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Monica

i've loved you since day one

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I'd like to meet:

In short and to exclude all the bullshit; plain and simple: I'd really like to meet your mom.

Chaotic Destiny lyts

Music:


Heroes:


My HEROES: **ur mum**
BIO:

My name is Monica. My mother says I'm the posterchild for birth controll-- she's absolutely right.
I love going to the beach and swimming. I love California... and I'm going to move out there soon...Until then.. I'll suffer in Chicago.
I believe that love comes and goes and you cant let fear get in the way of it. I might be young but dont take me as ignorant and sheltered. I've experienced a lot and I've been hurt enough to know that life is too short to let great things pass by, to just simply let them go because you are scared and it certainly is too short to live in regret.
Other Stuff:
I sing in the shower and dance around on furniture when I'm drunk.
I have VERY forgiving nature-- It takes a lot for me to never want to talk to you again.
In general, I'm pretty sensitive... and I have a very fragile heart. So keep that in mind before you subconciously ruin my life.I'm not here to find my future boyfriend or husband and certainly not my next hook up. I just recently had my heart broken by my best friend and I'm still recovering. So dont blame me for being skeptical of your fucked up intentions. If there's anything that I've learned, it's the people that are closest to you that hurt you the most.
Likes:
♥ gerber daisies
♥ your mom
♥ alcohol
♥ blacking out and throwing up
♥ boys
♥ sex
♥ music
♥ sports
♥ art
♥ friends
♥ parties
♥ kisses
♥ life!!
♥ sarcasm
♥ happy people
♥ jesus
♥ Photography
♥ art
♥ dancing
♥ laughing
♥ random outings
♥being weird
♥being inapropriate
♥being spontaneous and impulsive
♥illegal things
♥lots of stuff
Dislikes:
† cowards
† abnoxious people
† styrofoam
† lying
† drama
† serious people
† golf
† country music (you will die)
† spiders
† wet socks
† gossip
† lint
† onions
† poo
† cheaters
† scumbags
† redundancy
† egotistical people
† dishonesty
† judgmental people
† playas
† strange people that I don't know who try to friend me
† impatient people
† back stabbing bitches
† sleezy sleeze bags
Music ♥::

-13 &God
-311
-38th Parallel
-A.F.I.
-Acceptance
-Across Five Aprils
-The Acedemy Is
-The Afters
-Akon
-Alana Davis
-The All-American Rejects
-Amor For Sleep
-Anathallo
-Anberlin
-Aphex Twin
-Audioslave
-Autopilot Off
-Avril Lavingne
-Away With Vega
-Bebel Gilberto
-Ben Folds
-Ben Harper
-Ben Jelen
-Big City Rock
-Bjork
-Blink 182
-Bloc Party
-Blue October
-Boxcar Racer
-Brand New
-BT
-Bullet For My Valentine
-Cake
-Cex
-Chevelle
-Coheed and Cambria
-Cold
-Coldplay
-Cool Hand Luke
-The Crystal Method
-Damien Marley
-Dashboard Confessional
-Dave Matthews Band
-David Crowder Band
-Days Away
-Death Cab For Cutie
-Death From Above 1979
-Deftones
-Dido
-The Dismemberment Plan
-DJ Shadow
-DJ Tiesto
-The Donnas
-The Early November
-Elliot Smith
-Eminem
-Enya
-Evanescence
-Everclear
-Fall Out Boy
-Finch
-Finger Eleven
-The Flaming Lips
-The Format
-Fort Minor
-Franz Ferdinand
-Frou Frou
-Funeral For A Friend
-Garbage
-Gavin DeGraw
-Goo Goo Dolls
-Good Charlotte
-Gratitude
-Green Day
-Guster
-Hard-Fi
-Hawthorn Heights
-Hoobastank
-Howie Day
-Imogen Heap
-Incubus
-India-Arie
-Inspection 12
-Interpol
-Iron and Wine
-Jars Of Clay
-Jason Mraz
-Jem
-Jet
-Jewel
-Jimmy Eat World
-John Legend
-Josh Garrels
-Josh Groban
-The Juliana Theory
-Jump Little Children
-Kelly Clarkson
-KILL HANNAH
-The Killers
-Killswitch
-Korn
-Lauryn Hill
-Lindsay Lohan
-Linkin Park -Lit
-Ludacris
-Lifehouse
-Lost Prophets
-Lovedrug
-Louis xiv
-MAE
-Maroon 5
-Mary J. Blige
-Modest Mouse
-Motion City Soundtrack
-Motorcycle
-Ms. Jones Soda
-Murder By Death
-My Chemical Romance
-Natalie Imbruglia
-Matchbook Romance
-New Found Glory
-The New Pornographers
-Nine Inch Nails
-Norah Jones
-OceanLab
-Open Hand
-Our Lady Peace
-Over The Rhine
-Papa Roach
-Paramore
-Pedro The Lion
-Phoenix
-The Postal Service
-Prefuse 73
-The Presidents of the United States of America
-Prodigy
-RADIOHEAD
-RELIENT K
-Rise Against
-The Rolling Stones
-Rooney
-Rufus Wainwright
-Ryan Cabrera
-Saliva
-Sanctus Real
-Sarah McLachlan
-Saves the Day
-Sean Paul
-Shane & Shane
-Shawn McDonald
-Shinedown
-Sia
-Simple Plan
-Skillet
-Slipknot
-Smile Empty Soul
-Snow Patrol
-Something Corporate
-Staind
-Starfield
-Silverstien
-Skindred
-Sylver
-The Pixies
-The Starting Line
-Straylight Run
-Story Of The Year
-Sugarcult
-SWITCHFOOT
-SYSTEM OF A DOWN
-Taking Back Sunday
-Tenacious D
-Thrice
-Third Day
-Todd Agnew
-Tool
-Tori Amos
-Underoath
-The Used
-Vaux
-Vector Lovers
-The White Stripes
-Yellowcard
Films:
*fight club
*anchorman
*van wilder
*night at the rockberry
*50 first dates
*starsky and hutch
*superstar
*mystic river
*butterfly effect
*enemy at the gates
*boondock saints
*eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
*the royal tenenbaums
*amelie
*mystic river
*the departed
*little miss sunshine
*office space
*pulp fiction
*the untouchables

