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Liz

the past to me, is like a demon restless in my belly. Everytime it comes to wake, it does nothing bu

About Me

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4 okay, about me. hmmmm. what can I say. I'm pretty shy and reserved save for my outward appearence. I'm kind of a walking contridiction in that aspect. I care for others even though I hate people. When I say people I refer to the human race as a whole. So I guess that would include me too. But I could have told you that I hate myself. I have a wicked shoe fetish. To the point where I have concidered getting help. I just can't resist the smell of a new pair of shoes, when you first take them out of the box and they're all nice and perfect. I have counted and I am ashamed to admit how many I own and never wear but HAD to have. I am totally a dog person. Which is why I have two of my own, Spooky is the princess Pug and Havoc is the chow mix male that will bite your face off. I am pretty open to people and their thoughts and ideas. I enjoy listening to others perspectives, it gives me a new outlook on my own. I love strong minded people that are not easily swayed by the masses and are able to stand their ground.
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My Interests

Music mostly. Though I cannot play I am a huge supporter of the industry and those involved. I love the theater, be it movies or live, and the arts. reading is another passion. Any book suggestions are very welcome.. ....ooo ooo and i know how to knit I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray

I'd like to meet:

anyone with something interesting to say. Someone I can learn something from.. I am all for aquiring new information new thoughts and new ideas...

Music:

GodGory, Pain, Nazxul, Revolting Cocks, wolfshiem, Tricky, Eisley, Skinless, Emotron, reverend horton heat, Diary of Dreams, Atmosphere, Duran Duran, Gojira, Neurosis, Combichrist, Rammalah, Tomahawk, Emiliana Torrini, Portishead, Samhain, VnV nation, Peeping Tom, Dredg, Paradise Lost, Sia, Bile, Gintane Demone, Sick Puppies, The Dresden Dolls, Silence, wumpscut, Dissection, Emilie Autumn, Jill Tracy, Fugazi, Dresdin Dolls, Bjork, Sean Lennon, Die Form, Nick Cave, Dot Allison, Jesu, Frou Frou, Hanzel und Gretyl, Frontline Assembly, The 69 Eyes, Gary Numan, Dimmu Borgir, Concrete Blonde, Strapping Young Lad, P.O.S., Faith No More, The Paper Hearts, Isis, Fear Before the March of Flames, Sole, Cult of Luna, Swollen Members, Laibach, Fischerspooner, Killing Joke, The Blinding Light, Sopor Aeternus, Felt, Melvins, The Tiny, The Leaves, Sisters of Mercy, Bleeding Through, Twisted Sister, Mickey Avalon, Lovage, Swans, The Misfits, Coil, Das Ich, Morbid Angel, Kramm, Azure Ray, Julee Cruise, Massive Attack, Hypocrisy, Nodes of Ranvier, Covenent, Ministry, Skinny Puppy, London After Midnight, Clan of Xymox, Amy Winehouse, Lydia, Dir En Grey, Vendetta Red, The Wake, Morrissey, Black Tape for a Blue Girl, Yma Sumac, PIG, Amir Sulaiman, Leonard Cohen, Devendra Banhart, Converge, In Ruins, Mortician, Attrition, Caligari, Static Lulliby, Murder By Death, The Creatures, Anathema, Jucifer, Darkthrone, Bile, HIM, 8mm, Switchblade Symphony, Johnny Cash, Hooverphonic, Joy Division, 7 Year Bitch, My Ruin, alexisonfire, Depeche Mode, Crowbar, Cradle of Filth, David Bowie, Origin, Demon Hunter, Jolie Holland, Goldfrapp, Bella Morte, My Dying Bride, Himsa, Murder City Devils, Dead Can Dance, the esoteric, Theda, the cure, Lucero, Agathodaimon,

Movies:

Ginger Snaps, Ginger Snaps Unleashed, Ginger Snaps Back- the beginning, Dune, Shaun of the Dead, Hard Candy, Harold and Maude, My First Mister, House of Yes, The Hamiltons, Tromeo and Juliet, Secretary, Rock and Rule, Cemetery Man, Sid and Nancy, Gummo, Night Watch, Day Watch, any japanese horror film, ie. ringu, Gozu, Imprint, versus, Hero, Battle Royal, 3 extremes, vampire hunter, old Boy, Lady Vengence, Sympathy for Mr.Vengence, Natural City, Itchi, Audition, Suicide Club (something about a bunch of asain school girls getting mauled by a train... sigh.) tetsuo ect... deadalive, legend, Pan's Labrynth, The Bridge, twin peaks 'fire walk with me', Hostal and Cabin Fever (because Eli Roth kicks ass!!) the smokers, Evil Dead, Evil Dead 2, bubba hotep,(ANYTHING BRUCE CAMPBELL!!) akira (of course), Goth (yes that cheesey goth movie called goth) the first rule about being goth is kill your fear the second rule.... okay okay I'll stop.

