Nelson James

To be perfectly honest, I have a very hard time calling myself a "Christian" because of all that "Christain" means. I am so unworthy of the title that I nearly shudder at the word. I am far from what the world expects to see when they disect my life...I am however a believer....Not perfect, just forgiven. Why? I have no idea...I suppose it's by God's grace alone that I am even still breathing. The songs I write are definitely from my heart, but they reflect a place that I desire to be...not a place that I am. I have been a believer for many years, and even know some scripture...but to will and to act for me is a struggle. You see, the world has had me for the better part of my years and I have to admit that I am much more familiar with te world than I am with the word...and I am certain that when I finally do meet God face to face, I will be held accountable...but the true merit of God's grace as far as I understand it is this...I couldn't earn it...God made a way for people like me, and I desire to be better than I am...So with that in mind, I have but one Judge and He is just...but at the same time He is forgiving...I am not making excuses either, but rather trying to explain my position. I hope I have been clear and I hope that somehow with all my imperfections You are still able to enjoy my music and are blessed by it. NJ.