My Blog

right now...

i am rediculously sick...  :-( started getting sick yesterday...  i havent been sleeping enough at all recently and it finally caught up to me and it's kicking my ass. im pissed... and im l...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:11:00 PST

Ma Birfdayyyy **dee dee dee**

Alright Guys! So i've decided that for my birthday.. I will be bar hopping in wrigleyville.. THIS IS YOUR INVITATION!It's all going to be starting at EL Jardin which is at 3335 N. Clark. This place is...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Thu, 31 May 2007 04:09:00 PST

[no subject]

i got the job!Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I'm sooo excited!  I go in Wednesday to fill out the paper work, officially start Saturday for orientation!! Hopefully I'll be able to afford...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 10:32:00 PST

Yes!

ok. 1. i'm going on a date this week! 2. i finally got my hair did... done.. whatever.. it's awesome!! at least i think so... i couldnt give a flying fuck if you hate it.. but i love it! 3... i have p...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 10:00:00 PST

my hair.. i must know...

ok guys.. here's my mid-life crisis... (sadly..and pathetically)...well..semi-mid-life crisis... so i know im going to do somethin with my hair. but here's where im stuck. should i: 1. totally lighten...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 11:01:00 PST

time filler

sooo i'm not inside yet... it's still windy out and im in a skirt!!! brrr... i know, im an idiot.. i need to go in... but..... survey-majiggy!!   ONE. Last beverage you consumed:waterTWO. Are you...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 09:23:00 PST

floridaaaa

today was ok... my heart feels a little... empty.. but i'm ok. i'm with my family... the people who love me... i think (just kidding) and im where it's beautiful... on the beach in sunny sunny florida...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:52:00 PST

oh yeah..

i am surprisingly doing really really well now. it took 3 days and my manager bitching me out to snap me out of it. life goes on.. monica moves on and i already can see how things are starting to look...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:06:00 PST

fuck

i still dont know how to react. i'm not like... heart broken to the point where im going to kill myself... and i'm not angry either.. to be honest... i'm pretty numb from the dumped girl friend point ...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:37:00 PST

broken hearted.

the reason why things seem too good to be true is because they are. the one time i trust some one with my heart, it bites me in the ass. for once i would really just like to be good enough for so...
Posted by F*CKIN A!! [monica] on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:18:00 PST