telling stories, manipedi, daughter of Lakshmi and Kali, nerding out in the poetry section, coconut popsicles on the stoop, following the words, my heart’s desire, the Chinatown bus and the cheap plane tickets, being part of a movement to transform Sri Lanka into a land that knows justice, peace and beauty, being part of radical Asian, South Asian, and queer/trans of color artistic families, going on tour, spending all my money at the farmer’s market, ending abuse, the next book and the one after that and the one after that, hearing June and Gloria yell in my ear to quit smoking so I can live to be an elder, embracing and being tender with my beautiful and chronically ill survivor body, booty shorts, martial arts, sarcasm, being the teacher my grandmother and mother were that I didn’t know I would be, stepping outside of my comfort zone, my unborn daughter, teaching baby femmes and fags about hair and makeup, femme solidarity and mutual respect instead of drama, driving, rivers, swimming holes and oceans, being a solitary one and the life of the party.
I already met Cherrie Moraga but I'd do it again. family. raggedy princesses. hott boys. tough girls. loves of my life. dreamers scheamers co conspirators. study buddies. people to go all the way with. whatever's next. family.
blue scholars, jean grae, patti smith, mystic, bahamadia when she's not about jesus, blackstar, state of bengal, common, tribe called quest, mike ladd, zap mama. get me in the bhangra club and I'm a happy girl. oh, and I just fell back in love with the coup.
No More Tears, Sister. Tongues Untied. Summer of Sam. Eve's Bayou. Real Women Have Curves. Girlfight. Desperate Living. Times Sqaure. Style Wars. The Spook Who Sat By the Door. Continuous Journey. Born in Flames.
Battlestar, Firefly, Torchwood, Weeds.
chrystos, sapphire, june jordan, ai, mahmoud darwish, gloria anzaldua, qwo-li driskill, octavia butler, letta neely, samuel delany, suheir hammad, sonia sanchez, martin espada, marge piercy, dorothy allison, shyam selvadurai, paul beatty, yasmin tambiah, sri lankan feminist and labor history books you can't find off the island, jean arasanayagam. my brilliant friends whose words save my life and illuminate it. cherry galette, ching-in chen, maceo marti cabrera estevez, dulani, victor tobar, ignacio rivera, sham-e-ali al jamil, marian yalini thambynayagam, hana abdul, karene, nico dacumos.
Marlon Riggs. Essex Hemphill. Chrystos. Audre. Gloria Anzaldua. Sapphire. Shyam Selvadurai. The women, men and trans people of Sri Lanka who fight for economic and political justice daily despite 23 years of civil war. Survivors. My friends and lovers.