The RuLeZ
open-minded
open-hearted
synthetic body
polluted mind
dance
rock out
drug tragedy
intolerable urges
immediate attraction
favourite companion
artistic occupation
occupational hazard
horney devotion
rave crazy
true to the music
true to those who matter
star struck eyes
shimmering love
party hard
but suck harder
stay clean
play dirty
... X
a few simple words . . . (aka the boring bit)
FUCKed By A StAr.
for the next year im studying photography – citizenship – philosophy – media - sociology. after that im letting my art student alter ego take over while i complete an art foundation course and then do photography on a larger skale at uni, both in brighton. we work till we die so im keeping my ass firmly in education as long as possible. i love my piercings and ink, which include the back of my neck, tounge, a unicorn, stretched ears, etc etc etc... i have hair that changes whenever i have the money, including sometimes some amazingly coloured synthetic dreads. used to have this complicated snazzy profile, a few of us started em durin some rainy lunch time at school and it was practically at the front of the list but anyway something happened that meant it would be best to delete mine. since then my life changed dramatically again resulting in a great need to be as close to my friends as physically possible. this profile helps me do that. as much as myspace can fuck things up big time, atm it helps keep my brain busy.
expression of wisdom . . .
life is simple enough if you dont throw in unnecessary complications. somedays i am extremely fun and energetic and liek to dance and run about like a freak. other days i like to be lazy and stay in my big warm cosy 4poster bed snuggled up all day. somedays when im bursting with energy my room is perfectly tidy. others my shit covers the floor and you need a snorkling kit to swim your way through. i sometimes have a problem controlling my anger and emotions... so apologies in advance. other times i am one of the most laid back, chilled out and simple minded ppl that you will meet. i consider music a big part of my life. its always there in the background creating a soundtrack to my crazy adventures. i love lots of different types of music. listening to it. dancing my pretty little ass off to it. going to festivals and gigs. i try to play my guitar, synth, mini kids drum kit [i cant afford a big one lol] and sing but sumone should really teach me how to do that properly. i own numerous forms of porn. everyone does. if someone says that they havnt watched or bought porn they are lying. i love all things to do with art and photography way too much. atm i am especially interested in black and white photography. particularly the composition created by human figure and creating emotions with colour, shades and tones. sometimes i like to drink. most often the drink you will see in my hand will be a cold glass of my beloved jd. if you ever want to win me over all you have to do is hand me some jack fucking daniels. once a week i sit and share gossip and bout 40 fags wid my mum. then i have a strong drink and a discussion at dads. other than these certain times of the week i will usually be sat in the bath, led in bed, driving around in my car, out gettin wrecked or on one of my random missions. i find over exadurated make up fun. with lots of sparkles and glitter. im bi, fuck you if you have a problem with it coz i dont care. i dont usually pre-judge.. seriously at least. but unless youre a notorious stoner then ill probably think youre lame. halloween is great coz i love to dress up in lots of cute outfits. particularly my ever growing collection of pvcness. unlike christmas which i think is overrated and too much attention is given to kids but i love giving and receiving fun presents. [before you fuckin ask] there was a guy in my life.. hes decided not to be a part of my life anymore so am currently moving onto a new section of my life which should prove extreamly interesting. sometimes i like to surround myself with people and things to do. sometimes i like to have some time to chill out by myself or just with one or two people. i dont like little smelly pukeing crying shitting children. i dont always like responsibility. its nice to have something to look after and put lots of time and effort into like when i had my horse. but i dont like responsibility in the form of someone else unnecessarily loading it onto me for no particularly good reason. i also strongly dislike jail bait 'bi-sexuals' who crave attention and decide they are bi from omg kissing someone of the same sex like once during fucking spin the bottle or something. the 'scene' bores the living daylights out of me. i dont support a political party because my views sway. a lot. i think that classic monsters. unicorns. dragons and of course frogs all kick serious ass. ummm i like breaking things and i tend to loose things quite often. i dislike having no money because i love to buy lots of weird and unnecessary but fun things like glowsticks. drugs. and ice cream (my fav is haagen dazs cookies+cream!). I HATE ppl who copy ! i am humoured very easily. i have a fucked up sleeping pattern. however do enjoy my naps immensely.. if you cant get hold of me, no matter what time of day, it is probably because i am shleeping. i enjoy trying to explain the unexplainable. i write lots of letters and lyrics. i especially like lyrics that make you read between the lines to understand them.i analyse everyone and have no reason to dislike you if you respect the things and the people that i love.â€
caring people x