether~fine again

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Movies:

Comedy, cheesey horror, actionLucy's Remedy

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Television:

Yes, I have one

Books:

I CAN READ????

Heroes:

Mom (Army), Dad (Vietnam Vet), my brother Edd (Marine), My sister Kathy (single mother of 3), my Brother Matt (been through more hell than he should have), My lil sister Becky (had the guts to make a change to better herself), My boyfriend Allen (never had anything easy), the men and women in our Armed forces for fighting for everything we believe in, and ANYONE who had the courage to stand for what they feel is right.

My Blog

forget it

never mind the blog before this one, forget it..nothing will ever change
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 06:35:00 PST

Moving On

It's time to move on. Time to let of my past. Time to start living for today. I have held on on to some things that I shouldn't. I have held grudges that I should have let go of so very long ago. ...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:54:00 PST

sigh

I cry...When I look in the mirror.I try...So hard to be something.I know...I will never amount to much.I grow...But not enough to know better.I hate...What I have become.I rate...At the very bottom of...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Sat, 26 May 2007 07:51:00 PST

nervous

well, all i am just a wee bit nervous. if allen doesn't get this job, he is talking about leaving CT..and i am not too sure if he plans on me going with him, or if he is going to just split and ...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 03:46:00 PST

i don't know what to do...

I don't know what to do anymore, it is very obvious that someone i love is already getting tired of me being the way that i am..like i have any control over it... i really don't know anymore..i want t...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 06:51:00 PST

what's going to happen?

i'm scared lately, and very worried..how long is it going to take the people in my life to get tired of me depending on them because of this fucking illness? I'll never live anywhere near a "nor...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 05:56:00 PST

Remember Me

Emotions rage inside me And I'm too tired to fight Blood may spill and souls may burn Tonight may be the night So fake is our society So shallow are their souls Every look they shoot at me Fills my he...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 04:14:00 PST

What I Want

I just want a day off. I want someone to consider how I feel about everything. I want to be able to just be, without being a mother, a maid, a co worker, or whatever kind of emotionless th...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 06:47:00 PST

Have You Ever?

Have you ever loved someone so much That you could taste them on your lips? Smell them on your skin? Feel them in your soul? Have you ever wanted to touch them so bad That it hurt like hell when you c...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 07:17:00 PST

untitled

How do I say I love youWhen I don't think I can?How do I tell you how I feelWhen even I don't understand?What would make me think that you would careIf I told y...
Posted by Scapegoat to the World on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 05:53:00 PST