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L.Ð.

I've been through so many struggles and so much pain, it's surprising I can still write with passion

About Me

Things are changing, and this time it's for keeps
Changing the ways that made me into me
The past was great, yet my present is bleak
I guess it's my fault that those wishes I couldn't keep
I'm starting a new life, one that I desire
Away from it all and out of the fire
My hands are stained in words I cannot hold
My vision is blurred from all I had behold
There was a fine line and I crossed it over
No amount of luck could change, even a four-leaf clover
This is my new story, and this time I'm living the dream
The darkness now begins in my life, paying me back for what I couldn't redeem...
"Twice did i realize that I had struck my gold, but did I twice found that trail to grow cold; they say ..third times the charm.., yet all I still feel is harm; I've searched far and wide, high and low, still to this day I cannot find that magical glow; if you're that one that slipped from my hands, please come back to me and together we'll create a new land..." - Dewayne
"If my actions cannot convey how I feel for you, then these three words can... I love you" - Dewayne
Let me start this over...well my name's Dewayne, or D for short, I just turned 20 back in July 14th so one more year before the entire world is open to me. I'm a laid-back kind of guy, I just look for simple things in life but sometimes even that is hard to come by. I stand about 5'4-5'5 (yeah I know, I'm short) and don't weigh too much..I just got the muscles to show. I'm a poet, and I've been one for about 6-7 years. I'm constantly told I should publish what I have but I don't know how to go about doing so, so if anyone has any ideas, let me know. When you get to know me, you'll see a side that's different from most guys you meet. Especially if it's with a girl I really like and want to be with. I'm a charmer, a romantic, but I'm not afraid to fight for what I know, and stand strong against anything. I don't run from fights, but I don't start them either. When I get mad, my temper flares into something that would prolly scare you, but it's real hard to get me that mad. If you ever did, then most likely we aren't speaking so whoever's reading this know it isn't about you. I show respect to everyone, no matter who you are, or what you stand for. That's just how I believe people should be, and I follow that golden rule Do Unto Others As You Would Have Them Do Unto You so if there's anything else you'd like to know, feel free to ask, I'm open for anything, and no question is too far off to answer... if you like to get to know me then I have messengers and the like, so feel free to add, I love to talk and who knows what could happen.....
Things I like...
poetry, games, personalities of people, having fun if I ever could, and just anaylyzing everything..I can be the most sophisticated guy you ever met :P
~ People who I relate to
~ People who earn my trust
~ People that are cool to get along with and know
~ R&B Music..helps my poetry work
~ Poems
~ Video Games..yep...that's my spare time hobby when I get bored
~ Singing, or trying to
~ Writing songs
~ Practicing on the guitar
"This is My Story"
In a million years the world could not have predicted what would occur
The vision of a normal life must've been a blur
When I wake up and realize I'm alive for another day
I pick up my tools and think while I pray
"If I was to go when the sun is set high"
"Open up the gates of heaven and into it I'll fly"
"If I was to go when the moon strikes low"
"Open up a river for me and onto I'll row"
"If I was to go when there are stars in the sky"
"Make a wish for me so my tears could dry"
"If I was to go when the sun and moon are side by side"
"Carry my love and express these feelings I hide"
Once I'm finished and said what I've could
I reflect back on my life and think of all my good
So this is only just the beginning of what I hope is my fame to glory
To tell the world that this is my story...
- Dewayne
Now things I dislike...
Dislikes..hmm
- If I dislike you you'll know
- If I hadn't said anything then obviously I don't dislike you :D
- People that get on my nerves..you'll know this too
- Those who say I have no feelings at all just cause I'm a guy, aye..if that was the case how can I write what I do...
- Broccoli...man I hate that, I will never ever eat it again..I'd gag easily
- My illness of asthma, it sucks, but I'm working through it
"My Tears are Invisible"
So many times did I believe I found the one
Only to realize that my heart would again be torn
I took the last straw and tossed it away
"Nothing lasts forever." is as true as people say
I broke my own heart and just wanted to rot
I was left alone even though I fought
They say true love can be miles away
If so then why did my true love leave me a-stray?
Now it's over and I let the darkness back in
I just wish I could restore things the way they'd been
There were times filled with joy, pain, and sadness
Though through it all we stuck together pass the madness
I want to cry but for what reason should I?
I've already burned my eyes to where I want to die
I'm tired of it all and this just isn't my place
I've lost my love and my only saving grace...
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My Interests

..poetry, video games, night time, some other things...

I'd like to meet:

It doesn't really matter...

oh yeah..my car..

Whadsayname is....

MySpace Layouts MySpace Layouts
MySpace Codes
MySpace Backgrounds

Music:

..R&B for the most part..along with almost everything else... I don't have favorite singers or bands or such..I just like the music..all depends on my mood, since it helps me write, too

Movies:

Man On Fire..

Television:

X Play, Dragon Ball, Dragon Ball Z, Dragon Ball GT, NFL Network..all kinds of stuff, homie

Books:

"The Box" was one of my favorite..it's a horro-science fiction book..based on slowing down time...also, "To Kill a Mockingbird" for another and "The Great Gatsby" wo0...so much more, actually..

Heroes:

My Parents..my family L.C.

My Blog

Rain on My Parade

Rain on my parade the way you do Cast away all I held and thought to be true Your winds blow harder than I can stand So I'm laying down my shield cause I've done all I can There's no more energy left ...
Posted by L.Ð. on Thu, 08 May 2008 02:02:00 PST

Weather or Whether

I've decided that this is my time That I need to get out there and get mine I know myself so I know what to do I'm the best at these words and I know it's true So why do I feel so lost and so alone? T...
Posted by L.Ð. on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:41:00 PST

Dance

"Dance" Do I really know what makes me click? Is it this feeling I get where I just can't quit? I make it my dream to figure this all out To know these truths beyond a shadow of a doubt I set these go...
Posted by L.Ð. on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:04:00 PST

Check out this video: Freestyle to Oxycotin

Just doin' what I do..another flow to try to help time pass and go...Check out this video: Freestyle to Oxycotin Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by L.Ð. on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 01:10:00 PST

undefined Freestyle to I Get Money

I was bored when I did this one too...lol thought I'd clown around..I know I can't do it but it's fun anywayundefined Freestyle to I Get Money Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by L.Ð. on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:01:00 PST

undefined Myspace Intro

just me on a myspace intro..lol hahaundefined Myspace Intro Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by L.Ð. on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 01:41:00 PST

They Cant See Me

They can't see me..and this is what it is, this is what it do, this might not be pretty, but it's true.  This is the real world, so I ain't playin fair, I grabbin whatever I can, cause in the end...
Posted by L.Ð. on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:32:00 PST

Can You See

"Can You See&" If you can see in my eyes The joy I have when I see you pass by If you can see in my lips The love I feel when our hands grip If you can see in my voice That I'm glad you made me your ...
Posted by L.Ð. on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 07:42:00 PST

The Guy I Am and The Girl I Seek

This is two poems about me, and the type of girl I've been looking for..yeah..that'd be a miracle   "The Guy I Am" I am the guy who would go for broke Just to make sure you'd stay afloat I am th...
Posted by L.Ð. on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 07:38:00 PST

When Do I Feel Love

"When Do I Feel Love&?" Love is an emotion that's tough to express Sometimes it's even harder to truly confess So how do I know when that arrow has hit? When do I feel love when my world has quit? I ...
Posted by L.Ð. on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 07:50:00 PST