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Painkiller Jane

Seeking the Bodhi Tree

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*****"When Buddha spoke about suffering, he wasn't referring simply to superficial problems like illness and injury, but to the fact that the dissatisfied nature of the mind itself is suffering. No matter how much of something you get, it never satisfies your desire for better or more. This unceasing desire is suffering; it's nature is emotional frustration." ***** Lama Tubten Yeshe (1935-1984), Tibet***** "The little reed, bending with the force of the wind, soon stood upright again when the storm had passed. ***** Aesop (620-560 BC), Greece***** "Most can see other people's faults. A few can see other peoples virtues. And two or three can even see their own shortcomings." ***** Ancient Sanskrit Verse*** "Life can only be understood backwards: but it must be lived forwards." *** Soren Kierkegaard (1813-1855), Denmark***** "A mere friend will agree with you, but a true friend will argue."***** Russian Proverb***** "Rise early and think upon your deeds, and of the world to come; for you may be certain that the fruits of all your deeds will think upon you." ***** Ancient Sanskrit Verse, IndiaStrict Irish-Italian Catholic Family.Catholic elementary & high school. Irish=lost temper ("Hothead" as my nan says),the love of drink,solitary thinking. Italian=kisses,hugs,the love of cooking & on occasion(*wink) a foul mouth. Catholic=repression in every form. Constant seeking...sometimes to much...earth bound shyness (fear); shyness leads to anxiety which leads to agressiveness and then its all out war...should a situation such as this commence while we happen to be hanging out... you are getting picked on...hopefully until you get pissed and a wrestling match ensues... ABSOLUTE most effective & loved stress release...relaxation & clarity again return...Unfortunatley this is a practice that will leave you friendless...so I run...the next best thing I guess.. the best love a little sister can get....constant ass kicking followed by a love of body and spirit to deal with the fear of getting jacked when your not looking! haha hahaha true......love to laugh...inappropriatley silly...Don't take away something that makes me happy...or makes me grow....the product of growing up in a gym & being little sister to an incredibe teacher....good stuff** I Love You Bro! Devestated and missing you.COMMIT yourself to your dream; if you are blessed enough to realize it. AFFIRM you are created in the image of GOD. HIT the street running...DO NOT LOOK BACK..." Run Forest Run" When you are inspired with a dream, God has hit the ball into your court. Hit it back QUICKLY ...Hit it back hard...no questions...and get ready for the return... Nothing devestates or holds back more than fear itself. LOSS...The "what if" fear. Right now this truth is most studied....why do I fear? I don't FEEL afraid but the pit in my stomach says otherwise.Fear=Anger.*** "Be not anxious about tomotrrow. Do today's duty, fight today's battle, and do not weaken and distrust youself by looking forward to things which you can not see and could not understand if you saw them." *** Charles Kingsley
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BestAudioCodes.com"Lovely" GANGSTALearning Learning *All mediums*.....MUSIC....Scribbling,Reading,Writing,Listening,W holeness Seminars,Continuing ED,Videoing,Studying that video,watching life through its own eyes** Getting tattooed...studying the individual so confident to color me for the rest of my life.Fitness...excitement in the doing...Getting There!! Yeah! Climbing,Stretching,Getting dirty and meditative RUNNING** The ENERGY of meeting new people..the initial eye contact,smile,short nervous conversations and then the flow. Trickle effect. Bodywork/Massage..physical touch is necessary for my life..my Nanny instilled it in me..she loved me constant..physically..brushing my hair off my face, tickling my neck, stroking my eyelashes & eyebrows,holding me in the rocking chair.It molded my life and life needs..physical touch in its most natural state is HEALING. Being able to give that away everyday is a gift which is immediately used as energy for me. Love the eating of good food after a hard run.

I'd like to meet:

People that say Please and Thank You. Happy People. Strong beautiful spirit, music, creature, child, tattoo loving people. Passionate people..passion for anything..turn me on to something new..teach me.***A donkey with a load of holy books is still a donkey." *** TRADITIONAL SUFI SAYING

Music:

*** "Man makes holy what he believes, as he makes beautiful what he loves." *** Ernest Renan (1823-1892), FranceMUSIC ♥ Lots & Constant. Driven...riffs for the big PUSH*** Conscious.... slow my busy head,refocus & come back to my place in this life*** And, absolutely, of course, happy to be with smiley friends,laughing,loving,sharing this thing we know as our life MUSIC...favorite people ARE music...I love my favorite people...*** "Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility." *** Sigmund Freud (1856-1939), Austria***** "Listen to the sound of the river and you will catch a trout." ***** Irish Proverb

Movies:

***"First know who you are and adorn yourself accordingly."*** Epictetus (55-c.135), Greece****** "Life lives on life. We all eat and are eaten. Forgetting this, we weep; remembering this, we nourish one another." ***** THE BUDDHA (c.563-c.483 BC),India

Television:

Nope.

Heroes:

*** "As long as a word remains unspoken, you are it's master; once you utter it, you are it's slave."*** Solomon Ben Judah (c. 1021-c.1058), SpainMy Bro, my first ever love...I miss you...forever!I shall never be the same. Just as I loved you, you left. Walk with me. Guide me in. R.G.C. 1969-2003ALL the people that have intersected my life and shared learned wisdom. ALL of you who have given it freely, so that I might have insight, Bless You. I am very much aware of the ditch that has my name on it.

My Blog

Fabric of Life

I am an abstraction Out of an endless nowhereAn intricate anguish both translucent and sublimeThe summoner of shadesThe veil of desiresSettling into a small dark silenceI move through a stately calmWe...
Posted by J~Bean ♥ on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 12:28:00 PST

Honour

HONOUR A human without Honour Is like a living corpse It talks    eats   walks But has No Lifes Spark No Lifes Force What is Honour i may ask It is awareness Your living Integrity ...
Posted by J~Bean ♥ on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 05:39:00 PST

What Metta Isn't

What Metta Isn't Metta isn't the same thing as feeling good, although when we feel metta we do feel more complete, and usually feel more joyful and happy. But it's possible to feel good and for th...
Posted by J~Bean ♥ on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 06:08:00 PST

Words on Kindness (Metta Sutra)

This is what should be doneBy one who is skilled in goodness,And who knows the path of peace:Let them be able and upright,Straightforward and gentle in speech.Humble and not conceited,Contented and ea...
Posted by J~Bean ♥ on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 09:07:00 PST