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About Me

"Alright, alright, think of it like this: jump ahead ten, twenty years, okay? And you're married. Only your marriage doesn't have that same energy that it used to have, you know? You start to blame your husband. You start to think of all those guys you met in your life and what might have happened if you'd picked up with one of them, right? Well I'm one of those guys, that's me! So think of this as time travel. From then to now to find out what you're missing out on. See, what this really could be is a gigantic favor to both you and your future husband to find out that you're not missing out on anything; I'm just as big a loser as he is, totally unmotivated, totally boring, and you made the right choice and you're really happy."
--Jesse from Before Sunrise

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There's more me there than here.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like "maybe we should be just friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love."
-- Rose Walker
The Sandman: The Kindly Ones

Music:

I like music.

Movies:

I like movies.

Television:

I like television.

Books:

I read books.

Heroes:

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My Blog

Not Ready To Love

Not Ready To Loveby Rufus WainwrightI'm not ready to love, I'm not ready for peaceI'm givin' up the dove to the beastI'm not ready to surrender to another glove murdererI'm not ready to love, I'm not ...
Posted by Seanathan on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:40:00 PST

TBTF

TBTFby Kevin DrewCats and craftsPut you in a tiny box that's filled with our victims whoCan't explain how they love their momsAnd all the hands that retreatThey try to slip right down their pussyBut t...
Posted by Seanathan on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 06:21:00 PST

As Time Goes By

As Time Goes ByMusic and words by Herman Hupfeld[This day and age we're living inGives cause for apprehensionWith speed and new inventionAnd things like fourth dimension.Yet we get a trifle wearyWith ...
Posted by Seanathan on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 08:45:00 PST

You Probably Couldn’t See For The Lights But You Were Staring Right At Me

You Probably Couldn't See For The Lights But You Were Staring Right At Meby The Arctic MonkeysOne look sends it coursing through the veins, oh how the feeling racesBack up to their brains to form expr...
Posted by Seanathan on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 05:56:00 PST

Portions for Foxes

Portions for Foxesby Rilo KileyThere's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week.I keep on talking trash, but I never say anything.And the talking leads to touching,And the touching...
Posted by Seanathan on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:22:00 PST

Turn On Me

Turn On Meby The ShinsYou can fake it for a while,Bite your tongue and smile,Like every mother does an ugly child.But the stars are leaking out,Like spittle from a cloud,Amassed resentment counting ou...
Posted by Seanathan on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 05:55:00 PST

Crowd Surf Off A Cliff

Crowd Surf Off A Cliffby Emily Haines & The Soft SkeletonCrowd surf off a cliffCursed with a love that you can't expressIt's not for a fuck or a kissRather give the world away than wake up lonelyE...
Posted by Seanathan on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 11:45:00 PST

Love Steals Us From Lonelines

Love Steals Us From Lonelinessby IdlewildEvery step takes a beat of your heartThrough a city that's falling apartOn a night that rises and clearsIn a sky that's clouded by yearsMy anger is a form of m...
Posted by Seanathan on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 05:19:00 PST

Do I Disappoint You

Do I Disappoint You by Rufus WainwrightDo I disappoint you, in just being human?And not one of the elements, that you can light your cigar onWhy does it always have to be fire?Why does it always have ...
Posted by Seanathan on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:57:00 PST

Slideshow

Slideshowby Rufus WainwrightDo I love you because you treat me so indifferently?Or is it the medication?Or is it me?Do I love you because you don't want me to rub your back?Or is it the medication?Or ...
Posted by Seanathan on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 06:22:00 PST