This page is supposed to be a “mirror†or rather reminder of my past.
My past life and also past lies, thoughts, ideas, victories and failures…
I’m happy I succeeded to remain and still stay true to myself and the others. Thank you Anders and Robb for the heap of advice and humility lessons too!
Spontaneous and honest, I am, up to the most incredible and weird stories I may tell you about. Everything’s more detailed in my blog I will now keep updated as much as possible!
I really think no one will hear me or recall me after I’m dead, so take for granted that this page which was there since the Alpha of MySpace –modified and enhanced several times-, and which gave me the opportunity to appear as an artist (though there is only one song on the player-so many meople asked me to put it on again!-It is a reminder of what I used to be: a frantic and dedicated metalhead which failed on trying to make potent music with reliable people…hence I did it all alone.Now I’m more of a simple listener with the musical background and developed hearing skills of a former classically raised kid and trained stage+studio session monster. I like it better that way. But I still got a hidden band -without the rituals of practice usually needed, because everything comes from our heart- Yeah dudes, a band made of REAL friends with different and complementary backgrounds with a common thing: SUFFERING, pain flowing through our veins.I wish to give a fuckin’ A to my dudes. This band I speak of is something mysterious I keep for myself right now. When we’ll feel the World able to welcome us, we’ll appear ex nihilo and blast all out).
THIS PAGE (which is minimalistic, I know!But it's on purpose!)…will remain until its Omega i.e. if MySpace disappears. My wish is that it grows less commercial but more into a tight-linked community of clever and responsible people.Utopia? Maybe. Just know that, to me, objectivity is truth denied .If you don’t understand what I mean, just ask. It won’t cost you anything unless the slight lap of time used to type your message.
NOW…bits about the period from April to October 2k7.Many of you have felt me disappear without a word…My life changed totally in a short lap of time. The “blessed ones†who know me well (you’re warned, it’s quite impossible!) know I had both very difficult personal issues and later on technical issues with my MySpace page…(I hear you, folks. Shut it; MS cannot be held responsible for web cracker’s idiocy) right when I needed to express my hate and fear towards lack of justice.Tech’ issues were hell of ones and expectantly they are fixed now. My deepest gratitude goes to MySpace’s user support crew which helped me since April 2k7 getting back this god damn page which was CRACKED (not “hacked†like I read everywhere: hackers I belong to are a real community of gifted –there’s only one gift: intelligence- dudes which are never reluctant on sharing their knowledge of informatics’ stuff or any kind of topic with each other, and therefore deserve RESPECT).
I said CRACKED by some fuckhat I’ll be glad to shatter bones and skull…So, dear ones, ladies and gentlemen, don’t charge MySpace if you got issues with your account. Send a mail with your authentication data and detailed issue to [email protected] (keep in mind that they cannot take care of around 2 billion users a day so be PATIENT. They ALWAYS reply!)
A snippet of ranting: STOP TELLING MYSPACE IS SHIT! If it really is, you’re too. What the hell are you doing on there then? Perhaps trying to choke your darkest thoughts and ideas in blog entries? Possibly scheduling your empty days with things you don’t even believe in? Conceivably befriending with bazillions people you almost immediately know you’ll never share a word with?
Over with the rant. Just COME ON! Idiots only ignore mankind is made of dim-witted, greedy, selfish and cruel people so it’s your lucky day being here…Senseless beings never come here and browse my page. They cleanly hate it. (Check out my friendlist.They’re few, but all REAL. Add them.)
I am in no way a bible beater, but I do believe that HOPE is made for those which haven’t yet been touched by the Big One’s grace. You can make your hopes and dreams come true, but give up on “projectsâ€. This word explains by itself that what you expect is not meant to be and will never see the day. I’m not lecturing you; I give you an idea about my point of view! Someday you will feel the hand of God taking your scars (Machine Head, anyone?) and giving you grace like I was given. If you are doubting or reluctant, try acupuncture, hypnosis (which gives you the ability to be hyper-conscious of what’s happening inside and outside of you, though people around may see you like half asleep).There is another GREAT solution which is EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprogramming).This is a very efficient way to link your pre-frontal cortex to your mammalian brain, i.e. reaching the deepest pit of your emotions and having power over them. I’ve tried the whole package and now can really talk big as I learnt a lot about neurophysiologic psychology. I even started a research program on brain hertzian frequencies and their impact on our behaviour, along with a trial to lower the brain electric activity threshold from the usual 14-21 Hz to 8-13 Hz or below to develop a kind of permanent hyperconsciousness (like in EMDR) of ourselves and environment…AT NEED!I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)
