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THE PROOF IS IN THE PUDDING. Well, it is LOVE.. I'm totally inlove. :[

About Me

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Okay, seriously though. I am a pretty mellow person. I’m not all about yelling constantly or fighting; I am always up for a good debate though. FRANKLY, if you’re a hot headed person we’re more than likely to butt heads. I don’t have time or room in my life for phonies. I don’t play pretend with my friends and I expect the same in return. Some people don’t seem to get my attitude so let me explain it to you; I am very optimistic, and I do not judge as quick as most people judge me. I have a lot of dreams and hopeless inspirations. My room may be a mess, but I know where everything is. My mind is constantly running, so if you think you’re clever you’ll use the right words when you talk to me. I don’t need to be the same, and don’t urge to be different. My world is filled with a lot of faith, a spoon full of love, and tea spoon of remedy. I’m up close and personal, and some people like that, most can‘t hang. I love talking when I’m buzzed; there’s nothing like a good buzz and good conversation just at the right time in the right place. I am a hopeless romantic as much as most people can’t seem to think so or believe so. I’m definitely a daddy’s girl, and there’s nothing wrong with that. I’m not spoiled, and I’m not selfish; I never had the chance to relish in either. I do think of others, and sometimes, if you really make me upset, you and the world will know exactly what I think of you. I’m frank with others, don’t be afraid to do the same with me. I read to escape, and I paint to expose. I’m down for love, and down for my family and friends. I don’t need much but a paint brush and my sweet realities. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life, (the most beautiful mistakes), and haven’t always been nice to others, I’ve lived and I learn. It takes guts to change so I’m still hard, ha-ha. Life is perfect, perfectly perfect the way it should be- don’t ever let anyone tell you any different. Spread the word, and love yourself for you, break free from the story tellers in your life and build.

My Interests

Things I enjoy: Looking at dead things; humans, animals, etc., Working, I like listening to music; preferably the songs that drives my mom nuts, watching I love Lucy, collecting; pigs, CD's , pictures, and thoughts. Playing cards ; tog-its, and whatnot. Writing, reading; mostly about true stories, tragedy whatnot kind of stuff. Eating, Cutting up pictures, designing my salon, cutting hair, talking on the phone; laughing; esp. making fun of people. I LOVE PAINTING, singing to myself, Bagging on my mom, driving my mom nuts, finding new ways for my mom to ask why, sleeping, showering, Sweet kisses, Long and drives and long talks on the phone, reminiscing, doing my nails; and other fancy things like so. Floppy disks , Thai food, websites, SN's, Green stuff, bEst fRiends, Chest, Dvd's , drawings, Anton. running with scissors!, sleeping in, staying up late, 5 tacos for 4.99!, 7:11!, SHORT HAIR, LONG HAIR, ANY KIND OF HAIR!; EWE. EXCEPT SMELLY HAIR!, PARTNERSHIP, ETC

I'd like to meet:

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the cool cats Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whisper's "Hello, I miss you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms I know what I want, wouldn't it be nice, to hold hands in the end? I'll kiss you soft so you know it is love since the first time I pressed my lips against yours.

Music:

I'm pretty well rounded, I love music.

Movies:

Eh. I rather be in movies living my life, rather then sitting in the movies watching someone else's make believe life... But I have a few FAVORITES.

Television:

Not for real-real.. Just for play-play.

Books:

I love Books! Not for play, play, but for real reals.

Heroes:

GROWING UP. MY BOYS They take me the way I am.& geo. You have changed my life, although you think otherwise. U_u*

My Blog

seems like just yesterday we were the same

How did it change?.. Well, we're on our way to Vegas and I had some things on my mind and I just wanted to jot it down before I forget... do you remember me? Right now I feel so small. I want to take ...
Posted by rae..d? on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 01:33:00 PST

wow.. nearly speechless.

You take me the way I am. Something incredible happen to me today& I don't even know how to put it in words. All I could say is I haven't felt this way in a long time, and it feels so damn right. I'...
Posted by rae..d? on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:02:00 PST

LOVE, LOVE, LOOOVE

I just wish for once- someone would take me for the way I am. I'm such a difficult person to be with, I'm sure some people lose their hair when dealing with me. I mean well, I really I do. Now, I'm no...
Posted by rae..d? on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 06:27:00 PST

oh deary me..

well. its been a while and lately I've been losing sleep more than usual. well frankly I'm quite the isomniac but its not that I've just been wanting to be awake or anything; I mean I go out and I hav...
Posted by rae..d? on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 11:51:00 PST

Dear so-called FRIEND.. whatever

no names...     What happened? I've always been down for you, whenever you were in trouble I was the one who cleaned it up, and when you decided that you could let go, who had the drama held...
Posted by rae..d? on Tue, 08 May 2007 02:47:00 PST

seriously though...

When I love someone, I mean I LOOOOOOVVEE someone.   Ahhahaa... Honestly I'm a loving person, that's just how I am.. Some people don't seem to think so, but I'm also pretty romantic.. I also know...
Posted by rae..d? on Thu, 03 May 2007 11:25:00 PST

OKAY.,

It's a beautiful day to feel brand new, ..yeah?
Posted by rae..d? on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:17:00 PST

I'm not here for sure...

Monday morning came too soonIt's entering my forgotten roomDiquised as the morning sunand I should be on the runBut i'm hereWaiting for youTo come and rescue meFrom this awful blueMonday morningCaught...
Posted by rae..d? on Tue, 01 May 2007 03:49:00 PST

well...

I just poured my heart out,... and there's bits of it on the floor.
Posted by rae..d? on Tue, 01 May 2007 02:20:00 PST

I feel..

Kind of stupid.
Posted by rae..d? on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 09:28:00 PST