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My Love....... My Hope....... My Reason To Live is John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16 ATTENTION: If you have a webcam and wish to write and tell me, "hi I noticed your space and I am new to town and my stupid boyfriend just broke up with me and I'm alone, and lonely, and you look kinda cute and I'm feeling hor......" aaaauugggghhh....get a Dog !!! I am not interested ! My views, passions, loves, opinions, and musical taste, they are not views of HEALING PLACE CHURCH - HPC, they are mearly a reflection of who I am. As you will read... my life is a work in progress. I am just being real... :) I am a simple man with simple values, morals, and faith. I am a Christian and love it when the mainstream (drive by) media gets egg on their face about issues of true faith. I consider my politics and my faith to be conservative while my social views are a bit more moderate. A morphous: a word that has been voiced to me describing who I am, what are my passions, when I think, where I am going, and why..... Why is a word I am still trying to understand. Amorphous - (a-môr'fas) [From Greek - amorphos: a-,without] Adjective 1. Lacking definite form or distinct shape. 2. Of no particular type. 3. anomalous. I love my music to be loud, catchy, heavy and dark. Enjoying all forms of music except gansta or bootie call crap. Don't be surprised to hear me singing along to any Metallica, KISS or Def Leppard song while throwing out a Barry Manilow, (yeah go ahead and laugh) Billy Joel classic or getting lost in a Sarah McLachlan hit. I also really love Hillsong Praise and Worship music. My musical tastes have gone a bit darker these past 10 years (as exampled by my music players), as I prefer a deeper, more tragic, lovelorn style to the lyrics and sound. I enjoy the sounds of H.I.M. , Within Temptation , Mortal Love , Stream Of Passion , Lacuna Coil , Epica , Nightwish , Apocalyptica , Theatre Of Tragedy , Autumn , The 69 Eyes , The Rasmus , Sentenced , For My Pain , Dark Sanctuary , Evanescence , The Gathering Poisonblack , After Forever , Tristania , Gretchen , Sirenia , Lullacry , Seduced By Suicide , Flowing Tears , TO/DIE/FOR , Beseech , L'ame Immortelle , Cea Serin , Sinamore , Delain , Flyleaf , Avantasia , Edenbridge , Nemesea , Leaves's Eyes , Paradise Lost , Xandria , Elis , Bloodflowerz , Lullacry , Eilera , In This Moment , Kamelot , Closterkeller , Magica , My Dying Bride , The Vision Bleak , Narnia , To-Mera , Sinamore , Undercover , My Sixth Shadow , The Sins Of Thy Beloved , Trail Of Tears , Blackmore's Night , Echoes Of Eternity , MORNING , Reflexion , Asri , Yearning , The Old Dead Tree , Elister , Evergrey , Riverside , Envinity , Ellsbeth , Fountain OF Tears , Mandora , Alight , Ebony Ark , Romanthica , Saviour Machine and Sarah Brightman . Like my music I appreciate art that provokes the senses. Works such as abstract artist Joanne Miller Rafferty, illustrations of Allan Lee, “Popagandaist” creator Ron English, fantsy artist Raphael Lacoste, subconscious mind visions of Neosurrealism artist George Grie, the dark work of Luis Royo and romantic/tragic lushness of Victoria Frances. For me, there must be some aspect of imagination and passionate illusiveness, to truly enjoy dark sensuality. I don't demand much and it takes very little to make me happy and put a smile on my face. I'm not into going to the clubs just to be seen, as I am more prone to be with someone having a long talk in a small space. I am not into hooking up or "getting off"....(any dog can do that). I desire intimacy and discovery more than spreading my "mojo" around the city! I love being in love, but love has left me battered, bruised and timid. I wish I could say that I was perfect in my journey with love, but at least I can admit to being human.....and not perfect. Being not perfect, I am a work in progress everyday (and I am the worst speljjer on the earth). I Love my friends, family and I love the work I do in designer fashion sales with Ralph Lauren, you could say it's a passion because I love serving people.I am a member of an amazing church here in Baton Rouge called Healing Place Church. HPC is a Christ centered fellowship with modern and passionate full-band worship services, relevant and creative presentations of the Gospel. HPC revolves around Jesus and strives to be a Healing Place in a hurting world.Pastors Dino and DeLynn encourage each person to find his/her unique, God-given qualities to become the person God created him/her to be and to then become equipped for service. Pastor Dino uses his unique preaching style along with various other media to illustrate his Biblical messages. His heart inspires Christians to act with “bold love” as they step out of their safety zones, abandon their fears, and connect with others. Pastor DeLynn uses her gifting as a powerful worship leader to usher people into the presence of God in a very real and life changing way. She is also the very vibrant leader of the women's ministry of HPC.Through Pastors Dino and DeLynn Rizzo, God has built an incredible team of people in Baton Rouge that love each other, are passionate about Christ and work tirelessly to reach the community and world with the hope of Jesus. I have fallen in love with this fellowship!!! Life is for living and life is good......and there is nothing like Saturday Night in Death Valley, Baton Rouge, Louisiana AKA TIGER STADIUM......... Nothing !!!Here is some of Victoria Frances's work.Here is some of Luis Royo's work. I AM: alive | I WANT: it now | I HAVE: an identical twin | I WISH: to be loved | I HATE: ignorance | I MISS: Christy | I FEAR: not being able to express myself | I HEAR: heavy (dark) music all the time | I SEARCH: because I must/need/have to know why? | I WONDER: about Heaven | I REGRET: not telling Christy that I've always loved her | I LOVE: cheescake | I FORGIVE: my kitties | I ACHE: for sincerity | I ALWAYS: try to smile | I TRY: or try not | I AM NOT: perfect | I SEEM: stable | I KNOW: someone loves me | I FEEL: compassion | I DANCE: r u kidding! | I DREAM: in technocolor | I GIVE: without expecting | I LISTEN: intently | I SING: no, i hum | I LAUGH: at absurtity | I CAN'T: remember | I WRITE: lovelorn | I CRY: because it still hurts | I SLEEP: very little | I AM NOT ALWAYS: smart | I SEE: my lovely two nieces | I LOSE: my concentration....what? | I CONFUSE: myself to often | I NEED: positivity | I SHOULD: get more sleep | I WILL: get out of debt | I MUST HAVE: music THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: 1. being un-expressionist 2. cynicism 3.un-loved | THREE THINGS I LOVE: 1. God 2. family 3. my Life | THREE THINGS I HATE: 1. self-righteous people 2. greed/ignorance 3. cell phones while driving | THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: 1. my cd's 2. candy machine 3. autograph from actress Dakota Fanning | THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 1. love with all of my body/heart/soul 2. get married 3. become a daddy | THREE THINGS I CAN DO : 1. wiggle my nose 2. fashion/style 3. pwkbw (people who know big winds) | THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: 1. am a good listener 2. love absurdity 3. dependable | THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: 1. fix my car2. sing (so i hum)3. get off the damm computer | THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: 1. dude! 2. no way 3. huh | THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN: 1.Cajun French 2. the cello3. where all those missing socks go!