Colin

Slowly but surely I'm starting to care less about everything, and this worries me. I think too much.

Three strikes, you're out. Someone pass me the noose, lets end this tonight.
I'm NOTalone anymore.
I want simplicity. I want answers. I want a less complex life. I NEED to get well again.
Right. The truth.
I am obnoxious. I am horribly opinionated, and will voice those opinions whenever and wherever I feel appropriate. I am a horrible person. I drink and smoke more than anyone should, get used to it, I dont care if it offends you. I am shit with money. I am human. Humans are selfish. Get used to it.
I hate the current music scene. Fuck off and leave it the way it used to be. With real people doing real things with no shit. I dont care about the 'evolution' because that just means a fashion change. FUCK THAT.
In all, I'm not a nice person. My friends already know all this, and still prove to be amazing. They are the best bunch ever. But then everyone says that about their friends anyway, I'm no different. To be honest, if you dont like me or fit in with my life, I probably wont like you. Again, deal with it.

I'm fed up with putting effort in to get a shit return on my investment. Optimism has gone out the window. Life is not about white fluffy clouds and happiness.
I've wasted my shot at university. Ended up in a shithole they call Stafford. For some, it might be fine. For me it's not. I'm working to fix this problem, one more year, one more year.
Love and the shit that comes with it is the most painful, annoying thing ever. I'm waiting until I actually find someone amazing, because its not worth it otherwise.
If anyone thinks I'm a prick for this....tough. Besides, like I said, my friends understand. You dont. SHAME.
I never thought I'd have to do this:
I DONT ADD BANDS UNLESS I KNOW YOU. Trufax. Same goes for random adds. At least message me first yerr?
Somethings missing, and I dont know what it is. Find it for me? kthxbai.
Things I cant live without

My Guitars

My gorgeous amp

My friends, home and uni

(unfortunately) Cigarettes

Bagels!

My ears, or any of my senses actually

COFFEE

Long, lazy days in the summer, jamming acoustic stuff with my friends until the sun goes down

Alcohol (it makes Stafford actually bearable)

WoW (Geek)

My computer

I play guitar for Pinups and Pullouts. Famous people come to our shows. Yup. Check us out, click the banner.
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