Television:

twin peaks, Invader Zim, Buffy, Monty Python, Arrested Development, carnivale, Scrubs, My So-Called Life (common, it was good and you know it!), x-files (thanks terry), Ghost Hunters (Grant and Jason are my OTHER boyfriends), family guy, aqua teens, the oblongs....

Books:

okay again I will just mention my favorites here otherwise It will take forever. For Authors- Neil Gaimon, Anne Rice, Dean Koontz (older stuff ie, twilight eyes, shadowfires, sevants of twilight, voices of the night...) David Mack with the Kabuki series, and of course Poppy Z. Brite As for specific books, my very favorite of all time, is 'House of Leaves' by Mark Z. Danielewski. Other books are: 'World War Z' by Max Brooks, 'Catcher in the Rye' by J.D. Salinger, 'Memoirs of a Geshia' by Arthur Golden, 'Haunted' by Chuck Palanuck 'The Nag Hammadi' which is the lost gospels or also called the Gnostic scriptures, 'Hagakure, the book of the samuri' by Yamamoto Tsunetomo, 'The Book of Five Rings' by Miyamoto Musashi, 'property of' by alice hoffman, 'White Oleander' and 'Paint it Black' by janet finch, 'illuminatus trilogy'- Robert Anton Wilson and 'Salad Days' by Charles Romalotti

Heroes:

hmmmmm this is a toughy... I don't think I have ever really had a hero except for my older brother... When I was in like third grade we had to write a paper on who we look up to and why... well I wrote about him. And Not just because I was shorter than him either.

My Blog

update your friggin’ page already!

Seeing as how the last time I bothered writing anything was June of LAST YEAR, you can see how much of a priority MySpace is in my life. Now this to me is actually a great plus in my book. I hate bein...
Posted by Liz on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 06:53:00 PST

High School Angst #2

Okay here is another poem from the days long ago. This one is kind of long, so instead of writing it out in usual form, it will be linier. Hopefully it will be just as easy to read. This one I remembe...
Posted by Liz on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 09:49:00 PST

High School Angst

Since my Ten Year High School reunion is around the corner, I figure I will entertain you with my holier than Goth Poetry from the tender age of sixteen. Oh yes, I have a whole book of poems from my a...
Posted by Liz on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:30:00 PST

hormones fucking suck

before anyone tries to get on their high horse and say this is a pissing contest of who has it harder, men or women, just think of what sex you are. If you are a woman, naturally you ar...
Posted by Liz on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 09:44:00 PST

Nine Inch Nails, Cho Seung Hui, and the son of Abraham

Okay, in light of what has happened recently and the things I am about to put into public forum, let me just say that I wish condolences for all the family of the people involved in the Virginia Tech ...
Posted by Liz on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 11:57:00 PST

new year?

Looking back I have only a few regrets. Which as a whole I suppose is good. There are a few friendships I have let falter and wish I hadn't. There were a few things I said that I wish I hadn't. And th...
Posted by Liz on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 01:35:00 PST

goodbye Little Miss Scare All

Okay Okay. Just about anyone who has gotten tattooed has regreted at least one. And most typically the first. Myself is no different. I got my first when I was sixteen. In the house of a guy named Bri...
Posted by Liz on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 01:30:00 PST

wakarusuck..

maybe I just have it out for the barefoot-inclined, dreadlocked, patchoulli wearing (which doesn't hide the body odor I might add) types. I've never liked their music, their flailing about in an exsta...
Posted by Liz on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:47:00 PST

Death and Dying

I've finally come to know where and what I'm doing. It seems it's taken me forever to get to this point. But some events of last week really put things into perspective for me. I have been wondering ...
Posted by Liz on Mon, 12 Dec 2005 10:33:00 PST

my new coff...in table

Who wants a boring old coffee table when you can have a coffin table! I'm so happy it's done!!! I asked my brother to help me make it for my birthday and it came out really well! of course my crappy c...
Posted by Liz on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 03:56:00 PST